Author's Note: Thanks for the reviews. It might end the next chapter. Probably not though since I haven't had that much time and have been making short chapters. Sorry about that

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Everyone has those embarrassing moments that make them want to die. I just happen to have one of those every day. Now that I called Usagi cute I'd be dead for sure. I'm not sure if he even heard me say that other guy was cute. Once he heard cute and his name in a sentence together it was over for me. Why me?

And now that guy was walking up to me. "Need any help?" It was so weird thinking another guy was cute. I mean I thought Kyo Ijuuin was cute and Nowaki was cute in that big teddy bear way…but this guy was just adorable.

"Yeah! Thanks. Sorry about what I said back there. You just look so tiny compared to Miyagi but I guess that's the same with me and Usagi-san." I poured ice into the cooler and began filling it with drinks.

"No problem. I'm Shinobu Takatsuki. Wait, are you and Usami together?" Nothing got passed this kid. "Because that would give us something in common. Miyagi is my boyfriend." What? No way!

"Yeah I'm with him. It's the first time I've been with anyone." I never forgot how lucky I was. I found someone I love on the first try. Shinobu helped me carry the cooler back to the blanket and by then we were already friends.

I handed out drinks and was a little worried when I got to Miyagi. "So, you think Shinobu is cute?" Yikes this guy might be scarier than Usagi-san.

"Well we have that in common right? I already have someone anyway he just reminds me of…I don't know." I handed him a drink.

"You have somebody?" Why'd he sound so surprised? I was a bit of an airhead but not that bad. I looked over at Usagi. He almost fell out of his chair. Hehe.

I sat under the umbrella with Usagi. "I'm tired Usagi-san. Going to the beach is a lot of work." I put my head in his lap.

"You were the one who planned this." Usagi ruffled my hair like he always did.

"Yeah. So you could have a nice time somewhere." Oh man! That was supposed to be a secret plan. It must be because I was half dead but I was saying all types of things I normally wouldn't. Usagi just gave me that look. The one that said "you are going to get it later." I always had to open my big mouth. But Usagi had fun so I guess it'd be okay.

Everyone decided to head home but Usagi wanted to stay. So Aikawa drove home Todo. I didn't really know what he was up to, but I honestly wasn't up for anything. I packed everything up and put it back in the car. I was a little sunburnt and very tired. Whatever odd request Usagi had would have to wait until tomorrow.

I slid in the car while Usagi shut the trunk. I leaned my head against the window and looked at the lights on the pier. Everything looked so beautiful lit up like this. I was glad we stayed until it got dark. I watched the Ferris wheel and my memories drifted back to another night.

I was tired and ready to go home that night Usagi took me on a date. We ate at some fancy restaurant. I remember Isaka interrupted and I got so jealous because I didn't know anything about Usagi-san. It made me mad that I was the one with him and I didn't know anything.

And later that night in the Ferris wheel Usagi found out I was jealous. Now that I think about it all my emotions pretty much are laid right on my face. That night was the night I realized I had fallen hard for Usagi and I had no hope of ever finding anyone else. I don't think I'll ever tell him that though.

Usagi got in the car and followed my eyes to the Ferris wheel. "Misaki, do you still remember that night on the Ferris wheel?" How did Usagi always know everything I was thinking? I guess that's what happens when you find your soulmate.

"I'll always remember that night Usagi-san." There were so many things going through my mind that night, but tonight was different. There was only one thing. I love you Usagi-san. It made my heart pound and my head hurt. "That night…I found out I probably won't ever be able to be with somebody else." I couldn't get out those three little words, but I had to let Usagi know how I felt somehow.

Usagi started the car. "Misaki I'm going to take you some place special. It might take a while so you can sleep until then." Some place special? I never knew where that could be with Usagi. I closed my eyes and let the dream world pull me in because I didn't know where I'd be when I woke up. But before I was asleep I let my hand find Usagi's where it was always resting in the middle of our seats.