Naomi spent the rest of the morning hiding away. Having gone through a whole packet of cigarettes she felt a wave nausea wash over her, she had hardly eaten anything proper for a while and it was definitely starting to affect her. Her mind seemed to love playing tricks on her, every time she shut her eyes visions of Emily would enter her head. When they were happy, when everything was perfect between them. A sinking feeling soon followed and reality always kicked her up the arse, she had fucked Emily over big style. Naomi knew she wanted the redhead, god she had never wanted anyone like that before. She needed her, all the control now in Emily's hands, she was the one to decide what happened next.
The blonde quickly glanced at her watch, time seemed to pass quickly and lunchtime was nearly approaching. With a loud sigh she heaved herself up from the cold steps and threw her bag over her shoulder, she had to show her face and stop wallowing in self pity. Emily was hurt, she needed to find a way to win her back.
* * *
Emily had written no notes whilst the teacher drained on about some pointless bollocks, in the real world she knew Shakespeare was never going to play an important role in her life. Everything seemed to have no point or direction, she felt nothing but empty. As much as she wanted to clear all thoughts of Naomi her mind always drifted, she couldn't deny that she still loved her. Of course she still loved her, that hadn't changed despite what she had done. The redhead rubbed her forehead, for the past hour she could feel a headache looming, fucking typical really.
"Are you coming?" Pandora asked, quickly bursting Emily's bubble of thoughts.
Emily looked round to see most of the students walking out the door, she grabbed her bag and books. "Yeah..yeah im coming" she forced a weak smile, she hoped everyone would believe she was ok, that nothing had happened.
Pandora grinned, she liked Emily the best out of the twins. Katie always had her tongue down someone's throat to really notice her. "It will get better, my mum always said if someone says they love you then they shouldn't hurt you" she explained. Pandora never thought Thomas would cheat, he always seemed so kind and honest.
"What do you mean?" Emily asked shaking her head, she hadn't told anybody about what happened.
"You and Naomi" Pandora replied. A few seconds past and the blonde had only just realised she had opened her mouth, put her fucking foot in it despite Effy's explanation about keeping it a secret. "Shit" she said softly biting her lip.
Emily didn't want to cry, she didn't want to get emotional, but she felt the tears slowly roll down her face. "She told people?!" the redhead raised her voice trying to keep herself under control as they walked out the classroom door.
"Only Eff, I overheard them talking this morning, Eff told me not to say anything" she explained, a worried expression painted on her face, she didn't mean to.
Emily sniffed away the tears and dried her face with her sleeve, she quickly ran a hand through her hair. "Its okay, just don't say anything yeah I don't want Katie to find out" she smiled softly. The thought of her sister knowing sent her heart into panic mode, who knows what the younger Fitch would do, she didn't want Katie to be right.
Pandora nodded, she still felt like shit, she could barely look at Thomas the same way in which she did before. Everything had changed, she wanted to take him back so bad, she wanted to be loved unconditionally, Effy was right though. He had to realize the pain he caused, they both needed time apart.
Katie swiftly made a left towards the toilets, she knew the hot boy in her English class was giving her the eye and she wanted to make sure her make-up looked alright. Everyone was already sitting in the cafeteria talking about the plans for this weekend, Katie was more interested in pouncing on the innocent.
Emily decided to walk with Pandora to her locker, the two seemed to have more then enough in common. They both needed someone to talk to, feeling lonely and depressed always seemed best when shared with someone.
"You promise not to tell anyone else yeah?" Emily asked for the third time, she needed to put some trust in someone, even if it was Panda.
Once satisfied with herself Katie ruffled her hair and exited the bathroom.
Pandora threw her books into the small locker and grabbed her packed lunch, her mum insisted she took food to college simply because eating was highly important for brain power. "I promise, I know what its like, I don't know if me and Tommo will ever get back together" she replied sadly.
Katie frowned, she stopped abruptly at the sound of familiar voices.
"I didn't think I could hurt this much" Emily confessed.
"It will get better, you might even get back together, that would be flippin' whizzer!" Pandora grinned trying to make her friend smile, forget about the pain if only for a few seconds.
Katie couldn't help but let the smile broaden on her face, she was right all along. Naomi was a cheating bitch, a stupid cheating whore. No one fucks with her sister and gets away with it, this had to be dealt with head on and Katie was more then happy to stand in honour of her twin.
* * *
"So I want to apologize, for the other day in the pub. I should never of judged you for what happened with Panda" Naomi stood over the boy hoping he would let her sit with him. " I had no right".
Thomas looked up from his book and lent back against the chair. "What do you mean?" he asked ignoring Cook's annoyingly loud laugh from the other side of the room.
Naomi placed her tray down and pulled out a seat. "Me and Emily we..well I just..i did something stupid" she confessed looking down at the slop of food on her plate. Her stomach turned in disgust at the thought of putting it anywhere near her lips.
"Forgiven" Thomas said simply along with a small smile. "You cant change what happened, all you can do is try and make it right." he took a bite from his apple.
Naomi nodded and sighed. "What if you cant fix it though? What if its too broken?" she asked, her voice sounded so small as she spoke. Emily had to take her back, they had to try again because they were good together, meant to be.
"You must try and let them go, let them move on and be happy" he replied, although he knew he couldn't just let Pandora go, he wanted her back more then anything.
Naomi nodded and the two sat in silence for a while, they ignored the drone like chatter from the other students, both deep in thought.
"I knew it!" a voice shrieked causing Naomi to turn around. Katie Fitch looked angry as she stood in front of her, the blonde felt her heart pound in her chest as she quickly stood up to face the twin.
"I always said you were no good for her, guess I was right all along!" Katie said smugly, although she looked up to speak to Naomi she felt a lot more powerful, the blonde almost looked afraid.
Naomi sighed, this was nothing to do with Katie, she had no right to stick her nose in and fuck things up even more. "Yeah your loving it aren't you Katie? Now that Emily's unhappy, now that I fucked it all up" she snapped not wanting to cause a scene.
"Yeah well who's fault is that? Your a lying cheating bitch Naomi, you don't deserve to even look at her" Katie argued, she wanted everyone to know what she had done, how she had hurt her sister.
Naomi shook her head and pointed a finger at the girl, "And you don't deserve her either, your always to busy with your knickers round your ankles to know what's going on in her life" the blonde replied harshly.
Within a matter of seconds Katie's screwed up fist had connected with Naomi's face. The blonde fell backwards onto the hard floor, she had no time to react, it happened so quickly. Fellow students gasped in shock at the scene, Katie looked more then proud of herself as the blood poured from the blonde's nose.
"If you go near her again I will fuck you up!" Katie threatened towering over Naomi, defending Emily had never been more satisfying.
Naomi brought a hand to her nose, the blood on her fingers caused her head to spin, this wasn't her. Strong was her middle name, she wasn't suppose to take it lying down especially from Katie Fitch.
"Come on blondie, you look a fucking state" Cook grabbed Naomi off the floor, whilst everyone did nothing to help the situation, he felt protective over her. "Enough yeah?" he looked towards Katie before half carrying the injured blonde out the door.
Naomi let the tears roll down her cheeks, the pain was nothing compared to what Emily must be feeling like she thought. She deserved it, she deserved much worse.
Managed to write this just before im moving house, so pleasee leave comments and of course enjoy! Hopefully will be updated very soon x