Chapter 8

(JASPER POV)

I quickly fled the store and ran all the way home, hoping i could still catch Bella. As i entered the house, i staggered back, everyone in the house was heartbrocken not just bella, though i could clearly feel her strong emotions the most. There wasnt the fury that i had expected, there was just utter and desperate sadness.

"Carlisle, listen to me, the clerk, she kissed me, i, i didnt mean for it to happen. And she saw, and, where is she? I need to talk to her!" I looked around not seeing her. Carlisle looked at me sadly.

"I know my son, i know that you didnt mean it. But she doesnt know that. Shes leaving." He looked up as Bella came down the stairs. Her voilet eyes had lost the sparkle to them, she was broken on the inside. I felt as if i wanted to tear my heart out of my chest to relieve this excruciating pain that i felt. She hugged every one and came up to me. She looked at me and i could feel the undecidedness inside of her and then i felt pure heartbrockeness. She looked at me and said with a sob. "I love you." And then she was gone.

"I cant even be here right now, im such a fool. Ill be in Denali." With that i took off. Arriving at Denali in less than an hour. When i arrived i went into their house and was greeted by Tanya. With all my brokeness inside i gladly took the comfort and love that she provided for me. Although i missed my love, my Bella.

(ALEC POV)

I went into the dining room where the whole guard sat and took a seat next to my sister Jane. Aro nodded his head and comensed with todays agenda.

"Alright my children. Today we have a quiet uncommen dillema. A human has come and would like to ask me a question i hear. So let the human in please."

With that a girl was led into the room. She was uncommenly beautiful. She had dark brown curls going to her waist, pale ivory skin that matched mine, big brown eyes that for some reason looked dead, and where slitted like a cats, they where a violet mixed with black, we could see she wasnt human. I could feel the power radiating off of her, so could everyone else.

"My dear, what are you?" Asked Aro, completly facsinated by her.

"I dont know." She whispered.

"What are your abilities? for you are much different than you where before Bella, where is your dear Edward?"

"I dunno, probably off somewhere fucking my best friend." She said it so simply. As if it was normal that he would be doing so.

"Oh, i see, so you are now single?" He looked at her sadly seeing how much pain she was in.

"Yepp, since Edward cheated on me with Alice, i was engaged to Jasper about a few months ago and he cheated on me with the saleslady at the ring store." She was crying openly now. Her salty tears streaking across her face.

"What did you come to ask me my dear Bella?" He looked at her tenderly like a father looked at a child.

"Kill me." She whispered..Everyone in the room gasped.

"Im sorry love, but i dont think that would be the right thing to do. I think you should let her join the Voltori guard Aro." I stood speaking above all the commotion.

"Alright then, since you suggested it you will see to it that she has a good life here and you shall train her in the ways of the voltori guard.

"As you wish master." I was up and out of the door in one fluid moment.

"Whats your name?" The girl asked me, startled, i looked up and found her inches above the grounds floating there.

"Alec, uhh..whats yours?" I asked even though the whole guard knew that she was Bella Swan. I loved her name. She was very beautiful even though you could tell that she hadnt showered since she had left Forks, she had a watery smell to her, almost like the ocean.

"Thanks, and by the way, its cause i swam across the ocean to get here. I think i do need a shower. Mind showing me my room?" She looked at me. I was stunned, she could read minds?

"Um..sure, and i didnt know you could read minds." She seemed confused then realization hit her.

"Ohhh..yeah, i totally keep forgetting, im so rude. im sorry. Sometimes its hard to tell what your acctually saying and what i hear from your mind." She looked at me floating down from where she was.

"Its ok. and wer coming to your room. Its right here, this used to be the princesses room, when the princess was a baby." We entered the room. No one had been here for quiet some time. It was gigantic, it was three stories, and it was very elegant. Of course the princess never got to sleep in this room.

"What happend to the Princess?" She asked me curiousitly looming up in her.

"Well, the Queen, Aro's mate had Princessa Alianna Isabella xiomara Volturi. Very long name, well the princess was born a hybrid. The mother had been something we call a Arian. There was only two arians in the entire world at that time, and that was the Queen and the Princess. They where very powerfull. The Queen and Aro fell in love when they met and decided to marry. The Arians are strange, they are immortal and as fast and impenetrable as a vampire but they can still have children, and they are more beautiful than vampires, it takes some time for the Arians to complete their cylce although the become immortale and all at around 17. Once they discover their first powers the cylce begins. First they become more beautiful day by day, they begin to dazzle people and their voices turn soft and lurring. For the women their bodies perfect themselves and such then they-" I stopped suddenly and looked Bella, was it just me or did she look prettier than before? No it couldnt be, maybe its just because im talking about the Arians that it looks like she is.

Her hair seemed at least two inches longer, it had become as straight as a ruler at the top then it curled from her waist to the tips that reached just below her butt. It seemed lighter as well, more of a honey brown than dark chocolate. She had turned paler than before but her cheeks glowed, natural blush lighting them up. Her eyes where more violet than black and as he looked at her pale body he could see how almost perfect it was, long, toned legs, a well rounded butt, a thin delicate waist, and well rounded breasts, she looked somewhat fragile, almost breakable, but he could see the muscle in her legs and arms. She was gorgous.

"What?" Bella said, noticing my ogoling.

"Nothing, nothing. Well to continue, the princess had already been engaged to a young man by the time she was born. They where soul mates. It had been foretold. They where made for eachother, it would never work with anyone else they could ever be with, it was meant to be between the two. He would of course wait for her to discover her powers and such, then they would marry when she was his age, 19. The night that the princess was born, the young man went to see her, he was absolutly head over heels for her, he spent the rest of the day with her and gave her back to the queen that night. Soon after it was discovered that the Queen herself had turned against her daughter and had sent her away. To live a human life. It was trechery, the Queen did that only because she knew that if the daughter grew up she would be loved, maybe even more than the Queen herselft was. She didnt want that. The Queen wanted to be the only Arian. And to this Aro and the rest of the guard still goes out and searches for her two months out of every year."

"And what happened to the Queen?" Bella asked me.

"She was killed. So now their is only one Arain in the entire world. We need her. The boy needs her." I said great sadness weighing on every word.

"And who was that young boy?" She asked me.

"I was." I whispered. "Well, here is your bedroom. I hope you enjoy your stay. I know that you no longer need sleep, feel free to roam the castle and its grounds. I will meet you here tomorrow morning to begin your training. If for some reason you need me im your room neighbor. Ill be their all night." For some strange reason i wanted to be with her. I felt a yearning to touch her like i had felt with Princess Alianna Isabella xiomara volturi that dreadfull night.

"Ok, i think i might just take u up on that." She mummbled and then pulled the door closed.

(Bella POV)

As i looked at Alec love washed over me. He was handsome, and so caring. No, i couldnt be falling in love, not again. I couldnt bear to be hurt again. It was all just too painfull.I went up the stairs and into the second floor where the master bedroom was. They had filled it with everything and anything i might need, including langerai. I thought it would be fun to dress up sexy,so as i came out of the steaming hot shower and after i brushed my hair i put on a very small lacy black thong, and matching push up bra, then i put on a long silk red robe and looked in the mirror. I was every girls dream. I remminded myself of the girls in the victorias secret magazines except better, like an airbrushed version.

At that moment i felt someone watching me, i turned and saw Cauis standing at the doorway, looking me up and down.

"Hey sweet thing." He purred into my ear.

"I dont feel comfortable with this can you please leave my room?" I asked him as nice as i could.

"Oh no, dont be like that gorgous Bella." He said as he ran his thumb along my cheeckbone.

"Please, i dont want to hurt you." I whispered. I got ready to throw him into the air.

"You? Hurt me? Hah! impossible. I will have you Isabella Swan!" He took my in his arms. Thats when i unleashed myselft on him. I threw him into the air letting him dangle there. Then threw him out the window as soon as he hit the ground i willed the roses to grow around him in tigh thickets so impossibly tight that if he had been a human he would have died there and then. With that I appeared in Alec's room.

I was accutally scared. What if i hadnt been able to protect myself? I started to shake.

"Alec!!" I love you..i thought in my mind after i said his name. It was like there was a forcefield around him that propeled me to him. He was my soul mate, not the princesses. He just had to love me i thought to myself. I walked around looking for him. I opened the door to his room and saw him on the bed, naked with Heidi the human reseptionist on top of him moaning and grunting.

"im so sorry." I said before i slammed the door shut and appeared back in my room. I fell to the ground in tears. Once again, hurt by a man i loved. Why wasnt i good enough for anyone? I asked myself.

I appeared back in the forest, in Forks. Why had i come back here. I prepared myself to return to the volturi. I appeared back in the room and sighed. Of course Alec wouldnt love me. No one could. I sat on the bed and cried to myself, hugging my knees. I closed my eyes and wished i could sleep. Yet, i knew sleep would never be mine again.