Hello again my lovebirds! So here you go again, it's not that long but I'll try to make the next chapter a little bit longer ;) And if you want to make me happy: REVIEW! Love!

"Really Michelle, you have nothing to be embarassed about. Actually I've been thinking about that moment more often than you could even guess!"

Nicholas was holding me in his arms and trying to reassure me that I had done nothing wrong. I was so humiliated, why did I have to have no self control when it was about him? Those little bites we did when we were kissing were nothing, but drinking, really drinking from another vampire was something you couldn't just do like that. There are couple of occasions when we did drink from eachother; when a pair is in love they can drink from one another, it is in indication of affection and devotion to your significant other. It is a really intimate thing to do, not something to do at your first date. And then there is the other obvious occasion when a vampire, usually a female vampire, can drink from a fellow creature. Like I have told before, females in our race are thought as a delicate and fragile things, so to the male it's only natural not to let us hunt for blood by ourselves. We drink from blood banks or willing donors who are male vampires. They go, hunt and drink the human blood and then come to us and we, under our parents supervision, drink the fresh blood from them. It's stupid and unnecessary but for some reason that is the custom. My dad, being who he is, has always been very strict about who do Anna and I get to drink from if blood from blood banks isnt' available. And now I had attacked Nicholas' neck and drunk like a dehydrated beast!

"I'm so sorry Nicholas, I don't know what came over me! I haven't eaten in a while and I was hungry and and...ohh god!"

He laughed while he stroked my hair and lifted my chin so he could see my eyes.

"Don't be sorry about anything, I quite enjoyed it. And actually your eating arrangements were one thing I was going to talk to you about soon, ofcorse your dad didn't left before making sure you and Anna had blood supplies arranged here. We have blood banks here for you to feed on, but now I am starting to think that they are useless, feel free to drink from me anytime you wish. I asked Robert to show Anna where to get blood so she won't be starving either. "

His words made my unbeating heart warm and a smile spread across my face.

"Thank you. But this will be the last time I am going to drink from you, you don't have to do that for me. I know that it isn't a thing you just do, I have been drinking from the same guy forever and my dad has made sure he would have no romantic feelings towards me. "

Suddenly his face darkened and his jaw tightened.

"And naturally I have no romantic feelings towards him what so ever..."

His face brightened again and I gave his lips a little peck, just to make sure he understood.

"That doesn't matter, you are not going to drink from any other guy from now on if I have anything to say about it. Or from bloodbanks. So honey, that leaves us with only one option, me. "

I couldn't believe he was offering his neck for my use! Calm down girl! Well okay a little hurray will do but nothing else! HURRAY! Now that this was settled I couldn't be happier to just cuddle in his arms while we lay down on my bed.

Time seemed to pass by unbelievable fast. Seemed like we could talk about anything. Well obviously not anything, me being the "ohh so weird Michael" was still my secret. My head rested on his chest while he drew patterns on my still naked skin with gentle fingers.

"Can I ask you something Michelle?"

Out of habbit I automatically stiffened and went trough many worst case scenarios in my mind about his question, one being the fact that somehow laying there he had found out my manly night actions. Absurd, I know.

"Mmm, aha?"

He chuckled at my responce and kissed my forhead, freeing me from my doubts.

"After that night in the training room... Why did you leave so quickly before I had woken up?"

I bit my lip while trying to decide what to tell him. And how to tell him without sounding like a total idiot.

"Well... I thought that maybe I was just a... a one night thing for you...I didn't want to be the one left there alone, feeling stupid and sad..."

Again he forced me to look in his eyes so I could see the seriousness on his face. He pulled me even closer to him as if wanting to melt me in to his own body.

"You are anything but a one night thing Michelle, you are... You are everything. I could never have sworn to your dad to do anything in my power to keep you safe and out of trouble and then use you like that! You know that now, right?"

Something in his words and tone made it impossible to think he wasn't telling the truth to me. He really ment it. And boy was I happy! As a gesture to show my understanding I started to inch my hands down south, eager to repeat our night in the training room. My mind was getting filled with wild ideas what we could do when suddenly his firm hand stopped my plans. I looked at him with guestioning eyes feeling afraid he didn't want me after all.

"Oh no darling, there will be no love action until I have made sure you really understand you are more than a one night stand to me. "

With a laugh he closed me in his arms and held me close to him.