Ok, I've decided to go with the every other day chapters that are shorter, because I only had one vote for each. So I'd vote and review more if you want more chapters in less time, or long chapters in longer time. *cough, cough* (this is kinda a filler, sorry)
It was three weeks ago I think, that I really fell for him. I thought he was a jerk all that time, but then I fell. Hard. And even after yesterday, after I screamed at him. After I told him I hated him, I still love him. I thought that screaming at him would stop the pain; I thought I'd be so mad at myself that I'd never love him again. Oh, the ways life takes you. You probably think I'm a villain, that I'm some horrible person. But, you see, I had good reason for doing what I did. How long was the relationship really going to last? A month, a year? He was going to break up with me sometime, right? I just let him have it his way, now he can tell everyone he broke up with me, not reverse. He can keep his title, while that's the last time you'll ever see me on a magazine. Chad and Sonny Break up. Channy is over. See my name right there, yup. That's the last time, trust me. See, I wasn't all cruel; I wanted Chad to seem all tough still. That's why today I was surprised to see a bunch of magazines with my name all over it.
What Chad feels about Sonny after the break up. Exclusive interview with CDC himself after disastrous break up. And that wasn't the only one. Chad Dylan Cooper, big time toughie, admits he still has feelings for Sonny Monroe.There were about 10 labeled that. And they kept going. Sonny Monroe- a love and a laugh, should she have quit, what's the reason behind it, and what is with her and CDC? This wasn't for just one day either. I saw magazines like this for at least a week after the break up. It was bigger news than Zack Efron's new girl friend or the Jonas brother's new album.
It's now been a week. One week that I've been looking at magazines, seeing Chad admitting he still liked me. Magazines saying he's s big softie now. So I guess what I tried to do kind of back- fired. But for this week, this agonizing week, I've been suffering. That is, until my mom came up to me this morning. The reason I had to stay from the beginning.
"Honey, how are you?" My mom said coming in my room. My room was a mess, I was a mess, and everything in my life was a mess.
"Same as yesterday, and the day before that. Horrible."
"Honey, remember when I told you Chad was going to break you, and you shouldn't go in it too fast?" I nodded.
"I lied. He's perfect for you honey, and I want to know exactly what happened that night one week ago." She said in a demanding tone. For the past week I've been refusing to tell my mom what happened, but right then, I had nothing else to do. So I told her. Everything. And I mean everything. She nodded, and she listened.
"Go back." Was all she said after I told her everything.
"I can't now, it's too late." I sobbed
"All the magazines say he still likes you." My mom contradicted.
"But-" I retorted.
"Sonny, your eighteen now, I'm kicking you out of my house." She said seriously, I knew she wouldn't say that if she didn't have what was best in mind for me, but it still was harsh.
"Mommy… Please don't" I begged.
"You and I know full well that you had no good reason to break up with Chad and stay here, other than for me, your mom, and right now I am the most selfish mom in the world for not listening to you from the beginning. If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't be in this problem. I'm going to go back with you. I'm going to call marshal right now, and you are going to go back."
"Mom, it's not your-" I began to retort
"Don't give me that crap, you know it's my fault, and I'm so sorry" I was shocked to hear my mom say crap, but then she pulled me in for a hug, and I knew she was sorry. I just wish I knew what to say to Chad. Allie, from the beginning you told me that me and Chad had 'chemistry' that I didn't understand. I didn't believe you then, but I believe you now. If you're listening, help me. You're dearest sister, Sonny.
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I'm on the plane, looking down, only hoping to see his face again.
Yupp, filler. But don't get too excited yet. Cause there's a twist awaiting the next chapter. Dun dun dunnnnn! REVIEW
