Hey people. I got my 3 reviews! And now the theme song for this chapter Is OPEN YOUR EYES BY SUM 41!!!!! YA!!! Taylor my bff suggested it. This song is sort of what Bella and Edward's relationship is right now. They are opening there eyes. SO LISTEN TO IT THROUGH THE CHAPTER! And other songs that will be in here are:

Amazing because it is- the almost

Lithium- evanescence

Ellie!

I woke up and took a shower getting ready for school. Its been 2 weeks since the incident where I had to use Edwards shower and I fell asleep on his bed. We have been friends. He does talk to me more than he talks to anyone else. Especially at lunch. We have our silent conversations. Rose and Emmett are together and so are Alice and jasper. And rose keeps telling me that they are waiting for Edward and me to be more than friends.

I mean my love for him has grown stronger.

There's no doubt about that.

And since I don't have a ride to school anymore cuz Emmett bought a jeep that everyone rides in, other than me because there is no room, so Edward picks me up every morning now.

As I waited at the door, I see Edward just tart to get out of his house and I go out and meet him at his car.

"hey." I say.

"hi." He says. He is still quiet. And guarded.

The drive was silent, which is always normal. He wasn't much of a talker.

Then once we arrived at school he walked me to all of my classes making them less boring. Then when lunch came we sat at our own table this time.

"what's your favorite color?" he asks randomly.

"green and black." I say. green because of his eyes and black because…well black is awesome.

"Mine is blue and black." He says.

"Why? I thought it was red?" I ask.

"Well…ill tell you another time. What's your favorite flower?" he asks.

"Ones that are dead….im kidding. I like those rare blossoms you told me about the first day I met you." I say. He smiles.

"Me too." He says softly.

Then lunch ended. And once I finished all my classes I was about to head to Edwards car when I got stopped by 3 preppy girls.

"Are you and like Cullen like going out?" she asks.

"Like no." I say.

"Oh…like can you like ask him out for like me?" she asks hopeful.

"LIKE SURE!" I say. She grins widely.

"Are you like serious?" she asks.

"Like…eat shit." I say and walk to his car.

"What was that about?" he asks.

"That girl wants to go out with you and I told her to eat shit." I say. He laughs.

"Good one." He says and we head to my house.

"Thanks for the ride." I say and get out of the car. I then enter my house or second hell as I call it and I go up to my room. Rose was doing her homework and jazz was in the loft playing video games.

I had finished my homework so I decided to go climb the tree in the middle of our house.

As I got outside i saw the tree and started to climb. As soon as I reached the top of the trunk I sat down. The glass was still there. As soon as I got the glass in my hands I started chipping it into a heart. Once I finished I put it back next to me. I then realized that, there was a piece of glass in my finger.

I then picked it out but It started to sting.

I then looked around to see if anyone can maybe help. Carlisle was at work and as was esme. I then saw Edwards's window. I decided to climb up the tree and into his room. As I got in his room I sat on his bed. I then waited for Edward to return to his room.

Then Edward walked in his room and didn't even notice me and walked to his bathroom looking at a magazine. I coughed.

He then looked up startled.

"How in the hell did you get in here?" he asks.

"The window." I say.

"How long have you been doing that?" he asks.

"awhile." I say. He looked curious.

"I had to do this once. Jasper was over and Charlie was on his way home and we didn't have enough time to go through the front door so I just jumped." I say.

"y-you just jumped?! Bella! You could have died!" he yelled. I flinched. He noticed and his face softened.

"Im sorry I worried you." I say. He just smiles and sits next to me on his bed.

"you want to listen to some music?" he asks quietly looking at the floor.

"Yeah." I say.

He then gets up to go to his stereo and puts in a CD that I didn't recognize.

Then a heavy metal-screamo-rock filled the room. Then I heard a velvety voice sing.

"is this you?" I ask astonished.

"yeah." He says shyly.

"Wow. Your really good Edward. You know, my friend James back in phoenix knows a record producer. Do you want me to give him a CD?" I ask. He looks up at me just then.

The emotion in his eyes told me so much. Happy, then sad, then confused. But then his eyes filled with love.

"I would love to." He whispers.

"Great! Make me a CD and I'll send it to him. His cousin is best friends with this dude so you'll have the connections!" I say. he smiles showing all his teeth.

"can I hear one of your songs?" I ask.

"which one?" he asks.

"I don't know. Play me a soft melody." I say. he nods and gets his acoustic guitar and starts to play the tune.

I was so scared of everything you put in front of me
I've been marching to every part of me
Just to see
see
Why you need me to be
The boy you need me to be

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
And now I'm found
Was blind but now I see

I just wanna see

I'm the type of person who lets fear drive
I'm the type of guy that lets it drive
Cause I'm addicted, I'm needy
I'm lost without you
I need you
I need you

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
But now I'm found
Was blind but now I see

Amazing grace (amazing grace)
How sweet the sound (how sweet)
That saves a wretch like me (that saved a wretch like me)
I once was lost
But now I'm found (you know I'm found)
Was blind but now I see

Amazing grace (you're amazing)
How sweet the sound (you're amazing)
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost (it feels so bad when you're lost and alone)
But now I'm found
Was blind but now I see

Once he finished I was astounded. I wanted him to continue, and sing forever. His voice was like honey, tricking down a water fall full of pure honey. So sweet and pure.

He then looked at me as if to say 'what do you think?' I smiled as wide as possible and grabbed him in a hug. He was shocked by the touching, and awkwardly but yet warmly wrapped his arms around me.

"was it that bad?" he whispers.

"no it was that good!" I say. he laughs.

"can you sing or play?" he asks. I nod.

"piano. You want to hear?" I ask. He nods and I grab hold of his hand and we travel downstairs past his parents and to his grand piano in the insolated room. I saw that he had all his instruments in here. He got up and placed his electric guitar in hand. Sat on the bench and began to play and sing. I started with some evanescence.

Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, but God I wanna let it go

at this point Edward began to play the guitar making it sound perfect.

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?

Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow

Don't wanna let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go, let me go

Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?

Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, stay in love with mmm
I'm gonna let it go

Once I finished he just stared at me smiling.

"what?" I ask.

"nothing. You sing beautifully." He says. I blush.

"I should be heading home. Ill just climb back out your window okay?" I ask. He nods and heads up stairs with me.

But before I leave he says "come back tomorrow." I nod and leave.

This day couldn't have been more perfect. Till Charlie was waiting in my room. Angry.

What do you think?????? And in the lyrics I didn't correct the words to make them more proper because it was how it was written. So please just deal. I DO NOT OWN THE SONGS! That was a disclaimer. I love all the reviews! They r awesome!

ellie