Breathe Again
he knew he was being stupid when he felt like he would suffocate when Ulquiorra wasn't near him. He didn't like telling his lover when he felt that way, when the thoughts of Ulquiorra suddenly disappearing crept up, it felt like he couldn't breathe.
He was being stupid, like a woman caught up in her 'feelings'. But holding Ulquiorra's hand made everything better, focusing on Ulquiorra, alive in front of him like this, made everything go away. He felt pathetic. But Ulquiorra never said anything, and he would never explain.
When he was holding Ulquiorra's hand, he could breathe again.
Owari