Continue of last chapter it will start off with the continuing of the talk between Sasuke and Kyuubi so it will be the Flashblack from the start until the ------line :)
Hope you like the rest of flashblack and it lives up to expectation and that i dont ruin it lol XD
Sorry it took so long my parents took away my laptop so i wasnt able to write anything =[
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----continue of flashback-----
"What! That is just out of order why do people think that they can go killing without a reasonable reason! The people of this village deserved what you did to them. I understand how you feel when it comes to your family being murdered and it just pisses me off!"
Sasuke just stared at Kyuubi not believeing what he had heard , he went through the same thing as Kyuubi so he knew how much it hurt to lose your whole family he still wanted to kill his brother for what he had done , he wouldnt ever be able to forgive Itachi for killing his whole clan.
" Well we have to live with the nightmares from our past no matter how much it hurts...I still blame myself for how Naruto is treated to this day so i try my best to keep him from going out of control and to keep him sane , he once said that if it wasnt for me he would have snapped a long time ago."
Kyuubi stared into space as he became lost in his memories of their terrible past together he can never forgive himself for having to put Naruto through all of this pain that he has to hide
"From the age of 6 Naruto has gone through so much pain and for a long time he didnt even know why the villagers were giving him hated stares and keeping there children away from him. Everyone left Naruto behind completely ignored him they didnt care if he was only a child they only saw him as me...a monster who had destroyed their village and taken the lives of their loved ones."
Sasuke just couldnt believe what he was hearing he was a child why should anyone be treated like that even if they were a demon vessel no one should have to be put through that 'Naruto had to suffer by himself? When he was a kid aswell , he has been living by himself since then never knowing a mothers love i just couldnt be able to go through that by myself'
" During the time that Naruto was young it wasnt as bad as what you saw the other night it was mainly just horrible comments being stared at with hatred the worst of it was villagers actually breaking into his flat where he lived at the time and smashing everything up anything they thought was to good for a demon as they didnt think of him as a human well they still dont...."
Sasuke couldnt really believe what he was hearing in some ways it was his fault that all the bad things were happening if he had noticed then he could have done something to help but no he wasnt able to notice how much pain his teammate was actually in.
" So the villagers treated Naruto as if he wasnt even human , as if he was just a demon who didnt deserve to see any love or care from anyone and was just left to look after himself?.....How could anyone do that to a child? So what if you are inside him doesnt mean that he is going to destroy the village and you had a perfectly good reason to do it anyway!"
Sasuke was fillled with rage his hatred growing for the village eachtime Kyuubi spoke to him about Naruto
"If i had done something things wouldnt have been so bad for Naruto....If i had paid attention to who he really was....I didnt do anything im as bad as the villagers you should be blaming me also for what pain you and Naruto have had to go through"
Sasuke started to cry more but wouldnt make any noise he was still an Uchiha
" You arent to blame Sasuke you didnt know what was happening to him , he had a very good mask and was extremely good at acting he never let anyone know what was going on with the villagers he didnt want you and the others to treat him like everyone else did...When Naruto joined team 7 he was very happy for once in his life because he was able to actually be with people that would hopefully become his friends from the start he had wanted to become friends with you but he knew the only way to approach you was by fighting with you he didnt think he could just openly talk to you....I remember the day that you saved Naruto from Haku that was the day me and Naruto fought together because he had so much anger in him and just wanted revenge for the person who had killed his only friend....But when you got back from that mission it all went down hill from then on"
Kyuubi paused to let it sink into Sasuke and also to gain his composure so he didnt start to lose control he was about to tell someone Narutos deepest secrete and that not only that they were dark secretes that he hated to have to remember it always got to him when thinking about it 'Naruto was always hiding this from me kakashi and sakura always pretending to be a dobe and having to suffer through the pain by himself....No one should have to do that , i know what it is like first hand to have to suffer by yourself when things get bad i still sometimes get depressed now thats why i dont show emotion. How can Naruto smile like that everyday when he is hurting so much inside?'
Kyuubi stared at Sasuke while different emotions flickered in his eyes the main one emotion he saw in Sasukes eyes were hurt and confusion 'This boy better be the one to help Naruto if im going to tell him this if he hurts him in anyway i will personally kill him i dont care if Naruto would want to kill me afterwards i just dont want to see anyone else hurt him'
"The day you got back from the mission was the day things started to get worse for Naruto kind of like what you had seen the other night but believe it or not he would probably say that he has worse....And he kind of has. What i am about to tell you you are not allowed to tell anyone understand?! Not even Naruto...If he knew that you knew about that i dont know what he would do ok?"
Sasuke just nodded at Kyuubi wanting but not wanting to hear what the demon was about to tell him
"Villagers started to break into Narutos flat and....beat him half to death while shouting disgusting things at him that i dont even want to think about they would laugh at his pain and found it fun it was as if it was their favourite new game to play nearly everynight....After a year of this a few men did something even worse to Naruto.....I-Im trusting you here so dont you open your mouth to anything! One night a group of about 3 or 4 men decided to would be fun to cause Naruto pain in a way that they would get pleasure....They decided to rape and abuse Naruto to a point where it would hurt for him to even move an inch even after i had healed him"
Sasuke's eyes widen when he heard the most horrible thing....He didnt want to know in detail what they had done all he could think about was who were they and where could he find them he wanted them dead
"Naruto has been raped mutiple times by those men before and eachtime afterwards i would heal him but when i saw his eyes i began to worry even more each day his eyes ahve lose life and have become dull...I fear soon that he will eventually just lose himself in depression i still wonder how he manages his act......Sasuke? Erm are you okay?"
Sasuke looked up at Kyuubi his eyes glowing red " Two questions Kyuubi who and where are they ?" Sasuke didnt raise his voice but you could hear the rage that was present in his eyes he was ready to kill
"Sasuke dont even bother...One Naruto would be extremely upset that you murder someone and second if you are in prison there will be on one there to look after Naruto...You have to promise to be here from Naruto from now on he needs you!"
Sasuke started to calm himself down but the intent to kill never faded 'Naruto has be raped abused his house torn apart hated by the village and never had a family yet he lives everyday how the hell does he do it?! I wish i could just look after him from now i dont want him to have to suffer anymore it feels like im hurting when he is aswell i dont know why' Kyuubi noticed that Sasuke had calmed down and decided it was ok for him to remove his hand from Sasuke wrists which he had only just realised was there.
"I promise to look after him Kyuubi i swear on my life i will try to keep him safe. He is very important to me and i only wish now i would have noticed how much he was going through sooner he means so much to me and i dont like to see him getting hurt like that. I hope i can help in anyway possible i would even give my life if i have to"
'I would give my life? What about my goals of killing Itachi would i really give them up for Naruto?....Right now i actually think i would but why all of a sudden have i begun to think like this?' Kyuubi smiled at Sauke
"Thank you Sasuke, i knew i could trust you all you have to do is be here for him Sasuke make sure he knows that someone does care about him and that he isnt alone, you are very important to him to so please be a little bit nicer to him it might actually make a little bit of a difference k?"
Sasuke smiled at Kyuubi a very rare sight but he knew that he didnt wont to let the fox or Naruto down he would do his best to make sure that Naruto was at least a little bit happier "I will try Kyuubi" With that Kyuubi left Sasuke to watch Naruto sleep.
---end of flashblack---
As Sasuke finished remebering the conversation he had with Kyuubi that time he was already at the bridge waiting for Sakura and Kakashi and he was not looking forward to it at all. He doesnt know if he could forgive Sakura for what she had said yesterday he saw how much it had hurt Naruto and he had promised Kyuubi that he wouldnt like Naruto be hurt anyone.
Chapter done =[
I really dont like this Chapter i dont think i did a very good flashblack i think it might have been a bit rushed and i dont think i captured there emotions very well
bascially i ruined it lol
well next chapter will be here soon hopefully only problem is im still not meant to have my laptop i managed to sneak it to finish the chapter so sorry if the next one isnt for a while
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