A/N: I AM BACK FROM THE DEAD! Well…not really just back from the land of EVIL midterms –cries- I think I failed them all…
Jake- Your fault, you were writing instead of studying…
Me- Why can't you be more like Seth? He would understand =p
Jake- Ya but without me there would be no interesting home scenes with Jay
Me- ….on to the story….
I was afraid to fall asleep. I didn't want to have that nightmare to return, or finish for that mater. I got on the air mattress (mom bought one this morning) and counted the dark spots on the ceiling. When I finished counting, and if you want to know there was 103, I began talking to Jacob.
"Hey Jakey?" I asked, only calling him that when I wanted to be real nice, or wanted something, "You still awake?"
"Hmmm, am now. What up can't sleep?"
"Not exactly, I just wanted to know," I paused trying to think of a fake question, "Are you doing anything tomorrow?"
"Why couldn't this wait till tomorrow?" he asked looking concerned.
"Because, we have to wake up early," I lied, "I wanted you to come fishing with me. Billy already went so he's pretty tired, so do you want to go?"
"Why don't you ask Seth?" Jacob said turning over.
"Jakey! Because we don't spend quality time together."
"You mean you injuring me isn't quality time?"
"Jake" I sighed.
"Sure, Sure, I'll go. Just go to sleep," he said already snoring. I wish I could sleep, I wish I could.
I didn't sleep at all that night, so I was more of a zombie then Jacob was. We rented a boat and sailed of to sea, or ocean. The water was freezing and the air was also cold. I felt very tired. It was too quiet, but before I could say anything I drifted, unwilling, of into a deep sleep. It was the same dream as the night before. I was in the woods with the russet wolf. We repeated the same movements as before. But instead of everything beginning to shake, I was drowning in the wolf's and my tears. The water was got though, over 100 degrees hot. I didn't struggle, I just kept still, I let the water surround me, and I let it drown me.