Bro. 2 chapters in a couple days that's amazing! It feels good. I still need to write a fight seen tho… I think im going to have Edward fight someone. Omfg I know! Buttttttt… I cant say you will just have to wait:] well love always.

Ellie

Epov

I seen her walk into biology. Well I wouldn't call it walking more like limping. I had to know what was wrong. I was going crazy to the point of suicide. But I would never tell my family that.

I seen her flinch horribly as the teacher put his hand on her back, as if she was in pain. I wanted it to go away.

"b-bella?" I stuttor.

She didn't bother moving.

"im taking you home bella." I say. She still didn't bother to look at me.

"bella look at me." I say more sternly.

Then she looked at me.

For the first time in a month she actually looked at me.

I was horrified at the face I seen. I wasn't horrified at her but myself. I did this.

Her cheeks all but were sucked in, her eyes literally black to the point I thought for a second they were contacts, she was deathly skinny, and she…she had a black and puple bruise on her face.

Where the fuck did that come from?

Who the fuck was hurting bella?

"bella where did you get that bruise from?" I asked madly. She flinched away from my tone and I felt horrible.

"its none of your business." She says.

None of my business my ass.

"bell im taking you home. You can tell me in the car." I say grabbing her hand a little too roughly and regretting it when she gasped in pain and cradled her hand to her chest.

Holy shit.

I hurt her.

My eyes widened and I rushed out of the biology room.

I went to my car and placed my head in my hands and cried.

I hurt her.

BPOV

He grabbed my hand and I gasped in pain. That to was bruised from mike.

I didn't look at him as he ran out of the room.

He was disgusted with me.

I kept my head down through the whole class and decided to skip p.e. and just go home. I seen fuckward in his car, with his head in his hands…crying?

I shook my head. He couldn't be crying.

i didn't take a car to school anymore either. I just walked.

So I just walked in the rain.

I finally got home and climbed up the tree through the window so Charlie wouldn't hear. But clumsy me, I slipped and was hanging from the window.

"fuck!" I yelled.

The only thing I could do was try to pull myself up or drop. I tried to go with the first option and pull myself up but it didn't go to well. I closed my eyes and let go.

I dropped to the ground and felt a shooting pain in my feet from hitting the floor to hard. My twisted ankle hurt 10 times worse.

Pain just went through my body as I laid there paralyzed. I needed to get up.

I shakily lifted my hands and gathered myself up and limped heavily into my car. Charlie was obviously awake now and I don't think I could handle a beating. So I got out and limped over to the cullens house.

I knocked on the door, esme answered.

"bella!" she hugged me tightly and I whimpered.

"oh! im sorry! Come in please!" she says. I nod and limped inside.

"what happened?" she asks.

"fell from my window." I whisper. Her hands went up to her face.

"oh no! here let me have Carlisle come home to check on you!" she says getting the phone.

"no its okay. Um…I just wanted to know if it was okay if I went to sleep here. I think I woke up Charlie and…and I don't think I would be able to make it through another beating today." I say ashamed.

"sweetie you are always welcome. Theres a guest room next to alices room." She smiled. I thanked her and walked up stairs.

"oh and esme!" I call out.

"yes?" she says.

"can you wake me up before they all come home?" I ask.

"yes dear." She says sadly.

"thank you." I whisper.

I walk up the stairs and into the guest room. The room was a pretty blue and the sheets and duvet were all white I limped out of my clothes and into my undershirt and underwear and into the bed.

I am so cold.

I wrapped the big duvet over me but I still stayed cold.

I closed my eyes and imagined myself with him. I imagined him breathing on my neck as he held me. his soft and big hands nested on my stomach. His lips pressed against my neck.

I soon fell asleep and didn't have nightmares this time.

(a/n I was going to stop here but I think I will continue:])

Bpov

I heard shouting.

I shot my eyes open and looked at the clock next to me.

9:06 PM

Holy shit!

I got out of bed and put my clothes on and rushed down stairs. I seen esme cooking and they were all on the couch. I snuck into the kitchen without them seeing me.

"esme! I thought you were going to wake me up!" I whispered.

"I tried to but you were almost dead asleep. And it looked like you haven't slept in months so I let you rest. The family doesn't know you're here so you can do what you please honey." She smiled warmly. I smiled slightly and hugged her.

"thank you again." I say and walked out to the door and opened the handle.

"bella?" I heard Emmett say quietly. I turned quickly. He was coming down the stairs with a blanket.

"Emmett. Shh!" I say quietly.

"what are you doing here?" his voice broke as tears came into his eyes.

"I fell from my window. And woke up Charlie. And I needed to sleep." My voice cracked at the end and he dropped the blanket and hugged me.

"shh. Its alright. Its okay." He soothed to me.

"i-I need to get home." I say.

"no! rose and jasper are here! Stay please!" he says tears falling.

"i-I cant Emmett." I say.

"its because of him isn't it? Don't separate yourself fro us because of Edward!" he was starting to get loud making me flinch into the door.

"Emmett?" I heard jasper say. Jasper then looked at me.

"bella?" he asks.

"i-I need to go." I say and rush out the door and limp into my car and start it.

I heard them all call my name as I went down the street.

Where was I going?

Somewhere alone.

It started to snow and it kept getting heavier and heavier. Soon I got lost.

Soon I just parked and got out of my car and walked into the forest. I think I walked for a few hours before I found a really beautiful meadow. I then went into the middle and laid down.

I wished….edward….would find me.

Don't waste your time Isabella.

Maybe my conscious was right.

Ok! Tell me how it is and review!

Ellie

Oh and heres a disclaimer!

Me: hey guys im back!

Edward: ELLIE! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!

Me: that's cute. Lol.

Emmett: I looooooove you ellie belly!

Me: love you to monkey man

Rose: YAY! YOUR BACK!

Me: haha I knowwwwww:]

Bella: ellie!

Me: bella! Wanna share Edward now that im back?

Bella: cant. I changed my mind over the months. Sorry.

Me: fuck my life! Oh well I got mr. Michael Jackson ;]

Michael Jackson: hee hee:]

Edward: Isabella! Didn't your mother teach you how to share!

Jasper: yeah! and to let people watch!

Alice: jasper hale!

Jasper: sorry sweetheart.

Me:….okayy?...well this is a…

Michael Jackson and Edward: DISCLAIMER!...

Edward: that's my line!

Me: oh lord.

(I don't own anything!)