Alright, I've decided that I'm going to put up the list of which songs go to which characters at the very end. That way there's no spoilers or anything while you're reading. So without any further ado, here is Xaldin!
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Xaldin
Xaldin sat at the empty bar, the smell of smoke still lingering. He fingered his cup of scotch. He'd downed three already. But that was like a drop in the bucked for him. He knew he was a mess, but no one seemed to pay any attention to him, unless he was needed for something. He knew he was hard and hollow, but he couldn't help but wonder, what if he weren't? What if he just pulled himself together, and tired to get to know some of them? Would it change anything? Would someone miss him if his time were suddenly up? Would it matter at all?
No. He answered himself. It wouldn't. You've tried before. Tried so hard. But nothing seems to work.
But the questions kept coming. If he were gone tomorrow, would someone lose sleep? Would anyone care if he just up and left? Would anyone have been happy to have known him? He wanted to be someone he'd like better. But he couldn't change himself. No one could. There's been tons of chances he just didn't take.
His fingers tightened around the glass. Stop reminding me. Stop it! STOP! He stood, and threw the cup across the room as hard as he could. It shattered against the far wall. He slammed his fists on the bar. He felt a bone snap, but he couldn't feel the pain. The internal agony was just too deep…
Awww...this one makes me cry. But then, so does the song, so that makes sense. Don't forget to review!