Bella's POV

For the first time in my existence, I was alone in the morning without Edward by my side. I was frantically trying to figure out where he was, for there was never a time I could recall where I was alone, except for those depressing months when Edward had left me. Those were the most terrible months and I had tried to block them out of my mind. With my vampire senses, the memories have become hazy and unclear, but I know that they are not something that I would like to remember in terms of my human memories.

I focused on the sounds echoing from the den and realized that Edward was with Renesmee. Again. Ever since I had given birth to her, he hasn't been able to leave her side. I felt a wave of jealousy wash over my body and realized, She's our child! Of course he should be with her, but I couldn't help but feel resentful toward the little girl. She had my chocolate brown eyes, and the pale skin of a vampire. She had perfectly sculpted cheeks just like her father, accompanied by honey-brown ringlets of hair that cascaded down her back. I raced downstairs and glanced around the room. Edward was playing with Renesmee, Emmett and Rosalie were watching a football game, Alice and Jasper were cuddling, and Esme and Carlisle-- oh god.

Carlisle.

I suddenly felt shame. Humiliation. Embarrassment. When I glanced toward Carlisle, his eyes met mine and he smiled a smile that was surely not meant for me. He winked and carried on with helping Esme tidy up the house, even though everyone knew the house was already immaculate. I felt extremely guilty, especially with Esme in the room. Suddenly I froze. Can't Edward read Carlisle's thoughts? I was overcome with the fear of Edward finding out what I had done. I glanced over at him and it seemed as though he hadn't even realized I had entered the room. He was hopelessly oblivious to everyone, except Renesmee. I exhaled a sigh of relief and Edwards head snapped toward my direction.

"Oh, hey sweetie, when did you get down here" Edward said as he enveloped me in his arms and kissed my neck. At that moment, all that was wrong in the universe was right again.

"Not long ago. How is she?" I said to him, hating that I mentioned the love sucking creature.

"She's learning and growing so fast. It's incredible" He said with such love and tender care, I almost thought that it was okay I was being neglected.

"Want to go hunting later?" I said, ecstatic that I thought of an activity that didn't involve Renesmee. I realized I was being selfish and that it was no big deal that Edward was not with me every second of the day. Bella, get a hold of yourself. When have you become so clingy?

"No it's okay. I can still wait a few more days. I want to be here when Renesmee says her first word, she's getting quite close. Why don't you go with Carlisle since everyone went yesterday?"

Several emotions crashed down around me. Anger. Envy. Resentment.

"O- O-- Okay" I stuttered, stunned that I might have to confront Carlisle so soon. I knew it would happen sometime, but still. I glanced toward him and noticed that he was watching the conversation between Edward and I. He chuckled. Oh god, he is so sexy. With his pale blond hair…toned abs…muscular arms….Bella! Stop it NOW. Edward is the man of your dreams. Don't ruin it. Carlisle walked over to me and said

"Ready to go hunting?" He said, with a hint of amusement to his voice.

"Yea sure. Definitely. Of course, yeah let's go" I said, knowing I was rambling again.

He snickered. He opened the door for me, like a real gentlemen. I walked outside and started running toward the meadow that was not too far from the house. I finally reached the field of green, filled with an assortment of flowers including tulips, daffodils, and my favorite, peonies. I stopped to admire it's beauty when I felt a warm breeze on my neck.

"Bella, you look absolutely beautiful" Carlisle said, while wrapping his arms around me.

He sucked on my neck and I spun around to face him.

"What do you think you're doing?" I said, trying to sound as angry as possible, but Carlisle saw through my terrible façade.

"Love, don't be angry at me" He said, in mock sadness. He pounced at me and we both fell to the ground laughing, and rolling around in the emerald green grass.

This is wrong I thought. Suddenly, a flash of Edward murmuring to Renesmee, Edward teaching Renesmee how to read, and me lying alone in our bedfilled my mind, and I realized I was angry. How could he just abandon his wife? Carlisle started kissing me, and I was reluctant at first. He carefully parted my lips with his tongue and I decided to stop fighting it and go with it. I put my hands through his golden locks and he moaned. He stopped to look up at me and he smiled.

"Bella. I must tell you that I have not been able to stop thinking about you. Everything about you has been invading my mind for the past day. The way your eyes darken when I pleasure you, the way your nipples harden and how your moan is music to my ears--"

"Shut up and kiss me" I said

I kissed him with as much passion as I could muster. He was satisfied with the result of his little speech and removed my shirt. His hands soothingly massaged my stomach while he sucked and kissed the sensitive spot behind my ear. I pulled him closer to me, making sure there was no space between our bodies. I pushed him down onto his back, as I saw that he was obviously startled by my desire to control him. I pulled off his jeans and saw his member spring out. Every time I looked at it, I couldn't help but feel my center start to drip with wetness. I pulled off his boxers hastily and took him in my mouth.

He tasted so sweet, almost like candy. Edward always tasted a bit bitter to me. I held his shaft down as put my tongue around his head. I swirled it around and I heard him let out a groan of pleasure. I let go of him and kept sucking. He started pumping his big hard cock in my mouth and I could tell he was close. I stopped, only to hear him let out a frustrated growl.

"Bella, please" he begged. I took him in my mouth once more, and held him while he came in my mouth.

"Bella, you are truly amazing. Edward is damn lucky to have you" He said and chuckled.

I sat down and leaned against him. We both stretched out down as he gently stroked my hair while we cuddled. This is nice I thought as I felt a smile play on my lips. We stayed like that until we realized we actually had to hunt.

"Race you" He said running through the forest.

I followed him through the trees and stopped dead when I realized I think I'm in love with Edward's dad.

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