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Ok here is a chapter three recall!!

Heidi walks in with 14 people walking in a line. "You will feed" Aro says. No I can't. I just can't. I close my eyes just as the screaming begins. Oh lord I smell it. It smells so good! No Renesmee, you can't. I chastise myself. After 5 minutes the madness is over. Thank god. "Renesmee? You didn't eat." Aro said politely. "Now I have no choice but to punish you. Demitri? Will you please?" He calls. "My pleasure sir. Literally. Demitri replies ass he grabs me by my waist and carries me out of the room. "NO! LET ME GO!" I scream at him while kicking. This goes on until we get to a more cozy room. One with nothing but a bed…that has chains on it. "Now Renesmee, the more you struggle, the longer I'll do this." He said as he chained me to the bed. He rips off my only clothes and then his. He forcefully gets on top of me and starts doing what I never expected to ever happen to me. He grasps my arms and holds me down, even though I'm already chained. Ow my body. I can feel my blood vessels popping, causing instant bruising. After god knows how long. He finally stops and retreats away from me. I had been crying the whole time. He leaves the room for 5 minutes and comes back with clothes. He unchains me and orders me to put them on. The shirt is a black tee shirt with red Italian saying on it. The pants are old grey denim that happens to fit very nicely. And lastly a black cloak. "I'm sorry Renesmee that I had to do that." He sadly said while walking out the door. Sorry? Hell no, if he was sorry he wouldn't have done this to me in the first place! I sob and find my way back to my cell. Which were only two rooms down from the rape room. I sob and kick and scream. I look in the shredded remains of my old jeans to find the pills Alice gave me. They are birth control pills. Oh my god. She knew. She knew Demitri was going to rape me! I start hitting the wall and the window...and myself. I continue this until I finally crash on my rug. "Maybe I'm better off dead" I whisper to myself. "My family does not even love me anymore."

"Renesmee, wake up sweetie." I hear familiar voice calling. Jacob. My Jacob, standing right over me lying in my bed. "Renes-"I cut him off with an abrupt kiss. The way his mouth folded with mine was absolutely amazingly. I intertwined my hands into his hair and pulled him closer, if that were possible! "I missed you" I said almost silently to him. "Thank you for saving me from the Volturi, Jacob."

"You're not saved honey this is just the beginning." I pull away from him in curiosity. "What-"What do you mean is what I was going to say, but I stop in mid sentence to see myself talking to Demitri.

I wake up gasping from my dream; nightmare is a more accurate term. I lay there on the cold floor, three feet away from the rug I was on when I fell asleep on, with my eyes closed for about 3 minutes. I decide to open my eyes and find a calendar and my IPod. My IPod?! I frantically sit up pausing a minute to ease my body pains. I pick up the IPod and turn it over just to find disappointment. My name isn't on there. Which means this is not my IPod, but an exact replica in all the things on it. Right down to the last song. I can feel the tears threatening to come. I was hoping this was my IPod because I have a tracking chip on it so maybe my family could find me. Oh wait I remember now, I don't care because my family doesn't love me enough to try and save me before I got stolen! I

The tears are bombarding my face now. Ugh I hate crying, it makes me feel so weak. I stop sobbing to stand up and oddly enough I feel very strange. I feel taller, about 5 inches taller. Making me 5' 5" now. Weird. I feel very top heavy too. I look down and oh my god! I have boobs! I was about a 36 A and now I am… umm maybe a c-cup? Wow how did that happen? I also feel slimmer too. My ants are fallen off of me and my shirt is a bit too big, and I'm… curvy. Man Jacob will- Oh yeah I forgot I'll never see him again. I stand back as far as I can go and look at myself in the reflection of my window. I look so…pretty! I turn around to see Jane. "Come Cullen." She says. I do what she says not wanting to know how I would react with her powers. We walk the half mile walk of impending doom and we get to the door of death. Jane slowly opens the door and we step inside. 'My goodness child what has happened to you?" Aro said obviously to me, but as a rhetorical question. He stared at me in shock. I looked at myself noticing the massive bruises on my visible body. Oh. "Demitri, gli ho detto di non danneggiarlo."

"I couldn't help myself sir. I got, ha, carried away." He said while silently laughing. "You, you monster!" I screech at Demitri. "You find joy in this?! You find it funny that I'm in pain?! Well you know what? Go to hell, all of you!" I scream at now all of them. I see a flash of black followed by a powerful blow to by face, and then I fall to the ground. Not only am I clinching by face in pain, I am writhing on the ground in agony; due to Jane I am sure of. So this is what it feels like? To be caught by Jane's power? I now know not to mess with Jane anymore. I feel a pool of liquid accumulating near my forehead. Oh no, I'm bleeding. Bad. I start to see black dots floating around my head. My blood pressure is dropping. I'm losing a lot of blood. Just as I almost dose off to an irreversible coma, Alex picks me up and licks my head. Maybe odd to other people, but to vampires, venom can save anybody. Immediately my wound closes up. I slowly regain my consciousness and awareness of my surroundings. I stand up quite fast than normally, and know exactly who hit me. Jane. I could tell this because she had a mocking smirk on her face. I contemplate whether I should do what's on my mind or not. I think, what more could they do to me? They have taken away my unloving family, my life, my dignity, and my sense of happiness. I don't have much left to take.

I make my way over to Jane with a smirk in return to hers. All the blood red, thirsty eyes are on me as I stroll over to give the slut a taste of her own medicine. I stop an arm length away from her. Perfect. I cautiously raise my hand to her face and when I get there I show her all the painful things that I have ever gone through in my entire life. Suffocation, thirst, pain, sadness, bruising, hatred, jealousy, envy, separation, and…her. I watch in pure happiness as she collapses to the ground. I follow but as a kneel per se. I show her everything horrible I have ever had to deal with. When she starts pleading for mercy, I stopped the pain. I held her to the ground and whispered in her ear. "Pain."

"Utterly amazing!" I hear Aro call from behind. I straighten up and look at him. He slowly canters over to me. "Dicami come avete fatto quello?He said quietly. "Please?" I gladly bring my hand to his face and- "I said tell, not show." He said. I lean closer to him and say, "A good magician never reveals her secret."

"Very well, then. Shall I get Demitri?"

"Do it, I have already been deprived of my dignity."

"And virginity." I add quietly.

As Demitri carries a silently unwilling me to the "Rape" room, I give no struggle. It doesn't matter anymore, I think to myself.

When I am strapped to the bed for the second time in my life, I start crying and pleading. "Please Demitri; don't do this to me again! Please?"

"Sorry honey, your pleading doesn't change anything." He retorts. Like yesterday, he rips off my clothes, again. "Wow, you really have changed." He said in a surprised tone. "You are so…filled out. This will be enjoyable. More than yesterday.

He lops on top of me and creates the pain he laden upon on me yesterday. Today the pain is more intense. I can feel my legs going numb from his weight. He holds on to me with great severity which causes my bruises to bruise.

"Please stop Demitri! Please! I'm begging you!" I plead. "You're sucking all the fun out of this. Oh I have a splendid idea!" He explained to me what he wanted me to do and I had too so I went waist high on him and gave him pleasure. After about one minute of doing that, I bit him, right where it hurts, I bit it. He jumped away and slapped my face where I already had a hand shaped bruise from Jane. " You, you bit me!"

"Thank god I'm not venomous." I jokingly said. He slapped he again, this time harder and stormed out of the room. "I go to the newly added dresser of clothes and pick out some suitable ones that fit me. I bring an extra pair for my room. As I walk down the decrepit hallway and start thinking I could text Jacob. I remember. I had my phone in my pocket when I got stolen! If I could call him then he would save me! I sprint to my room and frantically search my shredded jean pocket to find my..phone! I Lock the door and I search through my phonebook to find Jacob's number. I press send and the phone starts ringing. Once. Twice. A third time, and "Hello?" He said. "Jacob! Jacob. Oh my god! I miss you so much! Please help me!" I reply. "Where are you?"

"Renesmee Cullen! Open the door!" Aro said.

"Who was that?" Jacob said on the phone." I'm with the Vo-"

Before I can get the word out, the door bursts open and Aro grabs the phone and says, "Goodbye Jacob." And then he hangs up the phone. He throws my only lifesaver to the ground smashing it to a billion pieces. My only connection to society, gone. Aro angrily glares at me with his red eyes and sprints toward me. He grabs my throat and pins me to the wall saying," Do you not like staying here? Are you unhappy of our hospitality? Well guess what? You're going to be here forever now." He gives my neck one last fierce squeeze and lets me fall to the ground. I lay there gasping for air. "Pl-" I attempt to say, but can't get out. I start feeling really dizzy like I already did today. I try to stand up and fall in a suffocated mess on the floor. The last thing I remember hearing was Aro's suducing voice saying,"Welcome to the family."

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