I'm back with a BANG!! Hope you guys like it. You will see a side of Blitz you never noticed before. And also, you get to see a secret kept from Tails in so long.

Chapter 11: Emotions Released

It was early morning in Mystic Ruins and Blitz opened his blurry, tired blue eyes and moaned silently. He got up and removed himself from his bed, slowly and felt completely tired. He lets out a yawn and got off the bed, headed towards the door and went outside for some peace and serenity.

Little did he know, there were still thoughts about his parents not present in his life and in his childhood and that his early past wasn't such a good one at that point. There were still some hurt, anguish and pain still filling in his heart that refuses to leave.

He looked up at the sky and knows for a fact that his mother was down there watching him, but he doesn't feel that she's looking over him. Because his father was in and out of prison, he feels that his mother didn't want to be present in his life and Blitz feels all this emotion and anger consumed inside of him that cannot be split.

Despite the fact that he talked with Tails last night, he wants to forgive and forget, but he's still carrying that load of hurtful memories with him also. He just wants to get it off his chest and tell himself and his parents how he really feels about them, in and out of Blitz's life.

He looked at the sky again and said, "Mom, I know you can't hear me, but why did you have to leave me behind? I know dad hurt you and everything, but you hurt me also. I just can't understand why you wanted to end your life while I was still here."

Blitz got misty-eyed and felt that his emotions were fueling up for some extreme hurt and discomfort. He got down on his knees and puts his hand on his chest and get that feeling that they broke his heart and his spirit by abandoning him.

He raised up at the sky and shouted, "Why did you leave me here, anyway?! Didn't I learn to love you?! You didn't have to just leave me with nothing! If you were still here, you would still be there for me!"

Soon, tears were immediately coming out of his eyes and he lowered his head down and started breaking down crying. He sighed heavily and then, the wind blew through his hair and it's like her prescence couldn't stop surrounding him.

He sighed again and then, he raised his head and said, "I wrote this song for you and dad."

And with all the emotions that he feels inside, he can let them out by song, so he started singing.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

All those emotional pains that he's been having has finally come out. Then, he got down on his knees again, lowered his head down and closed his eyes to find some peace and solitude, unaware that someone has been hearing him.

"Blitz?"

He opened his eyes and then, turns around to see Tails, standing there, looking concerned. He stood up and then said, "Hey, Tails. How long have you been standing here?"

"I actually came over to find you, so I checked where you were, but you weren't there. But, while I was there, I heard someone shouting and screaming, then I got to figuring that it was you. So I came out and then, I heard you sing and I couldn't believe that this was really you." Tails explained.

Blitz sighed and told him, "Just wanted to get those hurtful feelings out."

"You still holding on to that?"

Blitz nodded his head a little and Tails sighed for a minute and said, "It's perfectly normal to feel this way, but as I said, you just have to learn how to forgive and forget. You can't let those bad feelings get in the way of your good feelings."

"How, though?"

Tails sighed heavily and then, told him, "Cause my mom died when I was four."

Blitz's eyes grew wider and whispered, "What?"

"It's true. My father killed my mom and himself when I was young. You don't know what it's like to hear some loud arguements, seeing them throw stuff around and trying to kill each other. It haunts me every single night after that and my dad...."

Tails paused himself, as he feels some tears coming out if his eyes, because he was holding on to something very personal and kept it from himself at a young age. Then, he told him, "My dad has given me so much resentment, because of my two tails. He just called me stuff like 'two-tailed freak', 'tail defecit' and 'horror of tails'. Do you know how much that hurts me much? By that, he has beaten me down, giving enormous amounts of hitting, shoving, punching, kicking, spitting and threatening to kill me. It's just so bad."

Blitz really felt Tails' pain and it was very sad to hear what he had to say. He said, "I'm sorry that really happened to you."

"To this day, I have no relationship with my dad, but it doesn't mean that I didn't forgive him. I hated him for what he did, but you just have to get used to it and just move on."

"What are you trying to say?"

"What I'm saying is, even if the people in your life always treat you wrong, you just try to learn to love everyone else. And you can't let something like this affect you for the rest of your life."

Blitz still feels like he's alone, but wih Tails here, it seems like he's someone he can actually trust and relate to and he's like the friend he never had before. They've been through hardship in their childhood, but never really turned out like them. He sighs and said, "Maybe you're right. I shouldn't let my resentment get in the way of it."

"Exactly." Tails said, with a smile.

"You're a really good friend, Tails."

"Thanks."

Both of them shook their hands and smiled at each other. Then, Blitz and Tails were taking a walk around Mystic Ruins, just talking and stuff and for the first time, Blitz actually feels happy-- happier than he's ever been in a lifetime, because he has a good friend by his side.

Is that sad? This song is "My Immortal" from Evanescence. Awesome song and band! Love it! I'll update more!