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"Says the person who flaunts off his looks to poor innocent girls." I replied, as he only scoffed, "I do NOT!" the voice protested.

I only looked at Aidou before playfully rolling my eyes and walking to class. I sat at the window, that for saw the dark hills, shinning brightly against the moon's light, which gave off the sun's light. I opened Niame and started writing in her.

Niame-

I am in my first class right now. Homeroom. It seems rather boring, since everyone has they're own cliché already. Not that I minded. What am I thinking about? Well, I think you can guess that. You cant? Ill give you hints then. A boy… my age… silver hair… Oh! You guessed it! Nikky! It took you rather long enough. I have nothing to do here. Why did I have to be here? Why couldn't I be out there, looking for big brother? Why? So many unanswered questions. Many say a pureblood's fate is unknown.. hazed. I wish I knew what my life would end as, when, how, why. Reasons! I need answers. Ugh, why ask you, you nothing but a book. A book that I love dearly.

Until then. Livia.

I sighed before closing it, locking it with a living miniature white rose. It glowed brightly, and I was a bit surprised that no one noticed it before. I played around with it, circling a vine around my index finger. I looked out at the scenery mindlessly, hoping. Just hoping that I would reunite with Nikky again.

I didn't want to push my luck, seeing I had none. Luck was nothing, it was an explanation for the strangest things, for example if one thirsty vampire were to drink and kill someone's enemy, they'd say they were lucky that he was dead. Luck has never existed, nor will it ever. Or else I'd probably be begging on my knees for the return of my brother.

"Oh?" I heard someone call from my shoulder. Aidou, "What are you writing in there? Your secret diary?"

I looked at him and didn't reply, but kept gazing at the dark hills. "Eh? Are you ignoring me?" He said sadly. I only looked at him from the side of my eye and looked back at the same spot I was looking at, drowning myself in my thoughts.

"When we are looking for each other… they will glow." I mouthed those words out, no noise escaped from my lips. I got up and walked out of the classroom, noting the teacher I was heading to the headmaster's office.

"Olivia-san?" I nodded, "I will be taking my evening walk, is that fine with you, Headmaster?"

He looked at me before dancing around me, "Oh my gosh! I love your hair! Its so pretty-"

"Headmaster I want to take a walk. Will I have your permission?" He only looked at me, "During class? You are new, and I do believe this is your first day attending since your arrival?"

It was now my turn to nod. Before looking at him for an answer.

"Fine, fine. Go take your walk, only because-" I jumped on him in joy, surprised he'd even allow me to go. "Thank you so much!"

He only patted my back in a fatherly way before ushering me out of the room. I never really saw him push anyone out, he always wanted people to stay with him. I only shook my head before smiling at him in a sad way and left.

I walked through the trees silently, making no noise as I took out Niame and jumped on a branch. I pushed back my long silver-platinum hair that stood out from the dark trees and started writing.

Niame-

I know this is the most I have ever written in you, but this one is important. I remember strongly that Nikky said, "When we are looking for each other, they will glow." Our flowers! How come I haven't realized this? It took me 6 long years, yes SIX long, horrible years for this to become prominent. How can I be so… clueless? Why? Again with the questions. But that wont stop me from asking anyone why we don't have answers to everything in the world. Why do I keep ranting about this? Is it because the thing I need to know the most simply can't be answered. Not by me, only from the person that actually is missing. I really hate this situation now. Why did I have to be born? Why couldn't I be the younger daughter? I mean- I don't want to marry Nik, no, he's only a brother (as you know so well.) and I wont look at him any differently. Maybe if I was older? That would work out- hopefully. But I wouldn't know. Because that isn't what fate decided would happen. Fate: Like it was anything to believe in, whatever you do, whenever you do something, you draw more of the path you are suppose to take, and lead to your destiny- death.

That's what we all live for- to die in the end. So why live? If you don't have a purpose- why? Another why question for no one to answer. But if you do have a purpose, you will end up dying in the end.

-Livia.

"I don't know why you left, is it because of me, Via-chan?" I looked up surprised but didn't show it. My gaze met Aidou's. I didn't answer but I jumped off the branch, lightly landing on my toes. I walked away from him, "Why are you ignoring me? I didn't do anything wrong did I? Or are you just as quiet as Dorm Leader?"

I only looked at him, "Nothing is wrong, I just have nothing to say to you because I know you can answer them yourself." I whispered.

He only blushed in return, "O-oh I guess. I am sorry for whatever I did to you earlier, Via-chan." He said bowing. I only nodded, still not facing his bright ice blue eyes.

I walked away silently back to the moon dorms.

"Via-chan, you aren't going back to the classroom?" Aidou asked, "Does it look like it, dear Aidou-kun?"

He only blushed slightly, "N-no-" I only poked my finger on his nose, "WRONG! I am going to the classroom." I grinned at him, before skipping back to class. Aidou only looked shocked at my sudden change of mood.

"What's wrong? I cant be happy for once?" I asked him, who was still frozen which suddenly turned to a grinning boy, "Of course not, Via-chan''s happy, Aidou's happy." I only laughed lightly before ruffling his blonde hair.

"Oh, dear, you are very amusing." I said, covering my mouth with my hand. It was suddenly taken away from Aidou, "You should laugh more. It suits you better than a unhappy grump you've been for a while now."

I only rolled my eyes, taking my hands away from his, "I have my reasons to be sad-" I whispered before stopping myself to where I was going to end up at. Explaining my life. And no way was I in shape to do that.

"What? What reason?" He pressed lightly.

"Nothing." I said, "You heard nothing." I said, placing a hand on his forehead, wiping away his memories that had just recently taken place.

No one was to know what I was going through.