(Jasper's POV)

I ran back from Bella's ready to kill myself. I needed to go, needed to leave her forever!

Before I hurt her…

Before she hurt me

Why did I kiss her! I've only known her for one day. It was stupid and outrageous! Nothing could turn back time now.

She's probably sitting in her bed, wondering what just happened. She didn't even say goodbye, or goodnight.

I was home.

I walked up the steps to the colonial home, in which I reside in. The winding staircase was dark and empty, no sign of Rose near. Edward and Alice were probably upstairs or in the sunken den. And Rose was either shopping or with Emm. Carlisle was at work, and Esme was probably hunting.