I quickly looked around my room, desperately trying to find a way NOT having to go to the Cullen's this weekend. Act sick? Nah...Carlisle once said his nose was better so it was easier to diagnose patients...so he could smell sickness which Alice probably could to...fuck.
Um Um...pretend you hurt yourself and can't go!!...No...That would probably GIVE her reason to drag me over there against my will...Damn.
Well....maybe if you CUT yourself...then maybe you can't go...you know...an open wound with Vampires? That might help...yeah.
Now...find a sharp object. I surveyed my room, but then remembered I didn't keep sharp stuff in my room since I'm the clumsiest person ever. If I had an army knife, I would probably most likely end up impaling myself while walking when I tripped. So...damn.
Maybe if I went to the kitchen and borrowed a knife for a second? Hmm...Or maybe use a razor from my shaving blade.
"Don't even think about it" I heard a silver voice call out.
I snapped my head to the direction of the voice and there sat Alice outside my window perched gracefully on the tree. God I hated her. I looked over at the clock.
"Your early" I said in a flat voice. She cocked her head slightly to the right at my tone.
"Yeah...Well when I got a vision of you cutting your arm with a huge ass butching knife, I rushed over. And may I add that you cut yourself on PURPOSE?" She narrowed her eyes at me...Bitch. Well...I had nothing to say at that so I just settled for glaring at her.
"Well?" She pushed.
"...So?" I drawled...plus... I thought jasper said her visions were starting to go...damn...when she finally gets one it's dealing with me...aren't I lucky?
"So?! Bella...you were going to purposely harm yourself! I know you may not want to come over but if you get hurt, do you know Edward would kill me?!" She snapped.
"I wouldn't mind it..." I mumbled under my breath...failing to remember her super vampire hearing skills....damnit. Alice's eyes widened at that...it was almost comical. And she seemed to be trying to find words as to what to say next. Ha...I just made a vampire speechless, sweetass.
"Bella...! Are you still made over that phone call...?!" She gasped...Actually...I forgot all about that. Well...another reason to hate her more, which is okay with me really. I felt my face contort into a glower, as my eyes turn hard and icy.
"Maybe" I spat.
"Um...okay...well, I'm sorry for that Bella, but Esme wants to spend time with you. Come for her then" She told me softly.
I tilted my head, pretending to ponder that thought.
"Okay" Then an evil thought entered my mind.
"Plus, I want to show her the gift Edward gave me. He said it's his 'heart'. Isn't it sweet of him?" I smiled sweetly.
I watched as her face fell and paled...if that was possible for vampires?
"Wha-What?" She stuttered.
I pointed to the heart that decorated my chest. It shone gently in the light that the lamp created.
"Isn't it sweet of him though? I know I'm not a big fan of gifts. Especially one's that cost money like this one defiantly must have, but it just means a lot. He said it's his heart and that I should take care of it since it belongs to me. Then he told me he loved me and left...after a hot passionate kiss...like rated R stuff hehe" I giggled. I knew I was being a big major BITCH for rubbing it in...And exaggerating a bit, but she hurt me and I wanted to see how real this was to her.
Alice just idly nodded with a dazed look as she stared at the pendant. I could tell by the look on her face...That she was indeed IN love with my boyfriend...and her brother...dad was right...that does sound weird.
But I could tell that her heart was slightly breaking while she looking at this pendant. I smugly smirked. I knew it was a B move but I couldn't help it. She hurt me and to see her hurting made me feel a dark satisfaction. I hated her. She was no longer my friend or sister. I WANTED to see her hurting and this made me happy. I didn't care if that made me a bitch.
"...you can't stop starring...Is it that pretty?" I smiled. Alice seemed to snap back to reality.
"Oh yeah! It's so gorgeous! My brother has great taste!" She laughed...Yeah that's right! He's your BROTHER!!
"I know right?... ruby red...color of blood. What a pun right?" I laughed. Alice laughed along but it sounded majorly strained...time to act like caring friend...*gag*.
"Alice are you okay? You sound kind of down?" I asked, trying to pretend I was concerned.
"Oh yeah, I'm totally fine! Now you need to pack some stuff...you don't need to worry about clothes! We can get that covered" She smiled as I groaned...shopping...oh joy.
"I really don't mind packing clothes...we don't have to go shopping" I informed her.
"Oh don't be silly Bella bean! Esme wants to! " She giggled. I just stared at her blankly...did she just call me Bella bean? Was that a tiny little jab for rubbing the necklace in?
"Okay fine...for Esme then" I emphasized.
"Okay cool! You pack, I'll go to the front door, like a normal guest and tell Charlie the plans" She said cheerfully.
"Sounds like a plan" I said unenthusiastically. She elegantly jumped from her branch and disappeared and a few seconds later I heard our door bell.
I just sighed, not looking forward to this weekend...I could just tell it was gonna be a mental battle with her. Getting in our little snide comments when we could. Like just now! Like Seriously? BELLA BEAN? Who calls someone that?
Yeah well I got a little name for her and its TWO FACED LITTLE PIXE WHORE SLUT BITCH!!!...talk about original.
I just grumbled to myself as I randomly threw stuff together in my bag. I grabbed my bag of toiletries and bounded down the stairs. When I got to the bottom I saw Alice and Charlie in pleasant chit chat...*sigh* if only he knew what a TWO FACED LITTLE PIXE WHORE SLUT BITCH that she was....he would try to shoot her for hurting me.
Charlie turned to me.
"Have fun this weekend Bells" HE told me as he smiled that smile that makes him look 20 years younger...And "Bells" is a nickname.....not BELLA BEAN... I don't think I will ever get over that.
"I'll really try dad...like REALLY...Like give it my all, for you and Esme" I declared...letting him know how much I DIDN'T want to go over there. Charlie looked confused for a split second before Alice cut in.
"Ha-Ha Oh Bella Bean! You are soooo funny!" She faked laughed...even a deaf person would know that was fake as fake can get.... Like this was faker the Pamela Anderson's boobs or Heidi montags face!!
And she glared at me...If looks could kill....
"Well we better get going Charlie! Don't want to keep mom waiting" She said. She turned back to me and grabbed my hand...a little harder then necessary I thought I might add. And drug me out of the house.
And my Dad was suppose to be a chief...some chief police man!...His daughter is practically being kidnapped against her will (( aren't all kidnappings against peoples will??)) right in front of him!! And does he do something? No!
"Get in" Alice snarled once we got to the car parked outside my house. Her tone surprised me so I jumped and grabbed the door handle and rushed inside the black sedan.
"What the hell Bella?!" She snapped.
"What?" I asked surprised...normally this would piss me off, but she was kinda scaring me.
"Look, I know you're mad at me but you don't have to be all drama queen about it" She spat.
I was speechless...I didn't know what to say, so I just looked out the windshield.
About ten minutes later we arrived at the Cullen's house....if you could it that....more "Cullen's mansion" fits better.
I opened the car door and started walking to the front door when it opened up by itself ((GHOST!!)) and Esme glided through the door way and threw her arms around me and gently squeezed me to her in a motherly hug.
"Come inside Bella" She said softly...If you imagined what feathers would sound like, it would be her voice. I couldn't help but feel happy around her.
"Okay" I smiled as she led me inside.
Once we stepped in I couldn't help but inhale a big breathe. I haven't been here since the Edward and Jasper fight, which technically wasn't that long ago but it seemed forever ago, years even. A lot has happened since that day.
That day I found out my boyfriend was sleeping with my best friend, was hurt greatly, found comfort in the oddest of places. Jasper, My savoir. I honestly have no idea what I would do without him. If I was told two weeks ago that my boyfriend was going to sleep with my best friend and that Jasper and I would find comfort in each other, I would have laughed. You just wouldn't think you would with quite, shy, and polite Jasper, Who turns out to be something else entirely. I smiled at the thought.
But Jasper....was just...Amazing. He was kind and put your needs before his own. He was selfless, and I could tell he thought he was anything but that. He was ashamed of himself I guess you could say. You could just tell by looking deep in his eyes. He never has told me his life story and I doubt he ever will now since I went all psycho on him....courtesy of TWO FACED LITTLE PIXIE WHORE SLUT BITCH!!
But it was also a little my fault...ok it was my entire fault but... I was hurt for practically the same reason only the day before!
Maybe I was afraid to let him in fully so when TWO FACED LITTLE PIXE WHORE SLUT BITCH kissed him, I shut him out, pushed him away...just like he said. I just didn't want to get hurt again...I wasn't in my right mind...I should have listened to him, believed him. I knew he would never hurt me like Edward has...But I went on auto pilot and screwed up majorly.
Way to go Bella.
I sighed.
"Are you ok Hun?" Esme asked with worry in her eyes.
"Oh yeah,I still just feel bad for that fight that took place" I pointed to the new window. She outright laughed.
"Don't! It's okay; it was my son's that were fighting! It's not your fault. You tried to stop it in fact!" She smiled. I couldn't help but laughing in return.
"Not that smartest move I guess" I giggled. She laughed with me.
"You always have been brave with us Bella" She Grinned softly.
"I think I'm going to go to bed, is that okay?" I asked.
"Of course! I think it may be better actually. Alice wants to start early" She smiled. I tried smiling but it felt at contorted so I immediately gave up.
"Night" I said softly as I made my way up the stairs.
"Night Bella" She said just as softly.
I made my way to Edward's room and hesitantly opened the door....last time I opened the door it was like watching live porn for a far too long split second.
I stepped in and shut the door behind me quietly...like people actually sleep in this house.
I looked over to the bed and saw my PJ's spread out with my bag of toiletries...Did she actually think i was going to sleep on that thing after she fucked my boyfriend on it? Ha! Yeah right!...the couch looks just as comfy..Plus...I never asked for that bed anyway...OH SHIT!!!
He didn't get that bed for me like he claimed!! He got it so he could fuck TWO FACED LITTLE PIXE WHORE SLUT BITCH on it!!!
Ewwww...
I ran over to the bed and quickly snatched my PJ's and toiletries off it. No doubt the sheets were changed and all but still...would you sleep in the bed your boyfriend fucked your supposed best friend on?...no...I didn't think so.
I went to the bathroom and got ready for bed and returned and plopped down on the couch staring at that evil, sin infested thing! I realized that I had no blankets to use...fuck. And no way was I using anything from that bed!! Not even the Duvet like I did that one time...
A shiver of disgust ran down my spine as I thought of that. I could go ask for another blanket but they would ask why...the bed is plenty warm with just those covers...just I was just free stylin it...
No blankets tonight Bella. I just sighed as I got comfortable on the couch and reached over and turned the lamp of, darkness immediately swallowing up the room. I shut my eyes, getting ready for dreamland to sweep me up and take me for the night. I thought about how tomorrow was going to go...or the whole weekend...Not ever has two days looked sooo long in my entire life...
~~~~~~~ To be continued~~~~~~~~
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