I wrote this forever ago....excuse the suck lol
Lassiter stared at the coffin being lowered into the ground. He'd learned how to keep a blank face while being a detective, so his face showed no emotion. Inside he was dying.
Just like Shawn had during an arrest gone bad….
He was so young. They'd barely had any time together.
Everyone knew he was taking Shawn's death hard, but they didn't know he actually blamed himself. And they never would. Lassiter was going to continuing working and hopefully kind of make it up to Shawn by saving other people.
The detective didn't know that Shawn never even blamed him.