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Previews:
9 months later I had twins I named them Kevan and Davie. Noel had Alakay. Ryan found us before our birthdays. Mac had a club just for fosters like us. It was called Blackbird for lost ones like us. He told us that we should tell Andy considering, that CARTER was a retired navel seal. Andy would be expecting us. I went into labor, Noel wasn't too far behind. The boys were just a day a part. Two from our 18th. We went to see Andy about a week later. HE! told us about Gibbs, and he believed us after a DNA test. Said that our names would be changed back and that the boys would be OK.
While he and Andy left to try and get CARTER only to fined the residents emty. On fire. No fosters were found.
While this was playing in Temperace's head. Booth moved to hold on to her. She grabbed his arm and wrapped it around her. Agent Gibbs was telling Booth of who CARTER was and Agent DiNozzo, was filling in the blanks.
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Angela was sitting with Cam Saroyan and Jack Hodgins trying to figure out on what was going on. They had been pushed out of Dr. Brennan's office, minutes before. They saw the two boy's head up stairs, the older one dragging the little one.
None of them talked to the boy's. Jack tried only to come back saying that they should ID the body's as soon as possible.
When asked who the boys where, they wouldn't get a strait answer.
So now they where sitting their with Ducky, taking scrapings making notes and in Angula's case drawing.
1hr 30min later they was Temperance walk out. Tears falling down as she ran towards the boy's. They knew there was something going on. They never saw her that scared. Dragging them both of them in to a hard hug.
They could here a song being played over the PA system..
Agent DiNozzio was hold Temp's ipod to the phone speakers... Everyone in the lab were silent...
They where all silent to the end...
Rascle Flatts: Here Comes Good Bye.
I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And its not like her to drive that slow, nothings on her radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought Id see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride
But here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed(d)
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and you're left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
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authors notes
Booths 'thoughts'
bones 'thoughts'
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'Wow I never knew I just wonder who this Kevan is. Agent Gibbs was going to tell me when bone's moved. She suddenly stood up. We tried to talk to her. Nothing I wouldn't blame her. I wouldn't want to remember. That scumbag. Like that, I'm so going to kill him. I could see that in the old agents eyes. He to wouldn't do the same. He would do it ten times worse as I. i could hear Tony talking. I can see the big brother features showing. In a proactive manner on her. She ran to take those boys in her arms and never let them go she already did that once. I turned and told Agent Gibbs that I wouldn't let her leave my sight. I could see Tony grab her ipod off her desk. As we left to fined her and the boy's. He was standing with a security Gard's and a phone. I heard the music. I waited and watched to see bone's reaction clearly he knew her better then I. And she stopped. She just holding the boys in her arms. She was taking a hard long look at me. I could see fear in her eye's, that she was scared as hell!! I just wanted to go over there and hold her. I couldn't she knows that she can trust me right? Will this change us?
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'Wheres the boy's I have to fined them. I knew I left Andy and Booth. I just had to find them....The memories of saying good bye to Noel telling her that she had to help me black out the memories of Kevan. To re-live them again. I know we have to leave so to get Noel, but I have to see them. I have to make sure that he can't get them, us. I could feel everone looking at me. Staring more like it. Max and Parker where standing near the boys my genesis trying to talk to them but they won't till I or Andy. Said that it was ok. I found them.. I knew that there where tears falling down my face they both looked frightened and I whispered that I was sorry over and over... I looked over to Booth. I knew that I could trust him. I just needed some time but first we had to fined Noel and the boy's. I could here music on the PA sound system. And I knew that Andy must have took my ipod and played the song. I didn't care just that the boys were here safe. I turned to see Booth I knew now. That he was the only one I could trust with this I couldn't with the others. Expressly with Angela. I love her like a sister but, there are some thing's I just can't tell her...'
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The song ended everyone turned to watch, Temperance turn to Booth and Gibbs said something, then the two agent's leave quickly with her in tow.
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I have a song in my head. It plays as I take a look and remembered on what happened. How I got here and why can I here screaming? All I can see is darkness.
Apologiz: By LIL'WAYNE (remix)
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But that's nothing new, yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say sorry like the angel
Heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late, whoa whoa
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
Remember the darkness, and I could at ill feel the pain. It was nothing new I was use to pain it was apart of my life. I always hated pain and would try to stay away from it. I remember never sleeping at nights. I would stay up. Darkness became, just another hidden figure in my life. Since I can remember I've been fighting for whats right. Or just fighting to stay alive. Its like that saying life is like a wild horse you ride it or it rides yeah. That was our saying back then.
It was a Friday morning, Davie was staying home he had a doctors appointment. Alakay and Nicky where getting ready for school. My husband and best Friend was getting ready for the day. Tomorrow would be Mac's birthday we were going to go. Just to surprise him. It's been eight long years. Since we where put in witness protection. I miss my sister and brother, it would be the first time in years. We haven't seen each other since Kevan died. Poor kid he was too young to die. Temp was a mess. She wouldn't talk to me or anyone. He killed him in front of her. It was his Birthday. He was eight. Fucken CARTER he takes everything you have then more some. Asshole.
I'm holdin' on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearin' what your sayin'
But I just can't make a soundd
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me downn
But waaiiitt;
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late, whoa whoa
The words just kept playing in my head as he beat me. Kicked me and raped me. I couldn't fight cause when he got us he hit me in the back of my head it was bleeding since then its been two days. I wonder what happened to the boys are they safe? He's barring me alive in a small air tight coffin. Just like when we where seventeen he hoped we would die then but Andy and Ryan found us in time. If they would have taken a minute longer we would have been dead. I've never seen the life that's worth living. I always wished for death. I was born in the system. Born as a foster. A lost one. I promased temp that I would take care of her and her boys later on. When we lost Kevan to him. I saw that I had faild her, but she told me to take Davie and protect him. I did for eight long years. He was safe like Alkaly and Nicky. Now I don't know where any of them are. I could here the dirt being throne over top and then nothing. My last thoughts were my and Ryan's wedding march. You and me. when we decided on that song it was the first song we sang at Blackbird's temp would play the drums and me on keyboard. Ryan would play on his guitar. the first day we where all happy and felt safe. The first time in a long time that I felt safe. I never had a name till Temperance gave me one. On my file it would have no-name on it. I was the only one. When we left, I got better at fighting and better at defending my self. I taught the boys to fight. I was a protector in the army, when I went to serve. The army recruited me. Ha. Me. we use to sing everyday when we went to sleep, blackbird.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free
Blackbird fly
Blackbird fly
Into the light of a dark black night
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
I was a blackhome now. Thanks to Mac. If it weren't for him I would be dead. My IQ is a class five. No one see's a smart kid. Just another foster. A loner I can make them see. What they want to see. I'm okay with that no one understands that but Temperance. I fooled everyone back then no one knew. I was board in classes and tired of hiding. I only stayed to stay with her. Wow that must have been the smartest thing I have done. She needed me. She needed someone to help her and I was that someone so I stayed. I knew that their was something in her that, I had to save. That I had to teach her and I did. The songs flip through my head and I can see playiing through my head.
You And Me lyrics
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
The song played in my head the last faces I saw were thouse of the old day's. When all of us were celebrating the boy's first birthday. The smiles. The song's that we sang on that day they kept playing through my head. Sleep was calling me. I saw death, I never knew what it was like to live till that day I met Temp's. She saved me. We save each other. If we didn't we would have never be found. I was so tired of fighting. I was losing. And the darkness was winning. That's all I can remember........
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We drove we were almost there there was a song playing on the radio. Gibbs was driving, Andy stayed with the boys. I could feel Booth's hand on my shoulders turning to see him give me a charming smile of his. The song was called how to save a life.
Step one, you say, ?We need to talk?
He walks, you say, ?Sit down, it's just a talk?
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
?Cause after all, you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
And where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
The song played in my head, I ran towards the freshly dig up earth. Booth and Gibbs had both had shovels the first coffins was empty we kept digging till the fifth one I found her. She was barley breathing. And I could see that in her eyes. That they were red and she had been hit in the head cause she was bleeding and she looked like she had been through hell and back.
"Booth!!! Help her she needs a hospital. Gibbs help me try and stop the bleeding."she said 'I took a deep breath as I saw that in the one's that we dug up. Where recent kids dead. A new crime scean. A new life wasted of being lost in the system.
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songs:
Apologize:
rascal Flatt's : how to say goodbye
timberland: how to save a life
you and me:
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