I woke that morning and it was lunch time, I had slept for over sixteen hours. I got up and walked downstairs only to find Edward sitting watching the TV. I couldn't be antisocial and not talk to him could I? no that would be just rude, not that what I did yesterday wasn't, "Morning Edward." I said sitting on the other couch keeping my distance.

"Well its afternoon now." he said curtly before turning back to the TV.

"Edward please don't hate me I know I was cruel but you have just caused me heart ache and I couldn't live through that again when you left, and I know you would leave." I said looking at him.

"Whatever Bella, your boyfriend called and wanted to know why you hadn't called, I said you were asleep and you would call him back." he said not turning away from the TV.

"Thanks Edward, I will see you tonight at dinner." I said walking out of the living room and upstairs to my phone. I dialled his number and Jake answered on the first ring, "Bella why didn't you call earlier? I was getting worried if you hadn't called by two I was coming over to your house." he said obviously angry I hadn't called him.

"Jake calm down sorry I hadn't called it was just that I was asleep I only woke up like five minuets ago and Edward just told me that you called and here I am, so do you still want to go see a movie?"

"No Bella I think we should just go out for coffee, when I got home last night dad told me something and I know it will effect our relationship, please meet me for coffee at Starbucks on Fifth at like 1.30." he said hanging up.

What did Jake need to tell me that was so important? I went and had a shower, I went back to my room and put on some white short shorts and a yellow blouse with my gladiator sandals. I really couldn't be bothered doing anything with my hair so I just put it up into a high bun and walked down stairs, "Bye Edward, I don't know what time I will be home but I have my phone if you need me." I said walking out the door and over my Land Rover.

When I got to Starbucks it was only 1.15 so I went and ordered a latte with caramel sauce. I sat down and waited for Jake, he arrived looking quite depressed, I waved him over and he sat down, "Hey honey, what's wrong? Is your dad even worse?" I asked concerned, Billy was Jakes father and was suffering from bone cancer in his hip.

"Yeah he got worse that's why I am here. Well he told me last night when I got home that there is a specialist in Chicago that thinks he can help dad walk again." he said looking really sad.

"Jake that's great news, theirs a catch isn't there? Theirs always a catch." I asked looking into his eyes.

"Yeah well cause the specialist is in Chicago dad said that we have to move, we leave in a week. I am going to miss you Bells." he said fighting the tears.

"NO!!! Jake you cant leave me, I have been with you since sophomore year. Please don't leave me!!!" I screamed at him, running out of the shop I knew he was chasing me but he didn't know that Rose and Jasper lived near by. I ran to their apartment building and got the lift straight up to their penthouse.

I ran inside collapsing at the door in a heap crying, "Hello who's there?" I heard Rose call from the living room. No answer except the violent sobs running through my body. Rosalie walked out to the foyer to see who was there as soon as she was who is was she sprinted towards me, "Jasper call Carlisle, Bella is here and I don't know what's wrong with her." she called as she picked me up and brought me to the living room, "Shhh, Bella its ok, what's wrong?" she asked soothing me.

"He…Jake…Chicago…moving…week…split." was all I could manage.

"What happened, Bella please just tell me it will all be ok." she said soothing me as my mobile rang, Rose pulled it out of my purse and answered, "Hi Jake, what happened I mean she came over unexpected and collapsed at the door and wont say anything but something about Chicago and splitting up. What happened Jake?" she asked concerned as Jasper walked back into the room and sat down beside me.

"Shhh, Bella its ok whatever happened it will all be ok." he said rubbing soothing circles on my back.

Rose was off the phone now and looked upset, "Bella, that was Jake he told me what he told you. Is it true that he is moving to Chicago next week for his dad?"

All I could do was nod mutely as the tears kept falling, "Ohh Bella, Shhh its ok, trust me it will all be ok. Jazz did you call Carlisle or somebody to pick Bella up?" she asked soothingly.

"Yeah, Carlisle wouldn't answer his phone so I called the house and the only person home was Edward and he said he wanted nothing to do with Bella so I called Emmett's cell and he is on his way." Jasper said continually rubbing circles on my back.

When Emmett arrived I was still crying into Jaspers lap, Emmett didn't even ask what was wrong but instead picked my up bridal style and carried me out to his jeep. He said goodbye to Rose and Jasper but I didn't say a thing, in the car on the way back to his house I was silent as he carried me upstairs to my room I was silent.

Why speak when whatever they say will only remind me of him. I laid on my bed in a ball for days, people came and spoke to me and checked on me but I didn't say a thing, even once I thought I heard Edward speaking to me but what was the point the would only say how I should have chosen him and none of this would've happened.

School was starting in two days and I had no reason to go, all I wanted to do was sit in the dark and cry, I lost my boyfriend for four fantastic years.

YAY I finally put out a chapter. I am quite disappointed with the number of reviews 10 I mean seriously people, ten reviews and two are from my bestie Julia got Cullened . I already have written up to chapter 10 and am in the process of writing number 11. It was originally going to be a 23 chapter story which has now become a 30 chapter or something, there will be a prom that lasts three chapters.

God I have rambled on a lot today I wont be putting another chapter out this week or next because I have the HOSG rowing regatta this weekend and am training like a loony.

OMG funny funny story, well not funny but awkward, I had a regatta on last weekend and I have been really sick lately but I couldn't not race so I rocked up ready to race 1 hour early and I was pissing down with rain and I mean pissing. The rain layed off for like 1 hour so the racing kept going so as soon as I was on the start line it started drizzling again buy the time I had raced 1 km which was in less than 4 minutes it was pouring down with rain. I was soaked, I have been sick for the past few weeks and I had a coughing fit halfway through my race. I got off the water and we back to the marquee to keep warm and dry, I managed to come second.

Then I had to race my final, I was feeling so sick I wanted to scratch and go home. So I got in the boat and made my way to the start line, I got there like 20 minutes early so my coach and I sang fun songs one goes like this "spin them round, slow it down, come on Maddie lets push! PUSH!" others were about birds and other strange things I cant remember them. So then it came to my race, I had the best start ever, I was dominating the shit out of all the other rowers, then the chick in the lane next to me comes into my lane and was about to crash into me, I was pissed off so I yelled at her and pulled away with my sheer awesomeness then won the race by like 100m I felt so special.

I really don't know why I typed all of that it was kind of pointless but hey if it will make you review do it!

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