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rated m for much mansex and potty mouthed language :D

"What the hell were you thinking!?" Axel said the moment they entered Axel's chamber. After a rather awkward and silent lunch, Roxas and Zexion had been assigned to gather up the boy's laundry, so Axel and Demyx had an entire hour to discuss the events from this morning. "Oh my God Demyx! Do you know what could have happened if that was my father?"

"I know, I know." the blonde said, sitting on Axel's bed. "It's not like I planned it to happen! It just kinda... did."

Axel, who was previously pacing back and forth stopped. "'It just kinda did?' What the hell kind of excuse is that?"

"It's the only one I've got! You left, he came in and sat next to me, I asked him how he was, he said good, I said that I've been practicing on the guqin, he didn't say anything, and after staring at each other for 3 seconds in silence, I grabbed him and kissed him! Then he kissed back and you walked in and... OH MY GOD!!! I JUST KISSED ZEXION!" The realization finally sinking in deeper. "What am I gonna do? He could die because of that!" The blonde laid back on the bed, trying to stop the room from spinning. "What am I gonna do? I don't want him to get hurt!"

The redhead sighed. After a minute of thought he said, "How do you feel about him?"

Demyx had no answer. Staring up at the ceiling he pondered the possibility that he was attracted to Zexion. Sitting up he decided to walk through his situation. "Ok lets see. Pros and Cons. Pros first. Pro number one is that he is gorgeous by anyone's definition. Pro number two, he likes music. Pro number three, despite being a little quite about certain subjects, he can hold an intellectual conversation."

Axel started laughing. "For you, I'm not sure that's really a pro."

"Whats that supposed to mean?!" the blonde whined at his friend. Axel continued to snicker, but didn't say anything further. After glaring at the redhead, Demyx started up his list again. "Now the cons. Number one, we could both be killed. number two... actually that's the only con I can see."

"You can go over pros and cons all you like, but the question still remains, how do you feel about him?" Axel said, now over his laughing fit.

"I guess... I like him. Whats not to like? Smart, attractive, sweet in his own way..." Demyx said, blushing a bit.

Sitting down next to his friend, Axel put his arm around the blonde. "Ok now that that is settled, there is one more question. Is it worth it? Do you like him enough to put both of your lives at risk for this? Are you willing to pay any consequences for him? Remember it's not just you in this, it's him too."

"Wow Axel, you are being surprisingly cautious." Demyx smirked. "I can't tell you now if it's worth it. I'd have to talk to him about it... " And as if on cue, Roxas and Zexion walked into the room.

"Hey guys..." Roxas said, trying to break the ice. "All the laundry has been collected and properly put away. Anything else you require?"

"Actually," Axel said, "Me and Demyx are kinda thirsty. C'mon Roxas, lets go get some water and bring it back." And before anyone could protest to the idea, Axel grabbed Roxas and they went towards the kitchen.

Halfway down the hall, Axel stopped, and pulled Roxas to the side. "What on earth are you doing Axel?"

"Making sure that dear papa doesn't come down this corridor. Seeing as how he hates me, he most likely wont, but I'm not gonna take any chances."

"Huh? Your father hates you?" Roxas asked, now intrigued.

"Long story short, yeah." Axel said, keeping his eyes on the door.

"Can I hear the long story sometime?" The blonde said, mimicking the redhead from their first encounter.

Smirking at the blonde, he quickly changed the subject back to Zexion and Demyx. "So did Zexion say anything while you guys were outside?"

"Not really." The blonde said. "He seemed to be thinking really hard. The only response I got from him was when I accidentally ran into him outside. Even then he just sorta grunted. How about Demyx?"

"Well, he was going over the 'pros and cons.' He likes Zexion, but he doesn't know if it's worth it."

"I see." The blonde said. "By the way, while we were outside, we saw a blonde girl from the window? Who was she?"

"Well there are two blonde girls living here. What did she look like?" Axel said, still staring at the door.

"Hmm I met the tall one... Larxene. So the shorter one?"

"Ah, that's my sister, Namine. It's no wonder you haven't met her. She was born rather weak, and she hardly makes it out of her room. When she does, she sits in the parlor, but that's only about once a month when she can gather enough strength. Larxene is the closest person to her, besides myself. Its not uncommon for me to go and see Namine, and the two girls are in there laughing at something. Probably at me."

"Oh... well then who is Larxene? I thought she was your sister..."

"Larxene? Hell no. She is my betrothed."

"Do you not like her?"

"It's not like that. She's cool and everything, but I just don't love her. Luckily it's mutual because she doesn't love me either. She loves Marluxia. We could never just be together that way." Axel looked down, and sighed.

"Then why are you going to marry her if you don't love her?" Roxas asked, the idea foreign to him.

"That's what sucks when you are royalty. You get everything you want, except what you need. Just like I can't be with someone I love, Larxene can never truly be with good ol' Marly." Axel sadly smirked and then returned his gaze at the door. "You think they've been in there long enough?"

Roxas laughed and nodded his head. "I didn't hear any crying, so lets go pull them apart from each other.

"Well aren't you two just sickeningly adorable." Axel commented to Demyx and Zexion. They had all gathered up in Axel's room after the king had retired to his chambers. Zexion was sitting in Demyx's lap, looking quite comfy.

Demyx just laughed at the statement. "Don't be jealous. I'm sure Roxas there wouldn't mind hopping into your lap either. Who knows, maybe he already has. Where was that water you promised me Axel? You two never came back with any."

Axel chuckled at his friend, and threw a pillow at him, but Demyx had no idea how that comment was going to effect his friend.

'Sitting in my lap eh?' Axel thought to himself after Demyx and the others had left. 'I know he was only joking, but the idea does intrigue me.' Axel laid down on the bed and tried to fall asleep, but the thought of Roxas snuggled up beside him with his head in his chest plagued him. 'I wonder if this is how Reno felt. Wait. What would it matter if this is how Reno felt. Reno was gay. I am not gay. Am I?' Axel sat back up in bed. Swinging his legs over the side, he began to pace the floor. 'Lets see, this worked for Demyx, so maybe it will work for me. Pro number one, Roxas is adorable. Pro number two is that he fit really well when I held him. Pro number three, his lips do look extremely kissable. Pro number four he is right down the hall waiting for me to seize the moment... it's decided.' For the second time that day, Axel walked down the hallway towards Roxas's room, albeit this time not quite so angry.

Opening the door, he was greeted with the shirtless blonde who was about to crawl into bed. In shock, Roxas tried to talk. "Don't.. you know.. how to knock?" He attempted to ask, but before Roxas had a chance to finish the thought, Axel had walked over and grabbed his chin. Titling it up, he captured the blondes lips in a light kiss. It didn't last more than a second, but it was enough for him to know.

"Yeah... I can die for that." Axel whispered, staring into the blondes eyes. "The question is, do you feel the same?"

The blonde couldn't talk, nor could he even open his mouth. However he could wrap his arms around the redheads neck and brought him back down and kissed him back.

"Yes I do."

TEH AUTHORS NOTE!

Yay we finally had a breakthrough!!! Love is in the air, but alas so is danger!

So read and review you guys and tell me what you think!