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Chad POV

The strangest thing has happened. It's been a week. A week of me telling the tabloids that I still was in love with Sonny, and everyone thought I was this big softie now. I thought by doing this Sonny might call me, or come back, or do something. But nothing, she did nothing. A week, I've been waiting for something. I've noticed it in myself as well as others have that I've been going back to my old ways. Even Portlyn has noticed. Just listen to what I did today.

~previously~

"Chad!" She asked for the fifth time.

"What." I snapped.

"Could you listen to me, for once!" she begged. I ignored her.

"You know, ever since Sonny left, you have been giving me crud and I'm sick of it" She shouted. She said the "S" word, and knew she was in trouble.

"You know full well I was always this way! And if you ever, and I mean ever, say that word again, you're going to wish you were never born" I said my voice seething with venom. Her face was hurt and I couldn't believe I did that. I wanted to say sorry, but she ran away before I could make out a whisper.

~present time~

I feel like crud now. I can't believe I blew up at her like that. I just want my Sonny back. But I think this time, she's gone for good and I can't get her back.

Sonny POV

I got off the plane. Breathe in girl. I took out my phone, smelling the air of California.

Brrring, Brrrring!

"Hello?" Said a perky female voice.

"Hi, Tawni." I said shyly. I never really said goodbye to them.

"Sonny! Oh my gosh! Where have you been? Well Marshal told me you left, but then he came in this morning and said you were coming back, and we all celebrated…" She went on talking about how happy she was that I was coming back.

"Tawni," I finally cut in.

"Huh?" She said, in the middle of a sentence.

"I have a problem and I really need your help." I took my luggage of the conveyor belt, and went out to find a cab with my mom.

"Talk. But know I'm only helping 'Cause I miss you" I could hear her smile but knew she was serious. Maybe they really did care about me. Maybe they could have helped me from the beginning.

So I told, I told her about Chad and how I screwed up. I didn't tell her everything, just brushed over the basics.

"I knew the tabloids talked about you two dating, but you know who believes the tabloids. One time they called me not pretty! That's when I stopped believing them. And I saw Chad left in his private jet after you, and Portlyn was talking about you two 'finally hitting it off'. And I mean, I knew you two were in love…" She babbled

"Tawni!" I Blurted out.

"Sorry, sorry. Right. You need help." She rushed.

"Thankyou" I sighed.

"Personally I don't see the big deal. Chad's still in love with you, just go talk to him and tell him the truth." She said simply

"But you don't get it, I told him I hated him and could never love him." I remembered.

"Sonny, he's gonna take you back. He goes around telling everyone they can't say your name… actually he's been really grumpy lately. And he's getting really mean again. Like mean, before you even came, mean. Goodness we need you back Sonny." She sighed.

"Wait, he doesn't let people say my name? Why?" I asked

"Because he's all depressed about you telling him you hated him. But I can hear him talking to himself about still loving you, no worries." I sighed thinking that he hated me. If I needed to talk to Chad, I'd have to do it fast, before I loose him.

"Thanks so much Tawn, I need to work fast." I said quickly

"No problem, I can't wait to see you! I'm getting extra pretty!" She squealed. Time to work.

~at the studio~

Everyone screamed when they saw me. Marshal gave me a gift basket and said he was very happy to have me back. I feel so loved. I really should have counted on them from the beginning. The strange thing was, when I got back to the studio, Chad's name didn't cross my mind for a couple hours, I was having too much fun making sketches, and talking to my friends. My friends. The ones I should have counted on from the start. Then his name came to my mind and I made a quick excuse to go find him. I may have friends now, but that doesn't mean I don't love him.

Ehhh not my favorite Chapter. Next Chapter will either be a lot of Channy or barely any. It depends. I have to decide. Give me anything and I mean ANYTHING you want to happen in the next chapter and I 99% promise you I'll do it. You just gotta review and say it. But if theres any swaring, gross content, or it doesn't make sense, then I gotta say no. Sorry about being later than I said, but I had 2 tests to study for. REVIEW