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Hi Kris,

Well, after graduation last month things around here haven't changed that much. Even Sabrina said it feels like we are still in basic training. Only this time we get paid more. Though as Kelly brought up, not a lot more.

Honestly I think if I see one more stack of files that need to be typed or filed I'll scream. Kelly and Bre so far have the best jobs; that is till it rains. When I say best job at least they are

outside with the potential of something going on. Kelly is at a school crossing, and Bre is working the parking ticket beat. Though the only thing they will get is Kelly will probably have to stop some bully taking some little kids lunch money, and Bre will have to fend of some poor little granny who forgot to feed the meter. I'm stuck inside this very small office with files coming at me all day. This is NOT what I had planned when I decided to be a police office, but I guess someone has to start somewhere.

Its frustrating though when I see the guys we graduated with out there patrolling the streets in a car with a veteran, learning the ropes and making the collars. Steve the other day got himself a nice drug bust with his partner. Makes me a bit mad when I kicked his ass in ever exam and every drill we ever had and he is out there nearly getting his partner killed. That's another story sis don't ask.

But that side what's going on with you. How is college life? I've enclosed another cheque for you, for food and books etc. Not for party's kiddo. And who is this guy Tommy that you said you met the other night at a party none the less. Do I have to get someone here to run a background check? I'm just kidding, but please be careful sis.

I talked to Mum the other day she said Dad was home from the clinic but she is still worried. She also said that you don't spend much time at home anymore. She brushed it off as you and College life but I know you better then that especially when it comes to Dad. Kris you can't keep avoiding him or the situation. He knows you as well as I do and will know you are pushing him away in your own way. Which really, is that the best for you or him? Look I know it's hard and with this latest development of his Cancer, I think you should keep things as normal as possible. Look I'm not going to go all big sister on you I just know the relationship you and Dad have had over the years, and I want what is best for both of you. I love you both and don't want to see any regrets later on.

Hey, so I spent last weekend over at Grandma's house. Man I miss that place. I can't believe I have been in LA for nearly as year now and I haven't been out to see her. And yes she reminded me of that. Bri and Kelly came with me and we had a nice relaxing weekend together. She said she missed seeing you and that the last time you were down was just before College. She is so proud of you going into teaching. Could be because that was what she did.

Bri tried surfing, but Kelly wouldn't dare. She said Bri was braver then she was. In the end though Bri gave it up and said I was crazy. That was till I told her you were the one that taught me. So the next time you see her, she may make a comment on how crazy or nuts you are to be riding around on a piece of fibreglass, on a wave that has mind of its own. She had taken in a good portion of the Pacific Ocean at this point so keep that in mind.

Sorry to cut his a but short but I have to work early in the morning and its already near 1AM. Listen to your big sister though, just this once; go see Dad. I know he would love to see you. And I don't want to ruin your day but... we just don't know.

Call Grandma let her know how school is going and go for a visit. I'll even meet you there. Can be just like when we were kids: Without the parents. You know Grandma will let us get away with what ever we want.

I'll see you soon; if not Christmas.

Love you lots.

Your big sis forever,

Jill

Xoxo