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Chad's POV

It's only been one week, one week since me and Sonny's lips connected. Two weeks, two weeks since weeks since I told her I loved her. Three weeks, three weeks since I first held her. Four weeks, four weeks since we had our "I hate you" arguments and meant them. It's only been one month, four weeks since everything between us was absolutely nothing, and yet it feels so natural, like we had been doing this forever. It's been one day, one day since she told me that we were through. That she didn't really love me. That she was never coming back. That she hated me. I could go back and tell you everything, every single thing that happened since that kiss, but it would be like describing a train wreck, it can't be done, because you closed your eyes for most of it. But I will go back to yesterday; I will tell what she said the moment we broke up. I will tell you and I will cry. I will tell you, but it will be hard. I will tell you, because you have to know – the truth.

**yesterday**

I walk into Sonny's house, knock on the door but walk in before she answers. So, the usual way.

"What's your decision?" I asked looking in her eyes, there was sorrow. Disappointment. She shook her head back and forth slowly, her hair swaying around like silk. Her mind was made up, but this could still work.

"If you aren't coming back, it's ok, I'll come out and see you every weekend, I'll try, I want to make this work. I love you So-"

"Don't say you love me" She said briskly, where did that come from?

"But I do," I said trying to catch her eye, when I caught it I instantly regretted it.

"No you don't!" She screamed looking away again; I saw a glint of a tear. I've never seen her so angry.

"Sonny," I said gently

"Don't say my name like that!" She screamed. Who is she?
"Sonny, what is your problem!" I shouted, I had run out of patience, where was my Sonny. My happy, Sonny. My Smiley, Sonny. My Sunny, Sonny. My, Sonny.

"Break up with me, Chad!" She said staring at me, tears cascading down her face. I had to resist the urge to push them away. Was she serious?

"Break up with me!" She demanded. She's serious.

"Why would I-" she cut me off again

"Because I hate you! I hate you and I'd never love you! I never did love you, I was mistaken! I could never love you!" my heart broke. I looked at her to see the most serious face I've ever seen on Sonny Monroe. And then I cried, right there in front of the girl I thought I loved, I cried. I didn't turn away, I didn't because I had no strength left. I heard her shift awkwardly. She didn't love me.

"I-I'm sor-r-ry cha-d-d. Just, just g-g-o" She said, I looked up at her face. She was crying too. At least she cared enough to cry. I recomposed myself, walked over and hugged over. She didn't resist, but didn't hug back. I let go and kissed her forehead.

"I love you Sonny Monroe." I said and left, leaving my ex-girlfriend behind me. The girl who no longer loved me. I heard her try to mutter something, but I made nothing of it. I couldn't handle any hope.

**present day**

And that's how it happened. That's why I'm on my private jet, looking out the window, wishing I could see the face of the girl I loved, like I did a week ago.

And that's a wrap. Just kidding! Now this was a test chapter. How it is you ask? Well as you noticed this is MUCH shorter than my usual. Why does this matter you ask? Well I have about 2-3 chapters left. Yes that means theres still hope. Here's the deal.

2-3 long chapters and I update once a week

4-6 shorter chapters and I update every other day

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Oh and here's a shout out to Sammy, you made my day with those reviews, even though that was a day a long time ago, I hope you're still reading this and havn't given up hope!