New York Brunette

Chapter 3

Dearest Diary,

You are the only one, who can hold my secrets anymore. Luna and Amanda are fighting all the time, and completely too busy to even care about what's going on with me, even though we're all sharing a dorm! Amanda goes out every night, sometimes staying with Macy and Bailey were true BFF"s and sometimes…with the male gender. I swear…I don't even know why I came anymore.

I had just finished writing my latest entry in my diary when a knock came upon the door.

"Where's Amanda?" Matt screamed almost as soon as he walked in the door, his face softening slightly when he saw me.

"I have no clue." I answered, plopping back onto my bed, and flipping through the channels, stopping on some new reality show.

"I can't believe I actually know someone who watches those." Matt stated laughing slightly, and throwing his hand nervously through his hair.

"Hey! Some of them are actually good." I replied, just as the skanky girl on TV crawled into bed with yet another guy.

Matt simply raised his eyebrows at me, making me blush.

"Well…I don't know when Amanda will be back…but I can tell her you stopped by." I answered, getting up and going toward the closet.

"Thanks." Matt replied from just behind me, and when I turned, he caught my lips with his.

"DREA?" A voice squealed from the doorway, and Matt instantly broke away from me to look at my little brother, his eyes were wide and he looked so sad, before he ran out the door.

"I'll go find him." Matt answered, looking to the ground, and quickly rushing out the door.

"Oh, my GOSH!" I squealed once he was gone and I was sure he was out of hearing range, before looking around for someone to be happy with…before realizing I was all alone.

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"DEAN! Dean? Where are you kid?" I began yelling, wishing the little guy would just appear out of nowhere.

Then, I found him. His small frame was overshadowed by the larger boy beside him, both of their faces menacing as they saw me.

"What the hell, Matt?" Dietrich yelled out as soon as I was within punching distance.

"Dee, you gotta let me explain." I began, suddenly wishing I could take back my silly indulgence.

"Oh, you can explain why you were macking on my little sister? That's fucking disgusting, you're like what, a year older than her?" Dietrich yelled, his hands in fists.

"And you're a year older than Madelyn. But that didn't stop you did it?" I asked, suddenly unafraid of him anymore. This was all so stupid, and he was a big, fat hypocrite.

"You don't know anything about me and your sister." He said, his eyes become sadder and his fists loosening slightly.

"I know enough to know that you fucked her, then got her pregnant, and then left her because you wanted to be with some other girl, even after you told her you loved her and wouldn't leave her for anything. Asshole." I yelled, glaring at him.

"You fucking pansy." He finally muttered out, before lifting up his hand, just as a blur ran out.

"Dietrich, you're two years older than him. Get a life." Andrea squealed, pulling her large brothers massive forearm down and turning him toward her.

"Whatever." He muttered before shoving her aside and marching toward our dorm.

"Andrea-" I started out.

"Don't worry about it. It didn't mean anything." She mumbled out, and even though she was turning away I could see the tears falling down her face that showed how she really felt.

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"Mann, you're pansy little friend just ruined our afternoon fun." Bailey giggled out, after Andrea had run out to stop her brother from pulverizing mine. I actually felt grateful towards her, the entire thing had had me on edge.

"I know. Their all so lame." Macy bellowed out, while applying a dark purple polish to her toenails.

"Why did you ever even hang with them?" Bailey asked, while popping a piece of cucumber in her mouth.

"Our parents were friends." I replied, rolling my eyes at the stupidity of that statement, though I had always loved that my best friends parents could tell me of my own that I'd barely known, and that my own best friends could remember almost everything that had ever happened to me.

"So you got stuck with them? That sucks." Macy replied.

"I know."

"Their so weird. Like most of them look alike too. Almost all of them are blondes, and most have blue eyes too. Except those two half and halves. What freaks." Bailey muttered out.

"HEY! Jason and Alexandra are not freaks. Their parents were in love. So they had kids, just because they're mixed doesn't mean anything." I finally snapped, knowing full well that those were the kind of comments that made Alexandra cry herself to sleep at night, though she tried to act like they didn't affect her at all.

"Oh, finally touched a little nerve huh? You got a little something going on with milk chocolate over there?" Macy spoke, pointing her nail polish bottle over at the boy.

Jason was standing over by a fence with some of his friends from here, and of course Tyler. He was wearing a light yellow faded shirt from New York that had some lame saying on it, and some cargo pants, both of which fit the fit boy well. His golden skin shone and made him seem like he had just been brought down form heaven.

"No, of course not." I lied through my teeth, barely able to take my eyes off of Jason, especially not when he looked over at me and smiled and waved me over. I think, I entered heaven at that moment.

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"LORELIE! GET OUT!" I yelled at the bathroom for what must have been the twentieth time since we'd all gotten up this morning.

"I'm almost done!" She replied, just as she had every other time.

"Lore, seriously, other people want to look a little good too!" Leah finally chimed in form her position reading on her bed.

"Whatevs, I'm out." she replied, coming out and allowing me to finally brush my teeth.

When I raised my head I finally heard the yelling and ran back in.

"YEAH WELL YOU'RE BEING AN INCONSIDERATE JERK!" Leah yelled at Lorelei, causing her to widen her eyes.

"Lee, honestly, calm down. I was just saying…" Lorelei began, trying to fix everything, but instead Leah just burst through her sentence.

"No, I don't care. I'm getting a new room assignment, I can't stay here!" She yelled before throwing the doors open and slamming them on her way out.

Lorelei and I stared at each other for a minute not knowing what to do with this new, explosive and angry Leah.

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"Why didn't you tell me?" Dietrich asked storming in as soon as I opened the dorm's door.

"Why didn't I tell you what?" I asked, my heart beat quickening and my knees giving out slightly.

"Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant? I just had to learn with about a hundred kids in the quad, and it's my baby!" He yelled out, tears pinpricking at his eyes.

"Well, I found out right after you started going with that other girl, and I thought you might think it was just a lie to keep you around." I answered, sitting down on my window seat and looking at the beautiful landscape.

"Madelyn, the only reason I even went with her is because I didn't think you wanted to be with me anymore. I never really liked her, it was just a scheme to see if you still cared…" He answered, pulling my chin up so that I had to look at him.

"Okay." I replied, just as he pulled my lips in for a light kiss.

"So what're we going to do?" He asked, pointing towards my belly.

"I have to keep it Dietrich." I stated, just as he went limp and fell to the floor.