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Last time on Decisions…
Placing a kiss on his cheek I replied, "I love you too, Jake." I got onto the back of the bike and let the roar of the engine drown out my thoughts. Right here, right now, it was just me and Jacob. The rest I could deal with tomorrow.
Renesmee's POV
The roar of the engine stopped and I immediately missed it. I'd hoped that Jake wouldn't mention Alex again. Luck must have been on my side, because he seemed to have forgotten my run in with Alex.
After dismounting the bike, he took my hand in his and, together, we walked to the door of my house. Stepping inside, I dropped my bag onto the floor and plopped down on the brown couch that faced the floor-to-ceiling windows.
Jake sat down slowly next to. He looked at me for a while before speaking, "Nessie, what's wrong?"
"Nothing." I replied, too quickly.
He raised an eyebrow, "You're a rotten liar, you know that?" He didn't press the matter further, but instead draped his arm behind me and pulled me close. I sighed and rested my head against his shoulder.
"Nothing's wrong, I'm just…" I panicked, debating whether or not I should tell him. "I'm just going to miss you this weekend."
Jake shifted and I raised my head and met his eyes. The sun shone on his beautiful russet skin. His complexion was so clear, and, for the first time that day, I forgot about Alex. He brought his head down to my level and our lips met. All too soon, he pulled away and whispered in my ear, "I'm gonna miss you too, Nessie. If you really want me to, I could always stay behind."
Immediately, a wave of guilt washed over me. He was willing to give up the weekend with the guys just for me. Not only was I a rotten liar, I was also a rotten girlfriend.
I smiled and rubbed my nose against his. "You're wonderful, but I'll be fine."
After placing a soft kiss on the tip of my nose he got up from the couch and pulled me up with him. "I gotta start packing, babe."
"Okay," I pouted.
He face became serious and he placed both hands on my shoulders. "Ness, I'll stay if you want me to."
When he called me "Ness," I knew he meant business. "No, go and have fun, okay?"
All seriousness left his face and he flashed those pearly whites before pulling me into a crushing bear hug. I buried my head into his chest and breathed in that smoky, earthy scent that I had come to love.
"I'll call you." He promised.
I pulled away and cocked my head to the side. "I'd be disappointed if you didn't."
Jake left after a few minutes, and I leaned against the door I had just closed. I waited until the sound of the motorcycle was too far away for me to hear. I sank down to the ground and put my head in my hands. I didn't know what to feel. Was it wrong to feel a little excited about tomorrow night?
"No, not at all." I heard.
My head snapped up. "Daddy! I didn't hear you."
He smirked as he made his way down the grand staircase. "Did you hear what I said?" He asked from beside me. Darn him and his superhuman speed!
"Dad, I thought you said you were going to stop reading my thoughts." I accused.
He held his hands up in mock surrender. "Well, you were practically shouting, so I thought I would just share my opinion with you." With his back against the door, he slid down next to me on the floor.
I groaned and put my head back in my hands.
"You know," he said, "You have absolutely no reason to feel guilty. You deserve to go have some fun."
"Dad." I scoffed. "The only reason you're saying that is because you don't like Jacob."
"That's absurd." He said innocently. "I think very highly of Jacob Black."
It was no use. I knew my Dad didn't approve of Jake. He never had. Every time Jake was in the room, my father would cross his arms and glare. Jake didn't seem to mind, though.
I rose quickly and briefly close my eyes. I need to hunt, I thought.
Opening my eyes, I could see that he had already gotten up and opened the door for me. "Keep it close to home, okay?"
"Sure, sure." I replied before rushing out the door.
I needed a distraction and hunting was just what I needed.
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I let the lifeless deer fall from my hands and licked my blood covered lips contentedly. Sighing, I looked around and took in the scenery around me. There was dark green moss covering every inch that I could see, and the smell…
I don't know how long I sat there, but before I knew it, night had fallen. I could see the full moon peeking from the very tops of the trees. I knew my parents wouldn't worry. All my dad had to do was listen to my thoughts and he would know where I was in an instant.
I ran and, in an instant, I was home. My mother met me at the door. "How you holding up, hon?
I smiled weakly, "Just peachy. But a little tired, so I'm going to go to sleep, okay?"
She nodded and placed a kiss on top of my head. I trudged quietly up the stairs and began picking out my outfit for tomorrow.
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Alex's POV
I was extremely nervous. I knew Renesmee had a boyfriend. He was this really buff, lightly browned skinned guy from the rez. I think his name was Jacob Black or something. I briefly wondered whether or not Jacob knew Renesmee and I were going out tonight.
I glanced at the clock in my room and saw that it was 4:05PM. My hair was still damp from my shower. I shook it out and threw on a pair of jeans and a button down white shirt. I would leave in about a half-hour to pick her up. Time flew by while I was getting ready and before I knew it, it was 4:45.
I jogged down the stairs and walked into the living room where my grandma was watching the news with the volume turned up.
"Gran, I'm heading out, okay?" I nearly shouted.
She turned her frail body towards me and said, "Don't stay out too late, dear. Now come and give your grandma a kiss."
She raised both hands and beckoned me to her. I rushed forward and kissed her wrinkled cheek.
She wagged a finger at me and her face became serious. "You better behave yourself." She warned. "No funny business, you were raised right."
"Yes, grandma."
Her face brightened. "Now go have fun!"
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Renesmee's POV
I finally settled for casual, light pink dress, and blue flats. The weather was perfect for this outfit. My hyper-sensitive ears heard a car approaching and I immediately began to panic. It was 4:50. He was ten minutes early. After giving myself a once over in the mirror, I flitted downstairs to where my father was looking happier than he should have.
Gosh, I hope I look okay..
"Nessie, you look wonderful just like you always do." My dad said, answering my thoughts.
"Thanks, dad."
We both heard him walk up the front steps and, after a few seconds, we heard a timid knock. I smoothed down my hair and walked slowly to the door. With my hand on the doorknob, I held my breath and closed my eyes.
I couldn't do it. I was afraid to open the door. I would just tell dad to say that I was sick and couldn't go out. A soft nudge to my side broke me away from my thoughts.
My dad gently moved me the side and opened the door.
Alex looked like a deer in the headlights. Apparently, he wasn't expecting to see my father on the other side of the door.
"Uh-hi, um." He gulped. "Is Renesmee here?" I couldn't see him but could tell he was blushing as the scent of his blood filled the air.
"Come on in, Alex." My dad stepped aside and Alex took a tentative step inside. He seemed to relax when he caught sight of me. I couldn't help the smile that came across my face. He didn't break eye contact, and I lowered my eyes to the ground, embarrassed.
My father cleared his throat. "So where will you be taking my daughter tonight?"
I scoffed internally, he didn't need to ask. I imagine my father had been picking Alex's brain ever since he pulled up.
"We're going to the movies and I was planning on taking her to dinner."
"I see. Make sure she's back by 11." He ordered.
Alex nodded quickly. "Yes, of course Sir."
My father stuck out his hand. "Call me Edward. Now go and have fun, kids."
Alex shook my fathers hand and I saw him shudder lightly from the cold of my father's hand. I started walking to Alex, but turned around quickly, remembering something.
I stood up on my tiptoes and kissed my Dad's cheek. "Bye daddy."
Alex held back and motioned for me to go first. I stopped short when I saw his car. A silver Toyota Yaris was parked in my drive way. I only knew what it was because of Jacob.
I turned to face him, mouth agape. "You drive a Yaris?"
"I'm surprised you know what that is." He laughed.
"I only know because of Jacob…" I trailed. Great, now I had made things awkward.
He clapped his hands together once. "Why don't we get going? We don't want to miss the movie." He walked over the passenger side and opened up the door.
"Thanks." I mumbled as I slid in the car.
Hmm maybe chivalry isn't dead. It wasn't that Jake didn't treat me right but…ugh I needed to stop thinking of him.
The car ride was quiet except for the music playing in the background. We eventually pulled up to the theater. He got out and rushed over to my side and opened the door. I was met with the warm, spring air and it immediately put a smile on my face.
Alex, after seeing me smile, questioned, "What're you smiling about?" he offered his hand and I took it as he helped me out of the car.
I closed my eyes and inhaled deeply. "I just love spring, it makes me weirdly happy."
Way to freak him out, Ness.
"Well I'm glad."
We linked arms and walked into the crowded theater. After buying our tickets, he turned to me and asked. "Do you want anything? Popcorn, soda..?"
I thought for a minute and went with what I thought was most "human." "I'll have a soda if that's okay with you."
"Sure, no problem." He reached into his pocket for his wallet. "What kind?"
"Um a Coke is fine."
He bought himself a drink, too and we made our way into the dim theater.
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