Ok. So yes I want to update again. Im scared my dad's going to walk in and find me typing (he doesn't understand me) I love him till death, but he doesn't get girls for the life of 'em. I'll just tell him I'm working on a paper:] shhh don't tell. Anywho enjoy! Im going to make longer chapters, I promise!

Chad POV

"Chad, what are you doing here?" she asks when I don't say anything. Don't blame me! I don't have anything to say!

"I need, to tell you something," I said awkwardly. I really should have practiced this in the car. But I was too caught up on speeding without getting caught.

"Well I need to go." She said matter o' fact like

"But it's important." I say.

"But catching my flights probably more important." She shoots back. Obviously she didn't get that I was now being nice.

"I'll be quick I promise." I beg.

"Chad really," she glances down at her watch, "I have to go!"

"How 'bout I drive you?" I offer. That should give me plenty of time. She looked down at her watch desperate to go, I noticed her eyes looked really puffy and red. Had she been crying again?

"Fine." She said defeated

"Fine." I said happily with fake anger

"Good." She slightly smiled, she was not in the angry mood.

"Good." I smiled back. I walked her out to my convertible and threw all her stuff in the back. Time to talk Chad. Time to talk.

Sonny POV

So Chad finally notices I've been gone for two days, took him long enough. I sat down in the car. I tried to hold in my sobs, though I was content by sitting next to Chad, I was still very, very depressed.

"So whatcha been up to?" he asked lightly

"Crying." I answered holding back tears again. Erg stupid me, and stupid sesitivity.

"I'm guessing that's why you're going home for the week." He said glumly trying to avoid the word 'death' or 'sister'.

"yah, I um…. I've just been. I don't even know anymore Chad." I said now breaking down letting tears silently fall down my face.

"Sonny!" He says shocked. "Sonny, don't cry!" Chad begged. He turned his face from the road and looked at my face. Then wiped the tears emerging from my eyes away.

"Thanks," I smile shyly. avoid the static going through your body sonny, ignore the static.

"Anytime. But It's going to be O.K." he said turning his face back to the road. Might as well avoid any more accidents.

"I know, I know." I said agrivated at myself "dThat's what everyone says. Ok? I get it, I'll live. I'll move on. I'll survive. But you don't get it. No one gets it. I lost not only my sister, but my best friend, my therapist. My hero." I said quietly at the end. I had never told anyone my sister was my hero. No one, not even my mom.

"Your hero?" he asked

Chad POV

"Yes." She looked at her hands then up in the sky "And I never got to tell her." More silent tears fell down her face, and once again I caught them with my finger. ignore the static going through your body chad, ignore the static.

"I'm so sorry Sonny, I wish there was something I could do. Anything." I say determined

"You could tell me goodbye." She said. I looked in front of me; we were still a little ways to the air port.

"What do you mean, we're not there yet?" I asked confused

"I mean," she took a deep breath "I mean I'm not coming back." She said looking straight at me. I almost hit a car next to me. What! she tightened in her seat, seein my almost acident.

"W-w-what do you mean?" I asked nervously. She's not leaving. She. Is. Not. Leaving.

"I mean, my mom called me just before I left and told me that maybe I shouldn't come back, but instead stay with her where we could be with eachother." She said searching my eyes for something, but i wasn't ready to give away just yet.

"I understand," I said and was going to end it there when I realized we were almost there, and I needed her here "But are you going to come back to get the rest of your things atleast?" Hopes all i got now.

"No, the studios going to send them to my mom's house." She said. I looked straight at her.

"you already quit?" I asked quietly.

"My mom called the studio while you offered to give me a lift." She answered quietly back. We pulled into the airport parking lot. "They're probably sending it already."

"So what does this mean." I said refusing to let her out.

"I don't think i understand what you mean" she asked confused

"For us." I said. I had to.

"Us?" she asked

"I mean as frienimies* and all" I covered smoothly.

"We can still call eachother and stuff I guess" She offered. But i knew she knew that wasn't going to happen. She got out and grabbed her bags.

"Bye Chad." She said. Still nothing in her eyes. She leaned down and hugged me with bags in her arms. ignore the static.

"Bye Sonny" I whispered as she started to walk away, and before I knew what I was saying, I knew what I had to say. "Wait!" I shouted, and as she turned around I said "you can't go!"

"Why not?" She asked obviously surprised. I had to say it. "Why not!" she said again because I didn't respond.

"Because…" I stammered. It was now or never. "Because I love you!"

* frienimies. Friend and enemy.

So it's longer right?? Ya, that's what you asked for. So you best review!! Or I'll find you:] jkjk. But seriously. review!