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So here is Chapter 8!

and BTW (By the Way) there is a MAJOR OOC Natsume here. DX XD Does that sound creepy? I think it does. Natsume being OOC.

and BTW, what is an OOC? The only idea I know is that being OOC is being someone not you?

Grrr... I'm using the word OOC but I don't know what it means!

anyways, Have fun people~

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This is the revised version of huyutfsakura's 3 Years Apart.

Disclaimer: I do not own Gakuen Alice, but somehow... I will... soon.... (sobs) (Duh, DRAMA!)

Chapter 8: Natsume's Shattered Feelings

In Gakuen Alice

"Come on! We need to tell Natsume!" Ruka shouted as she dragged Hotaru.

Hotaru grabbed Ruka's hand. "Duh. We can fly with my duck."

They choose the shortest way to reach Natsume's room. They flew fast.

The two finally arrived in front of the door of Natsume's big room. Hotaru did the honor of opening the door. They went inside the room and found out that Natsume was not there. This left a big question for Ruka and Hotaru.

Natsume's POV

I'm feeling better now. I fought with the Shiro Neko last night and ended up wounded deeply. I admit it, it was a close one. I was almost captured by the Shiro Neko. Good thing I was able to escape the arrest. But the Shiro Neko almost killed me. I was more bloody compared to him when we fought. In short, I almost died. I don't know what happened next. We prepared traps for him. I don't know if he was captured or at least he was also wounded deeply.

I miss those times. Those times when someone takes care of me every after missions and battles. When she cleans my wounds, when she says encouraging words to me like 'You're not bad.' or ' You're going to defeat him one day!' or 'Don't worry. I'll be always here to make you feel comfortable.' I missed those times when she let me stay in her room. It's like saying I missed Mikan.

Late in the afternoon, I was strolling around the academy. It would be fine since I'm feeling better now as what I said. Yeah, I was strolling around the academy when I heard Ruka and Hotaru's conversation. They were talking about Mikan's whereabouts. I was very curious. I leaned on the door where hopefully I can't be seen by them.

They talked further. There were expressions such as shock, guilt etc. that I can hear and feel. Hotaru said something that caught my ears. She said something about where Mikan is. I knew she would use her tracker to find Mikan and so she did. I heard Hotaru said that Mikan is in Tokyo Demons Alice- a school for people who have alices like us. And a school where my enemy, the Shiro Neko studies.

You might be wondering why I knew where the Shiro Neko studies, huh? As a matter of fact, I researched about him in the past months since he became my enemy in almost missions. I've found out that his name is Kyoshiro. I also found out about his alices which are fire and water. But no more information was given aside from his name, alices, age and the school where he stays. I can familiarize his face now and I know he researched about me too.

And so, I went to Tokyo Demons Alice in disguise because I'm very eager to see her again and not because I want to take revenge on the shiro neko. I was able to pass through the gates without the guards suspecting me. I walked further. I reached the lake, a Sakura tree that brings back memories too and I finally reached the playground. I have a feeling that I can't see her now because I know that there is a big possibility that she is currently in her dorm.

I was surprised when I saw someone very familiar in the swings of the playground. It's Kyoshiro. He's all alone but it seems he's waiting for somebody. The search for Mikan was put aside first because I want to eavesdrop this guy. I thought he has no connection to Mikan to all. But I was wrong. I saw the girl I'm eager to see from the start. The girl's appearances changed a lot. She made her hair flow- the thing I'm not used to see. There was a cat-shaped necklace tied perfectly around her neck. I began to suspect something.

I didn't dare to blink once. I watched them carefully. She walked near the boy seated in the swing. The boy said something I couldn't hear clearly because of the rustling of the leaves. The girl- Mikan laughed at him. She portraited a sweet innocent smile that I think she should only portray to me. Kyoshiro talked once more. I saw Mikan turned red and I knew she blushed. I began to feel pain now. I saw Kyoshiro stood up and faced her with serious eyes. He asked something that I couldn't clearly hear again. But I know Mikan's reply. His mouth formed the word 'Yes.'

I saw Kyoshiro hugged her. And after a few minutes, it turned into a deep kiss. I felt that an arrow or a nail was buried in the very bottom of my heart. I felt so sad and I also felt so mad. I can't understand my feelings. I wish I could appear in front of them and drag Mikan away from him. But I know what will be Mikan's response. She'll probably say 'How dare you could appear in front me after all these days!' or 'What are you doing here. I don't want to see you again.' or the mostly hurtful thing she'll do is spank me and said all those things I guessed she would say.

I don't want to hear those words because I can feel that every word is equivalent to a nail buried in my heart. Twelve nails will be buried or another 12 or a total of 24 if she'll say everything and with the spank, my heart would explode because the spank costs a million nails. All I can do is stare at them with tearful eyes. Eyes that showed sadness, anger, guilt, sorrow and pain. All I could do is clench my fists and do no more than that.

End of Natsume's POV

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End of Chapter 8

Sorry, if it's a short one!

I concentrated more on Natsume's POV.

And I don't seem writing what happen in the mall.

Maybe I'll write it in the next chapter. :D

Nee~ Natsume is OOC here right? I can't imagine Natsume telling those statements! If he'll say those, it means the world is upside down!

Kidding!

Please review! (I'm tired to teach you how to click and what happens if you click the button! XD)

-BOW-

P.S. Natsume and Mikan will see each other again in the next two chapters! So it'll be very soon!

P.P.S.S- and next chapter will show you more MiKyo sweet scenes! (Okay... does MiKyo sound good?) and it will be updated this friday or saturday!

-ANOTHER BOW-