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#12-Kiss:

A kiss. A simple innocence yet so much more, something she doesn't want. Sam laid on her bed. Her hands were behind her head, legs crossed, and she stared up at her ceiling. Something came to her mind that made her think of the kiss. She closed her eyes.

It was January when it happened. She had the best time, insulting Freddie in the worst possible. The school praised her the whole week but Freddie was nowhere in sight. When it was iCarly time, Freddie wasn't there either. He was too afraid to show his face to the public.

He just sits in the fire escape alone because he's too embarrassed to anyone. You like ruined his whole life and you don't even care!

Those words from Carly didn't persuade to stand up for Freddie. She didn't do it to make Carly happy. She did it because a new feeling in heart spoke to her.

On the last iCarly, I told you guys that Freddie never kissed anyone. And that was really personal and I shouldn't have said it on the show. And for all you people out there who've been teasing Freddie about it, lay off! Because I bet a whole lot of you haven't kissed anyone either...including me. Yeah that's right. I've never kissed anyone. So if you wanna tease someone about, tease me. Which is a bad idea unless you live near a hospital!

That was really brave, what you said.

I'm sorry.

It'd be too weird if you didn't make my life miserable all that time.

I was just gonna say-

That we should kiss?

Just to get it over with.

...Just to get it over with.

Sam opened her eyes and sighed heavily. It was her first kiss. She hated to admit that it wasn't bad. Sam always dreamt of her first kiss on the beach with fireworks and such. But her kiss with Freddie, on the fire escape, was somehow bliss. His lips were soft, gentle, and a feeling of butterflies erupting in her stomach occurred.

Her eyes were open during the kiss. They were opened for many reasons. She was shocked that she was kissing Freddie Benson, the dork of all dorks. She couldn't believe that she was actually having her first kiss. And she couldn't believe that Freddie wasn't a bad kisser.

Feelings questioned her during the kiss. Was it a feeling that everyone else felt during their first kiss? Would Sam have felt different kissing another guy? Or was Freddie simply something else to her? Something she was avoiding, all her life. Running away from the feeling, but when she met it, she felt bliss, peace....and love.

Everything they've gone through. Cats, fencing, shopping, birthday surprises, movies, fights, and apologizes. She loved all of it.

She needed to see him.

Freddie was sitting in his desk chair, tapping his keyboard lazily. He was playing a simple game of virtual ping pong. His crutches were set aside and his broken leg was elevated to another chair.

His injury was either pride or shame. Pride being that sake that he saved Carly's life. Pride being the sake of everyone in school admiring his heroism. Pride being the sake of having kissing Carly.

Yes. He kissed Carly Shay, the girl of his dreams. His future girlfriend, wife, lover forever....that was the shame though of his injury. After so many years of flirting with her, she finally came around. Actually, right when he was starting to lose interest. He was happy she finally understood her feelings, yet he was angry and sad.

He thought of his first kiss, with Sam. It was an odd kiss. He could still remember a feeling in his stomach and the feeling of being watched by her during the kiss. Her lips had little force which was fine for him, yet he could taste the lip gloss and meatballs which she had apparently eaten before it happened. The taste and feeling of her lips on his kept coming to his mind and mouth.

Though, his mind was lost when Carly kissed him. Did she kiss him for the right reasons? Did she kiss him for understanding her true feelings? Or did she kiss him for the sake of saving her life?

His heart was sure of it to be true but his mind wasn't. Carly kissed him as a gesture of thanking him for saving her life. Sam kissed him to get it over with. But there was something more to that kiss with Sam.

He was scared after the kiss with Carly. Not because his mom walked in on them, but the feeling and taste of kissing Sam was slowly fading. He didn't want to lose it but the only option was to kiss her again.

Freddie groaned, closing his laptop. Kissing Sam would be petting a wild tiger. Simply impossible. She'd slap him, burn him, cook him, and may even kill him. He needed some air.

The fire escape was his only option. Maybe even going there will get the memories back.

Freddie past his mom and headed out the door. He slowly closed his behind him and started heading down the long hallway where the other apartments were. He heard footsteps behind him, causing him to glance back. Behind him caused Freddie to stop in his tracks.

It was Sam.

Freddie turned around fully when Sam met his gaze. She was curious, anxious, shy, and scared. Freddie raised a brow.

"Er, hi," Freddie greeted.

"Um, Freddie," Sam started walked slowly towards him. He did the same to her.

"I-I want...to, um..." Sam looked at her shoes as Freddie drew closer to her.

Freddie stared her down, but calmly. She slowly looked up at him. Freddie knew he had to make the move, but he couldn't, Sam beat him. Her eyes were closed while his were open. He realized the feelings were back that he missed, but stronger. He loved it.

Sam laid a cold hand on his cheek, tilting her head. She was in bliss, just like their first kiss, but better. There were fireworks, nut in her stomach. There was nothing that could stop the feelings.

But that was when reality hit her.

Sam pulled back, gasping for air, Freddie doing the same. He was flushing madly, but his eyes were watery. He was in joy. She wasn't.

"I...have to go," Sam said quickly and she rushed out of the hall. Freddie was smiling and realized something.

He liked Sam.

Oooo. Freddie likes Sam! Lol. I really liked this. I know this wont be in iSaved Your Life but we need some Seddie love!

Best part about this one was that it was written on my birthday (which was yesterday, January 12th. And this is the 12th word. Lol)

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