***I know this is VERY short, but its been more than a month of so since I started this, and I wanted to get something out to let you ALL know that I HAVENT died [much to your displeasure I assume] and I wanted to tell you all that I plan on making this story end at around chapter 15-20 if I am lucky. I have nothing to write about and I am /finally/getting to something juicy XD.

The past following week had been quiet and peaceful. My mind wandered off to Nik every once in a while, which isn't very new. I took out my rose that he gave me when we were just mere toddlers every now and then in my lone dorm.

No one knew of it, thankfully.

Aidou hadn't completely left me alone quite yet—and it was quite amusing to see him try to get me to smile. I was basically a cold, stoic-face pure blood that was roaming around the campus, sitting on branches of trees. You could say that I had no friends. I was never the social type ever since that… incident happened.

Let's just say… only that 'Dorm Leader' Kaname had found out mere… glimpse of my forbidden past.

I was sitting on my bed, staring out at the open window. My hair flew around my head wildly as the strong autumn breeze shifted in my room. I just breezed contently in the morning air, everyone was still dead asleep and I tend to awaken at this time. I sighed and opened up Niame.

Niame-

I have yet to write in you after that time where I had written twice in the day; a record to behold upon myself. My thoughts have yet to cease about the one and only thought—Nik. Am I obsessed with him? You could say that. But who could judge a twin sister who has yet to see her younger brother in about 6 years?

No one because they weren't born with a twin and they wouldn't know the pain it caused them if that twin of theirs had disappeared for more than the date of their birth.

I—

I looked up at the visitor who had appeared in my room. It was none other than Kaname.

"What are you doing here." I said bluntly. I hated being disturbed; especially when I was writing to myself.

"I know what you have there." He said, coming up to me. I looked at him, an eyebrow raised, "Oh, you do now?"

He didn't answer, but his eyes, his brown eyes had curiosity sparked around them, "And I know why you are so interested in your sister."

His eyes reacted in shock, but his facial features were still holding that stone-etched straight face that was feared by many. And me being one of the few that looked down to it. People who hold a straight face means they have been through many things in their life, tragic and painful. Sure his family had some tragic memories, but was it enough torture compared to mine?

"Purebloods like you love older and younger siblings." I muttered, "Not that I have anything against it, dear dorm leader,"

"I won't take it personally Olivia-san." I looked at him curiously, "Now why are you in my room?"

"I have come to discuss what has been lingering on my mind lately." He said quietly, looking out my large window, "Why you wanted me to inject the serum in you, and what would happen if I didn't."

"Curiosity killed the cat, Kaname-kun." I said menacingly, no one knew of my past and they weren't finding out now, "Don't bother digging into my mind, because you are no match against me." I got up, locked my diary with the white lily and laid it on my bed before leaving.

I stopped mid-step at the door, feeling his eyes lingering on the diary before leaving to my back, "I will let you know, I would've been in indescribable pain than you'd ever imagine." I walked out and took a day stroll through the forest that lay vacant of any living thing that attempted to live. Why, I do not know.

I jumped on the branch and tore out the living Lily big brother gave to me. It wasn't glowing, but the stem was. That was weird; I don't recall him saying anything about the stem. Probably something minor in our young flaws.

I sighed and petted it slowly, my fingers glided over the smooth leaf that never faded its warm white color.

"Via-chan?" I was startled, and fell off the branch in surprise. I never was startled. What was wrong with me? I never acted this way, ever, I was always aware of my surroundings, never had I been non-subconsciously-inattentive.

I looked over and saw none other than Hanabusa Aidou, "Good evening." I said, it was backward timing for us vampires. Humans would think this was day, but it was night to us.

"What's that?" He pointed to the Lily. I quickly hid it behind me and it dissolved into my heart from my back, "Nothing."

I was sure that he didn't remember what happened on our last encounter, "You tried to make me forget that Hanabusa-kun wanted to know why you were sad, last time. Looks like your memory fading is rusty, if I do say so myself."

My eyes widened. "No, no! Not like that, I mean, I was about to say before that you.. you don't deserve to be sad, whatever it is." I held my breath; my skills have been rusty, since I had no need to wipe out memories as often because I was always quiet back in the day.

"I am not sad." I muttered back at him, "And I always have a reason for everything I do." But now, I guess that I needed to tell someone badly—thus letting small crucial information of my feelings go.

"Yes, Via-chan is." He pushed, "I can feel it, I don't know how, since my only gift is ice-" he froze his hand and then unfreeze it, "-and I don't know why I am feeling what you're feeling."

I tensed immediately racking my mind for something like this, how can he feel what I feel? "I am not sad, and what you feel is what you think you feel." I spat back quietly, still racking my mind for something of this odd nature.

"But you are depressed over something that's screaming for me to know." What?

"I don't know what you're talking about." I said back, still quiet. I started to turn away before he said, "What you were holding is very precious to you. I know so."

This made me freeze.