I Don't Own Twilight

Part 1 - Renesmee CullenI felt my stomach do flip flops inside of me. Each, and every time he says my name, my heart skips a beat. It couldn't be that I loved him. We're just I felt my stomach do flip flops inside of me. Each, and every time he says my name, my heart skips a beat. It couldn't be that I loved him. We're justfriends, yet he is one of my safe havens. One of them. How could one being be so torn between to places in the universe, and still be whole. I have no idea how I am still in one piece. If I were the same little girl who had a crush on him, on both of them years ago, I would have run away. But here I stand, torn between two halves of my heart.

I pushed my was through the masses of teenagers to the car waiting for me on the far side of the parking lot. His smile greeting me, as always, while he leaned up against his newly refurbished, Volkswagen Rabbit.

"Took ya' long enough!" Jacob yelled as I neared his truck,"I've been out here for a good fifteen minutes!"

"Who's that?",Kaleb whispered in my ear, while squeezing my hand.

"My brother from another mother.",I whispered back,"Who is also my carpool."

He laughed,"Think I could give you a ride home? I'd love to see your house!"

What is up with this boy and coming over to my house!? It's in the opposite direction as his house, and it's filled to the brim with vampires! I took my hand from his and looked him in the eye. "How 'bout we go over to your house again and study? I'll go tell Jake, and call my mom so they know what's going on. Okay?"

"Sounds good.",he smiled. When I began to turn to go talk to Jake, Kaleb grabbed my hand lightly again. I turned to see him grinning sheepishly. I rolled my eyes and gave him a peck on the lips. I turned back and continued walking over to Jake.

I saw Jake sigh as I walked over to meet up with him,"Hey, Jake!", I said when I reached him. "I'm gonna go to Kaleb's house to study, so you can head home. See ya' later!" Why is it that every time I talk to Jake, my breathing always accelerates? I bit my lip, waiting for him to make some sarcastic remark about me being to good for Kaleb.

"You ask Bella yet?",he asked suspiciously, raising one eyebrow.

"I was about to call her.", I said in defense.

"No you weren't.", he said grinning.

I stuck my tongue out at him, as I whipped my phone out of my pocket. Bella never approved of Kaleb, so I was afraid of what she might say.

I turned casually to where I knew Bella would be standing. Her and the rest of my "teenage" family still were going to high school. Even though I'm able to ditch them at lunch to hang out with my human friends, and of coarse Jacob, they still watch my every move. I spotted Bella and Edward chatting by his Volvo, but I knew they were listening to my conversion.

She picked up the phone before I even heard it ring once."You want to go over to Kaleb's house? Correct?"

"Yes.",I said timidly.

"Go right ahead sweety, but Jake's going to pick you up at five o'clock."

"Thank you so much mom! Bye!", I hung up the phone and turned to Jake to say good bye. "See ya-"

He cut me off,"See you at five.",he said, no emotion in his husky voice. He didn't approve of Kaleb either. He smiled slightly, but it was an empty smile. He was just trying to make me happy. Just like he always did.

I hugged him before he was able to turn away. I didn't want to let him go. He's just looking out for me, even though he doesn't have to with Kaleb. "See you then, Jakey." He pulled away and climbed into his truck, as I waved at him. I felt a twinge of gilt in my stomach as he drove off.

I felt a hand on my waist. "So I believe we have another study date!",Kaleb said with a sheepish grin.

"You believe correctly!",I said smiling.

The car ride to Kaleb's house flew by, mostly because we were cracking up about how weird are math teacher looks now that he finally shaved his beard. When we got to his house, we skipped doing homework, and went straight to watching some movies.

"So what's up with the big guy back in the parking lot? He looked really protective of you, and looked like he was ready to kill me."Kaleb breathed out a shaky laugh at the thought of Jake killing him. I really couldn't see Jake even harming a fly! But Jake is three times the size of Kaleb, so I could understand it.

I sighed. I would have to tell Jake to lay off Kaleb and to not give him the evil eye."That's Jacob for you! He's almost as protective of me as my parents are."

"Why haven't I seen him around before?"

"You have. He's in all of our classes."

"I know that he's in our classes, he sticks to you like glue.",Kaleb said bitterly."I mean I've never seen him give you a ride home before."

"He's been working on his truck for the last month. So, my mom has been picking me up."

"He works on cars?",I heard a slight twinge of jealousy in his voice. Hmm. I wonder why.

"He built the one he drives from scratch. I think he's been fixing up the engine to get more speed lately."

Kaleb put his arm around me, and kissed me. I ran my fingers through his dark hair, as he rubbed my arm. We have been dating for a little over two weeks, but I never feel any spark when we kiss. Not even now.

He pulled away. I looked at the puzzled expression on his face. "So how much can he lift?"

I shrugged."I don't know. Why do you want to know?"

"How long have you known him?"

"Since I was born."

"Have you ev-"

I interrupted him,"Your not seriously jealous of him Kaleb? Are you?"

"How could I not be!"

I shook my head. Dumb boy. I did have a crush on Jake when I was little, and up until I met Kaleb at the beginning of the school year, I still had a crush on him. But how could he be jealous of Jake?"

"Renesmee, it's really hard to compete with him. Even if he is just you friend."

"You don't need to compete with him, Kaleb!",I kissed him again. The doorbell rang so Kaleb and I went to answer it. Jake stood there in a tight muscle shirt, and a pair of shorts."Hey Ness! Your mom sent me a bit early to pick you up."

"No problem,"I turned to Kaleb and kissed him,"Bye."

"Bye, Renesmee.",he said in a gloomy voice.

When we were in the truck, Jake started the engine and cranked up the radio. I sighed. I always feel so relaxed and calm when I'm around Jake.

"Hey Ness. You in the mood for some pizza?" The pack is skipping out on dinner for their own plans."

"Pizza sounds great!"

He smiled and revved the engine. "Wanna see how fast this truck can go now?"

I laughed,"Just don't let Charlie of Edward see you! Or they'll kill us both!"

"See me? They won't be able to catch me! Not even Mr. Leech and his shiny Volvo!",Jake stepped on the gas, sending me back in my chair laughing.