Ok, so go check out my story Can I Transform You. I wrote it with my friend Tori. So onto the chappie.
Bella POV (after the vows)
Jessi and Kevin kissed the sealing kiss and Jessi turned to the crowd and ripped off her long white dress to reveal a red button up with a black plaid tie and mini skirt. The crowd went wild.
"Hey! Who's up for my theme song?" Jessi asked the crowd. They cheered and a few began singing the song under their breath. Jessi began in her haunting tone.
Now the day has come
We are forsaken this time
We lived our lives in our paradise,
As gods we shaped the world around
No borderlines we'd stay behind,
Though balance is something fragile
While we thought we were gaining,
We'd turn back the tide, it still slips away
Our time has run out, our future has died,
There's no more escape
Now the day has come,
We are forsaken,
There's no time anymore
Life will pass us by,
We are forsaken,
We're the last of our kind
The sacrifice was much too high,
Our greed just made us all go blind
We tried to hide what we feared inside
Today is the end of tomorrow
As the sea started rising,
The land that we conquered just washed away
Although we all have tried to turn back the tide,
It was all in vain
Now the day has come,
We are forsaken,
There's no time anymore
Life will pass us by, we are forsaken,
Only ruins stay behind
Now the day has come
We are forsaken this time
Now the day has come,
We are forsaken,
There's no time anymore
Now the day has come
The day has come
The day has come.
The crowd cheered as we finishedand Jessi took a deep bow, the hem of her skirt riding up enough to get a reaction from the guys in the crowd. I heard Kevin growl from backstage. She winked at me and faced the crowd with a huge smile.
"How was that? Look we have to cut this concert a little short. We have a very sick friend at home who despises hospitals. We'll catch up tomorrow," She called to the crowd. They booed us off stage and we ran out the back door as fast as humanly possible. We hailed a cab at the street and the jamboree and I stepped in. I told the cabbie the apartment address and watched the scenery as flew we arrived we found the door ajar.
"ERIC!" Jessi and I screamed in harmony. We flew inside and saw a beautiful girl bending over his limp form. In the corner was a vampire huddled looking at us fearfully.
"Fallen Four! My name's Toni. Did you help Eric? Thank you so much. That thing over there is what did this to him," She sneered the last part at the vampire.
"Yes we did. How did you find him?" Jessi asked. Kevin and Edward walked in, closely followed by Ashley and Chrissy.
"Please help me! My name's Brian!" The vampire screamed to them. They looked between the two new faces in surprise. Toni slipped into a protective stance in front of Eric. Kevin's face contorted into a snarl. Jessi held her hands up between both parties.
"No fighting! You'll attract attention and only get yourselves hurt. Act civilly if you can't act friendly. Now Toni, can you let the vampire go. Our friends will take him away from here, is that alright?" Jessi screamed. She was shaking with barely controlled anger at the people still glaring at each other. Namely, her husband of an hour.
"No it's not fine! They are demonic monsters! They drink blood of the innocent and kill! If they don't drain their victim, it's a fate worse than death! So no! I will not let him go!" She scrambled toward the vampire and slapped him. "You aren't going anywhere sweetheart."
"Toni! Please! Just ... let ... him ... go," Eric had started out strong, but was gasping from the exertion of attempting to stand. Toni flew to him and Ashley let out a tiny snarl, but quickly caught herself. Eric's head flipped up to meet her gaze.
"Fine. Let your little pets take him away." The vampires led Brian away, muttering reassuring words to him.
"Let's explain," Jessi said to the bristling Toni. Toni nodded still staring angrily at the door.
An hour, a lot of explaining, and bonding later
"I don't know if I can trust them ..." Toni said as the Cullens filed in. Brian followed behind them cowering at us.
"You can. Edward, did you explain everything to him?" I asked him getting up to stand by his side. Brian half heartedly flung out a hand as if to protect him. I ignored it and kissed my vampire tenderly. Toni let out a whimper at the sight. I was upsetting her. I released him.
"Yes, love, even the part where you will kill him if he doesn't follow our diet. He didn't like it." I shrugged and gave him a once over. Blue black hair, a black button up, black skinny jeans, and combat boot covered most of his body. His eyes were violet. Red eyes under blue contacts.
"Jessi, Bells? Its getting late. Jamboree wanna head over to the place we're staying?" Kevin asked. He and Cody were the only ones who called me Bells. I nodded and looked at the clock it was late. We had a charity benefit concert tomorrow morning.
"By the way guys. Let's do Darling, Young Blood Spills Tonight, and Monster tomorrow for the benefit," Jessi called as the rest of us sauntered out. We were exhausted, but our nature dictated we show no weakness.
"Wait! What about me, Eric, and it?" Toni called out as we left. I walked backwards as I motioned to the apartment.
"Plenty of rooms. The jamboree is leaving for now, so catch up get friendly." Toni got up in a huff and stomped into Jessi's room. Ashley led Brian to Cody's room, then sauntered out following Chrissy and Jessi. Those are the two she connected with the most. I walked out of my room murmuring my goodbyes to Eric.
The vampires were staying in a nice three story just outside of town. As we walked in the door, I was struck by the style. It was so much more sixties than their Forks home had been.
"Sorry Love. We haven't been here since 1965," Edward said as he grasped my hand firmly. I let him lead me to the top floor, which he had to himself. The floors were soundproofed to each other. The first floor currently belonged to Chrissy and Ashley, but they were on opposite sides of the floor. Kevin and now Jessi were on the second floor, and I do believe we'd be grateful for the sound proofing.
Edward's room here was done up much the same as his room back in Forks. Golden walls, carpet, and golden duvet on a black iron bed. I had a feeling the bed was newly bought. He slowly guided me to the plush bed, where I sunk a foot. He got into bed and I cuddled close to him. I felt my eyes close of their own accord and drifted into a sweet, welcoming sleep.
At the benefit concert
I was wiping down my bass. This was a newer one. A birthday present from Edward. I loved the glossy black color. He also got me pink strings for it.
I was wearing blue jeans with various holes scattered everywhere. My shirt was a black, low cut scoop neck hurley. My black boot converse were laced with pink laces. I was wearing a black leather collar with pink square studs. Matching bracelet along with assorted colored jelly bracelets.
My wonderful love of a vampire snuck up behind me, twirling me around and attacking my lips. I let myself survey his clothing with one part of my brain. The other part focused entirely on his skin against mine.
Edward was wearing a light green element tee-shirt. His black cargo pants fell gracefully over light green vans. He was wearing black and green dog tags on a chain. One said my name and the other said his. He broke away from my lips.
"Love, they're ready for us on stage."
"Do we have to?" I asked, drawing out the have and winking. He laughed and seemed to deliberate for a moment.
"Well, we could have alone time and let children starve, or we could go do the show and help those children." I groaned, but pulled him towards the stage. He turned away from me and offered his back. I clambered on and he started off to the stage.
The crowd cheered as we appeared. Jessi and the other two laughed. I jumped off and paused, running back off stage, I grabbed my bass. I bowed as I reappeared.
"Nice Abandoned," Jessi snickered. I nodded and took my place by the mike for back up. I whispered to Jessi and the others.
"Lets do Young Blood Spills Tonight, Monster, and then The Silence. Edward, you don't know that one, and we don't really need a keyboard for it." They all nodded. Monster was my song. The Silence was one I'd helped Zack write for Jessi. And Young Blood Spills Tonight was one I wrote for Edward.
"Who's ready for Young Blood Spills Tonight?" The crowd went wild, this was a favorite. Zack started, playing a soft melody. Jessi let her voice flow with the honey notes. (A/N: Bold italic is Zack screaming.)
Sip my blood till there's no blood left to spill
From my neck embraced by a concealed grip I welcomed in my arms (in my arms) x2
Bruised by your love
Burned by your kiss
Is this true love?
Is this true love?
Cody and I started playing on the last line.Young blood spills tonight
This time the victim is you
Poison lips, the ones you kiss
I swear my love for you is true
Young blood spills
Now here I sing my deadly lullaby
Bruised by your love
Burned by your kissIs this true love? x2
Bruised by your love
Burned by your kiss
Is this true love? x2
I stopped playing. Cody beat out a small rhythm.We bled that night till drained
You drank me dry I did the same
We bleed this night till drained
This cold
We bleed the night till drained
You drank me dry I did the same
We bleed the night till drained
This cold night
Now here I sing my deadly lullaby
Now here I sing to hypnotize your body
Now here I sing my deadly lullaby
Now here I sing to hypnotize your body
The crowd wouldn't calm down. Ran to the edge of the stage and gave a few of the fans high fives.One guy fainted I think ...
"Okay guys! We all wanna thank you for coming out and helping our little friends at the Portsmouth Orphanage! They thank you too!" I shouted into the mike. I got a thunderous applause as a response. "Here's my song, Monster!" Zack started playing, followed by Cody and Jessi, who had commandeeredmy bass. I started singing in a rough, yet musical voice.
The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
This is one of those songs I wrote before I really understood just what I was. I changed forms at the slightest provocation. I didn't want anyone to get to close to me. I never wanted to let anyone see.
It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I wanted someone, anyone, to kill me. Save me from the 'monster' I'd become. It never left my head, I always felt like I was a monster no matter what I was doing.
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begunI must confess that I feel like a monster
I could feel when a change was about to happen. I hated it and myself. With a deep burning loathing.
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I tried so hard to keep what I was controlled, but I could never control it until I met the jamboree.
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster
I wanted so badly to wake up in my own bed at my house and cry to my mother about my bad dream.
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, he something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monsterI, I feel like a monster
Half the crowd was on their feet singing along by the end. I looked at Edward as he left the stage for our last smiled and wished me luck. This was another song I was singing. I looked longingly at my bass resting around Jessi's neck. This was one of my favorite songs though.
"Okay guys. One last one. A real blast from the past! Here's The Silence!" Zack started playing, followed by the others. I started in as well.
Tear in two, she lies awake,
The moon lights up the room like day
Another night she spends alone,
Without his touch of skin so cold
The blood that's running through her veins,
With every beat there's no escape,
Lost in everything she trust,
Still cant seem to get enough.
Even though the world she loves,
It wont ever be the way it was,
And his heart of stone left hers breaking.
Every night she cries and dies a little more each time,
Say you love me (you love me),
Nothing left inside
Say you love me,
And the silence will set her free.
Memories they take her back,
Every moment fades to black,
Every kiss and every taste,
She wishes time would ease her pain.
Even though the world she loves,
It wont ever be the way it was,
And her heart is weak, her hands are shaking.
Every night she cries,
And dies a little more each time,
Say you love me (you love me),
Nothing left inside,
Say you love me,
And the silence will set her free.
And every night she cries.
I don't know if I'll ever make this right,
Cause I am just so broken by the bitterness of loneliness,
And im so scared of this.
I don't know if I'll ever make this right,
Cause I am just so broken by the bitterness of loneliness,
And im so scared.
Even though the world she loves,
It wont ever be the way it was,
And his heart of stone left hers breaking.
every night she cries,
And dies a little more each time,
Say you love me (you love me),
Nothing left inside,
Say you love me,
And the silence will set her free.
(every night she cries,
Every night she cries,
The silence will set her free)
Ugh, sorry for the wait guys I know its been forever. Eight pages though. Does that count for something? Didnt think so. Kay, well bye bye.
Oh song list:
Forsaken - Within Temptation
Young Blood Spills Tonight - Eyes Set To Kill
Monster - Skillet
The Silence - Mayday Parade (Who, besides Blood On The Dance Floor, is my new addiction)
-Jessi