I woke up at it started to get light but I didn't want to move.
For the first time in a long time I felt safe. It probably had a lot to do with the man lying next to me. Our arms were wrapped round each other and he seemed to be smiling in his sleep. I wondered and silently hoped he was dreaming about me. I was about to gently shake him awake when Dean let himself into the room.
"Oh crap" I muttered pulling up the blankets to cover myself as I realised how naked I was.
"You mean to say I gave up my bed and you didn't even sleep in it" he said trying not to smirk.
"Umm" Sorry" I muttered as Sam woke up.
"Dean, oh, this is awkward" Sam ran his hand thru his hair
"The diner, ten minutes" Dean said and then he left
"I'd better get dressed" I suddenly felt self conscious as I leapt out bed and began throwing on my clothes as quickly as I could. I was already half dressed by the Sam reached me, still completely naked himself
"Cait are you ok?" he asked "I didn't do anything wrong did I?" his eyes silently pleaded with me
"Sam…" I began not finding the words to what I wanted to tell him
"I like you" he seemed to understand anyway "I mean I really like you a lot"
"Me too, I mean I like you an awful lot" I managed to get the words out. The more I stood there looking at Sam the more intense my feelings became.
"Then what's wrong? Talk to me Cait" he looked genuinely concerned
"I'm happy"
"And that's a bad thing?" he looked at me in confusion
"The world might come to an end and it scares me"
"That's understandable" he reasoned
"But when I'm with you, I'm happy" I said looking him inn the eye "I shouldn't be so happy, not when this could all be gone tomorrow.
He seemed to understand "Welcome to my world" he said as he wrapped his arms around me.
We were ten minutes late to meet Dean but he didn't seem to notice as he chatted up the waitress while he waited for us.
"I ordered for you two, bacon cheeseburgers all round"
"Really Dean? For breakfast? Sam shook his head in mock disapproval.
Dean ignored that comment "So I think we should move on today. Bobby the case are stacking up, demons everywhere"
"Umm Dean, we have a case"
"What you mean you're girlfriend here?"
"Dean" Sam began
"What? You think I don't see you two holding hands under the table there? Not to mention what I walked in on this morning"
"We can't just leave" Sam glared at Dean
"Sammy she can come with us, I reckon she'll be pretty handy working a case with us"
"We're in the middle of the apocalypse" Sam argued.
"Exactly, so we need all the man or woman power we can get our hands on"
"I'm in" I announced
"Great" Dean said
That's how the best and worst four weeks of my life began.