I'm really sorry. I forgot to update. I got… well life got alittle confusing. Some stuff has been happening. GUESS WHAT??? New season of SWAC!!!!!!!

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"Chad." I said avoiding his eyes. Didn't want to get lost in those again. Ever again. I hate him. No, I love him. I can't lie, I'm in love with a boy who doesn't love me anymore. But I'm done wallowing in my own pity.

"I-" he began. I knew he was going to apologize.

"Don't mention it, I broke up with you. I told you I hated you. It's my fault." I said, now staring straight at him. I vowed not to get lost, but instead I found myself seeing his deep sorrow and confusion. Oh no, ignore the eyes.

"That wasn't what I was going to say." He whispered. Oops. Now I feel like an idiot, great. He saw my expression, and quickly spoke.

"I came here to ask you to think. Back to the beginning. To when our love was a hate." His eyes were unreadable, but I did as he said.

I thought. I thought back to the day we met, when I didn't scream over him. I just silently fell in love. The days when we fought and flirted. The day when he cared, when he put on that costume for my sign off. That was so sweet. I think the moment I knew I was in total love with him was during the time I was first interviewed, he tried to steal my spotlight, but in the end. I don't even know how it happened.

I thought and I thought about Chad and me. And something occurred to me. Did I really love Chad? Or the challenge? All the guys back in Wisconsin were boring and dull and easy to get. Chad was different, he was difficult and rude and a jerk. And I ate it up like pumpkin pie. Was that all I loved about him?

I looked in his eye, there was a sparkle. They were beautiful blue. Was I in love with those eyes? Was I really?

I thought.

Long and hard. I felt Chad staring at me, waiting. I kept thinking.

I walked over to him after a couple minutes and touched his hand. Electric shocks went through my body. Was I in love with him, or the electric shocks? Was I just addicted to these small things that were really nothing, or was it love?

"Ok." I said when I couldn't think about it anymore.

"Do you understand?" He asked.

"Is it love." I stated.

"At least you thought it too." He said, frowning.

"But how will we know," I began "Unless we try it." I finished, taking a step closer.

"I'm sorry I made out with that girl," He finally said "I was confused."

"I understand" I said

"Hence, why I screamed at you, confusion and what not." I admitted.

"Sonny, will you try this with me. To find out if it's love?" He asked. I thought. I knew right then and there what the truth was. After everything. After all that happened. After going through my thoughts, I knew the truth.

"No," I said. Chad's eyes literally frowned.

"Because I know it's love already." I stated taking his hand. He looked down at me. I went on my tiptoes, but before we kissed he said one last thing.

"I know I love you too."

THE ALMOST ONE LAST TO GO ENDDD.

Yea, next chapter's an epilogue twist thingy.