Bella POV.

Today was the day. April 13th. I closed my eyed and let the few tears drip before getting out of bed and into the bathroom. I smiled slightly remembering yesterday but whimpered nonetheless.

"Tristan…" I whispered as if somehow he would be able to hear me. I brushed my teeth quickly while wiping the traitor tears that wouldn't stop falling. It was like an endless pool of water.

I stripped down and headed into the shower adjusting the water temperature to my benefit. I sighed as the warm water hit me. No matter what the temperature was outside, I would always shower in warm water. It always seemed to calm me.

I washed my hair, massaging it gently with the freesia scented shampoo. I lathered myself in the body wash and sighed in contentment. I gritted my teeth as the painful memories flooded through my brain like a song put on replay over and over. I couldn't get them out of my head.

My hand flew to my stomach and I cried my heart out right there in the shower I fell. I stayed there for what seemed like hours.

I shut the tap off and dried myself with the towel while slipping on the red robs that now matched my bloodshot eyes and face.

I walked out to be face to face with Leah. She looked and me and gasped.

"BELLA! What happened!" She demanded while panicking. Not a second later I heard a rumble of profanities and all the guys burst through my door. Jacob noticed me first and his eyes widened in recognition.

"Bella ! What the hell ! Oh my god ! Why are you crying ! Are you okay ! Are you hurt ? Do you need to see a doctor ?" Paul screamed while running over to me. He took my in his lap and I sunk my head deeper into the crook of his neck. Everyone was whispering to each other and hissing.

"Babe, what's wrong ? Who's ass do I have to kick ?" Paul stated coldly. I looked into his warm soft eyes and thought, what did I ever do to deserve him ?

"Guys. Let's leave her alone for a few minutes." Jacob whispered and everyone turned to glare at him.

"No ! She's clearly hurt!" Kim snapped while walking over to Paul and I.

"Bella. Honey what's wrong?" She whispered calmly in my ear and I shook my head refusing to tell anyone. Only Jacob knew and he knew how hard it was for me to deal with it so he never pressed the issue.

"Bella. Your going to have to tell them someday." Jacob said confidently and I sighed. He was right but I just didn't want that time to be now. They might hate me after I tell them. Even Paul. Possibly the love of my life.

"I know." I stuttered in a husky voice. Paul caressed my hair soothingly and I sighed falling into a deep slumber.

"Jake ! What the hell man ! You know something ?" Embry shouted while looking pained at Bella. HE was always a sweet kid no matter the mischief.

"Yes." He stated as if it were nothing.

"Well what the fuck is wrong with her!" Leah hissed in his face. He flinched slightly and cringed.

"I can't tell you. Only she can. It's not my place. If I was her I wouldn't want anyone to know so I suggest you respect her space for now." he snapped back.

"I sighed and laid down next to my Bella. Who was whispering things in her sleep.

"Tristan…I- I love you" She mumbled while going quiet again. The whole room went quiet and Jacob smiled slightly. I growled like an animal. Well technically I am an animal..

"Who the fuck is Tristan !" I asked clearly annoyed and angered.

"I don't know I hear her mumbling that name before I thought it was probably a boyfriend she left back at home." Leah shrugged clearly frustrated she didn't know anything about Bella's life back home.

"Let her wake up and then she can explain." Sam said while everyone got comfortable around her room. Leah and Emily went rummaging through her closet fixing up any messes while Kim cleaned up her room.

I hadn't known how long I fell asleep but I heard hushed voices whispering to each other and people walking around. My eyes fluttered open and was met with Paul's eyes who were hard and expressionless. What happened…

"She's awake." I heard him mutter and everyone gasped looking at me. Leah and Emily ran out of my closet and then everything became eerie quiet.

"Bella.. You should tell them. They have a right to know everything now. We're your family and you should let your family know what happened" Jacob explained and I sighed.

Well I guess it's now or later. Might as well get it over with.

"Okay," I whispered.

"Who's Tristan?" Paul asked coldly and very blunt. A tear escaped my eye and I looked down avoiding any one's gaze.

"My son." I stated firmly.

MUAHAHAHA CLIFF HANGER !!!! :] Sorry I am in a very evil mood today. But do not worry next chapter will be up today ! I plan on finishing this story before my break ends.

For those who hate me at this moment ;)

Don't hate yet. You'll see what's going to happen :]