The day passed extremely fast, mainly due to the fact in spent just about all day thinking about Bella.

"Hello Quil, I' m talking to you!"

"huh? Oh sorry bells, I just have a lot on my mind today." she said when I noticed where we were.

"Erm, how long have we been in the cafeteria?" I ask.

"Just a couple minutes. Dude you are totally out of it today. Are you okay? Is something wrong?" She now was on concerned best friend mode.

"no, I've just been thinking." I said truthfully. We never lie to each other.

"About?"

"Well… I'll tell you later."

"Okay." She said still worried. Bella went back talking to the girls, but I could tell she was about me. See that's the thing about her, she's always putting others before herself. I just need time to think this over. I stood up quickly and walked out of the lunch room. I was at the bleachers outside in just a couple minutes.

"Why did this happen to me? This could ruin everything! Gah! Why me?!?!" I shouted at the sky. I sat on the bleaches and buried my head in my hands. I would lose my best friend if she didn't feel the same way. Or what if we dated and I didn't work out? It would be wired for us, maybe it'll end badly and she would hate me.

"Hey are you okay?" My best friend asked putting a hand on my back and sat next to me.

"Do you want the truth or a lie?"

"Hmm, how about the lie, then you can tell me the truth." That was always her reply when I asked her the. For what reason, I don't know why.

"Okay, nothings wrong I'm just tired and felt like shouting at the sky." I lied.

"So?" She said. I knew she was really asking what the truth was.

"I think, no wait I know I'm in love with someone. I can't get her out of my head."

"That's great! Who's the girl? Is she pretty? What's she like, do I know her?" she exclaimed. "If she hurts you I will seriously have to kick her ass." Said a very serious Bella. Ha, little does she know that the girls is in fact her.

"Um well, that's the part I don't want to tell you." Her face instantly fell.

"Oh okay." her eyes landed on the ground.

"No, no, no. Don't get me wrong I want to tell you, I'm just afraid."

"Afraid of what?"

"Afraid that you won't be my friend anymore, afraid everything will get messed up and ruined and, and, and…" I couldn't find the words to finish my sentence.

"Quil. Quil look at me" commanded, "I will always be your friend no matter what. I will help you get through and fix things if they get ruined or messed up. I promise." Her milky chocolate stared into mine and held nothing but honesty.

"What if I told you the girl I'm in love with is you?" It barely came out as a whisper. A small quiet gasp escaped her lips as I prepared for the worst.

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