Chapter 10.

Bella Point of View.

"My son." I stated firmly.

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"Excuse me. Your what ?" Seth asked clearly not believing what he was hearing.

"My Son. Tristan." I confirmed but tears continued falling. I still never looked up and didn't even want to reignite the look on their faces.

"YOUR WHAT !!!!" Everyone yelled at the same time and I flinched. Jacob came over and rubbed my back soothingly. I looked up and smiled at him and he smiled back.

"You have a damn son and you never told us !" Seth squeaked in horror. I looked up to see Paul starring at me like I killed his puppy.

"What the fuck. How did you ? When ! Why ! WHO !" Leah asked while shaking me. I flinched and she let go.

"Let me explain !" I glared at all of them and they looked away embarrassed. No one gets the fucking right to judge me. Screw them all.

"Go Ahead." Jacob urged encouraging me. I bit my lip and started the story that definitely did not have a happy ending.

" I was 17 at the time. Exactly one year ago. Back then I was stupid and irresponsible. One day at a party at my boyfriend's house, we got drunk." I heard Paul growl and everyone glared at him. I ignored him and started the story.

" I forgot how many shots I had taken and somehow we ended up in his bedroom. I'll spare you all the details but yes we had sex." Paul growled again and I heard the girls cursing at him for interrupting and for being a jealous asshole. I smirked a little and continued.

" A few weeks later, I realized that I missed my period and I began getting sick a lot lately. My best friend, Sydney bought me a couple pregnancy tests. I remember crying my eyes out as she held me while we waited for the response thing. If I was a smiley face then I was pregnant and if it was a frown face then I wasn't. I remember making her look at it before me. The first thing she said was, " If it's a girl name it Sydney." I took a deep breath and continued while everyone was looking at me nodding for me to go on.

I took a quick look at Paul who's face showed hurt and pain but then anger flashed across his face.

" I cried for hours and Sydney kept assuring me it was going to be awesome to have a baby to spoil and how she was jealous of me."

" That night was the big homecoming game and well we had to go considering our befriends were on the team. So that night, we won the game I remember it was 18 to 6 and my boyfriend, Matthew wanted to celebrate. I was already nervous as it was cause of the whole pregnant thing and I had a case of word vomit back then. In one whole minute I had spilled out everything." Everyone gasped well mostly the girls and I continued to get it over with.

"I always liked Matthew." Leah commented while smiling and I smiled back.

" At first I was scared shitless. I thought he was going to be mad but what he did shocked me. He took out a Ring Pop. Those candy lollipops that are rings and slid it on my finger." Everyone laughed and I didn't dare look a Paul's face.

"I remember him saying something about how we were meant to be together and how he wanted to marry me ever since I was three. When I told him about the pregnancy thing he swing me around and kept kissing me saying how I made him the happiest man in the world." Another tear left my eye as I remembered the night. Leah starting bawling her eyes out and Jacob comforted her. I remembered what Paul told me. Female wolves could never have babies. This news made me cry even harder for Leah.

" So it was set. I was officially pregnant with his baby. And I even thought of names. If it was a girl I would have named it Sydney after my best friend and if it was a boy we would name it Tristan, after Matthew's best friend. One day we went for a monthly sonogram to see if the baby was doing okay and well the doctor confirmed it was going to be a baby boy." The girls awed at the news and Jacob chuckled. I cleared my throat getting ready to say the next part.

"One day I was on my way to the toy store with my friends to pick up some things. I decided we all split up much to their disagreement. So as I was walking down the isle I didn't notice the tall stack of boxes filled with toys stacked up high. It happened so fast and I didn't notice the boxes fall. One fell right on top of me." Everyone gasped in horror a million questioning running through their minds.

"I remember I had fainted and when I woke up my friends were crying in the corner and the doctor was looking at a blank screen. My baby had died. And it was all my damn fault I had a miscarriage." The next thing I knew I was in Paul's arms who wrapped them tightly around me whispering things into my ear but I refused to cry. I turned around and everyone was crying. Even Sam who was holding a ballistic Emily.

"Matthew never spoke to me again after that. He said I ruined his life for him and how much he hated me for taking away the one thing that mattered to him in a long time. And that was one of the reasons why I moved here. Back home everyone treated me differently like as if I was going to break any second. And today was the day he should have been born." Everyone looked at me.

"Oh Bella ! That was not your fault in any way and don't you even think it was!" Leah scolded me.

"God Bella. Don't blame yourself for what happened. Everything happens for a reason." Kim said. Emily was too upset to say anything so she just nodded.

Leah, Kim , and Emily hugged my tightly but soon they were led out of their rooms by their respective others. I heard doors slamming and I flinched.

I looked up to see Paul looking at me with sad eyes.

" No one should have gone through that." He said while wrapping an arm around me as my head hit the pillow.

He whispered things into my ear and I was just glad no one was going to judge me. Hopefully they would treat me the same as Bella. Just plain Bella.

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