Sorry, I had like 5 tests this week. This is my first free day.

Chad POV

So I heard this interesting piece of gossip going around. Sonny's back. At first the news made me want to go find her right away, but I knew that's not what she came back for. She came back to find herself again, and I knew that she needed to do that. I knew I couldn't be part of that anymore. That is why, right now, I am in the middle of kissing a blonde girl I don't know.

How it happened? She saw me in the hall, screamed, we talked, she was all hot, so we started to kiss. Before Sonny came, I'd do this weekly. After she came, I didn't do it once. I figured since it didn't matter anyway, I'd just do it. But it didn't feel good like it used to, I just wanted to get my mind off of Sonny.

I concentrated on the movement of our lips. I felt no sparks, no connections. It was like kissing a rock, except a very soft rock. A very blonde, soft, rock. And this is where I start hearing footsteps. Footsteps I would have waited for everyday while walking in the halls of So Random! Footsteps that I had memorized after a week of hearing them. Footsteps that I wasn't expecting to hear, and that I dreaded. Footsteps that stopped, just as I pulled away and looked at her.

I was smirking, I felt like I was paying her back. I could see the tears in her eyes. I knew she was about to run, that's what she always did. But she didn't. She stood there, looking between me and the blonde. Tears flowed down her cheek, but she made no sob. My insides clenched, I feel horrible, and yet my outside still wore the face of a smirking boy. Her mouth opened trying to say something, but closed again.

The blonde looked at me questioningly and yearning to kiss again, my smirk faded.

"I-I just wanted to say sorry, for what happened before" She finally got out. I did nothing, I wanted to explain everything. That I didn't like this freak blonde, I loved her still. When I said nothing, she continued.

"I, um, wanted to say some other things too, but I see you're a little busy." She said nodding towards the blonde.

"So, um, you may continue. Bye." And she left. Just as fast as she came. But this time, she didn't run away. She faced her problems head on.

The girl looked at me expectantly, but I just walked away. After I was out of site, I ran to my dressing room. I paced around for a few moments, and then knew exactly what to do.

Sonny POV

Well that's what I get for telling him I hated him. I mean, I broke up with him, he's allowed to openly make out with girls in the hallway. It's, um, his choice. Sure. Ugh, it hurts, I'm not gonna lie. It hurts a lot. Seeing there lips connected, when I wish more than anything that that was me. Well, I have friends now, I don't need Chad like I used to. The problem is getting over him.

I ran to the prop house, where I always do. I didn't cry. I was done with crying. I sat there and looked around. This is home, no matter how difficult it is to stay, I'm done leaving. I'm done running away. I'm done crying. I am Sonny, because I am sunny. No matter what happens I will be-

"Sonny?"

I was going to go on, but then I didn't. I think I'm doing 2-3 more chapters. I keep saying I'm ending this, but then I never want to. So I tried to upload this yesterday, but it didn't work, so hopefully it will work today. Oh and sorry, lots O' Channy next chapter, this chapter needed to be done for the next one.