Authors Notes: Hey guys!! Wow I can't believe that it's been almost 3 years since I've wrote a story. I've been caught up with the busy life, but now I have time to get back into reading all the fics…and having all of the urge to write again, so please forgive me for my non edited stories and with this new chapter I just typed away…so please tell me what you think bad or good!!! Thanks, Nicca
So Scott and Marie's day began with common sense hitting them so hard that they both woke up. They both realized that they have both made mistakes, even though both have agreed that it was not wrong to have been taken place the night before.
"Rogue I know on how you feel, but now the question is that do you regret that you gave your virginity to me instead of Logan?" Scott said with a hint of worry on his face.
"Well to tell you the truth Scott, I haven't really never pictured being with you, ever, but I don't regret it. I only wished that it had been with Logan but I can't take any of this back. I know that we were both emotional and let our emotions get to us and I know that I mainly pitied myself because I always thought that Logan would never want me and I always have seen myself with him and no one else's and I got sick and tired of waiting for him, so I am sorry for the immature thing we've done, but I don't regret on what physical things that happened last night because it, you made me feel wanted and I have no hard feelings. Do you?"
"No, I have no regret for this too, I still love Jean and hate that it's over between us, I mean I can't feel the love that she had once for me maybe it's just her coming back all of a sudden, I still have hope though if that means something at all."
"I does mean something. I must tell you that Carol helped pushed me to doing this with you as a revenge at Logan. What can I say? Other than she's knows what she wants but she just goes over board."
"Well I guess she sees on how you feel about Logan, but is somewhat ticked at him that he's clueless about how you feel about him."
"Hmmm, well I guess so I mean she is a rebel, (paused) so what do we do now?"
"I should take a shower and then get dressed and then you go take your turn and then just deal with reality afterwards. So while I'm in the shower it'll give us both to think about on how to face the love of our lives." With that said, Scott gave her a kiss on the temple and gathered all of his clothes and headed into her bathroom to take a shower leaving Marie to herself alone under the blankets and on the bed where she just lost her virginity to her former teacher and X-Men team leader, contemplating on how she's going to explain to Logan on what happened because she knows that when he comes near her or her room that she would smell hers and Scott's scents and would not know on how he would react, as the minutes went by Scott entered her room fresh and cleaned.
"Do you want me to stay with you?" Scott said while sitting on her bed next to her while rubbing her right shoulder with his left hand.
"No it's okay, I'll be alright I guess I'll head into the shower." She said with a smile.
"Okay, so I'll see you later?"
"Okay."
"See you later Rogue." Scott said while kissing her temple for the last time before leaving. After the door closed both sighed knowing on the consequences on what is going to happen.
"Crap." Was all that Marie can say before heading into the shower, followed by cleaning her room to distract herself which failed. At this point she and Scott locked themselves in both of their rooms and to have this time alone, all that Marie can do was just burry herself under her new clean sheets and blanket, and recapped on the wonderful physical feelings that she encountered last night and it had scared her because she thought that she would be crying over this, over the fact that she didn't give her virginity to Logan like she also planned and then thought of her sadness into thinking and the constant feeling that Logan would never want to think of her other than a kid and putting the final nail on the coffin by calling her "kid." Which is the other reason on what lead her to sleeping with Logan's friendly enemy, all of these thoughts caused her to fall asleep.
Later into the afternoon she was awakened by a man calling out her name and knocking on her door which could only be one man…Logan. So he rose from her bed slowly but surely made her way to the door and then opened it. She let Logan in and closed the door.
"Hey." Logan said
"Hey."
"I was just checkin' on how you're doin'"
"I'm doing okay I guess"
"No you're not and I can see it," During the long pause between them Logan smelled a familiar scent. "Marie," Her real name rolling off of his lips as a signal of sincerity "What was Scott here? I can smell him everywhere in you room (another 3 second pause) and I can smell him on you. Marie you didn't did you?"
"Logan, I…we.." was all that Marie could say.
"Why in the HELL would you do that, WHAT would cause you to? For God sakes Marie?" A raged up Logan said.
"Because"
"Because, what?"
"Why would you care anyways? It's not your life?" Marie was starting to get fueled up with anger by Logan's reaction.
"I know it isn't, FUCK! I promised…"
"You PROMISED WHAT??!" Marie yelling back at him now.
"To protect you."
"What? Protect me from Scott? He isn't dangerous at all Logan at least not to me."
"He's in love with Jean."
"I know, but I guess you didn't know that since you kissed Jean."
"What? What are you talking about?" Logan said while in total shock after being busted with the truth.
"I saw you kiss her back at Alkali Lake…and I'm not the only one that saw you and why are you just realizing that he loves Jean or acknowledging their relationship now which mind you that you haven't done that before?"
"I don't know"
"Well you know now Logan."
They sat in silence for minutes, to just cool off. Letting themselves breathe they both just felt tension and a whole lot of it.
"I know it's not my right to intrude Marie"
"It isn't and trust me I know that Jean would find out and prolly won't react to it at first but would still feel something' the consequences must all be dealt with and Scott and I would have to deal with head on."
"Did it hurt?" a familiar question hitting the air.
"What?" Marie asked in confusion.
"When you lost your virginity?" Marie knowing that Logan didn't mean it in a stupid dumb way, she knew that he was asking her if she felt pain.
"Somewhat, but then again it's expected when females lose their virginities."
"How do you feel?"
"A lot of things and all of them not happy. All I know that the you in my head wants a delicious beer." Both shared a genuinely laugh.
"You're not legal to."
"Well this November I will be…in Canada." Marie said with a smile.
"That is true, but I guess for now you'd have to suppress your depression and negativity with a nice cold soda."
Marie laughs "Yeah I guess, good old soda, I can't believe all of these things had to happen to me about who my real parents are, that I have a brother who hates that his parents are mutants, Carols' death and now Scott. It all seems unreal and of course fast. God Logan, so what do I do now?"
"Just take it easy, live your life and if anyone of these geeks have a problem with anything just telling me and I'll claw 'em for you." Finishing his sentence by taking his right hand up and releasing his claws with a grin.
"So that means that you'll be right there beside me when I need a lending hand?"
"Yeah you do and I'll help you get through it."
"Thanks Logan"
"No problem, Marie." With that said he turned to her and hugged her.
So things might just be all right all that Marie knows is that Logan would be beside her thought this. Even though that there might be tension between the two at least for a while.
Authors Notes 2:
So did that suck?? How'd I do…any suggestions??
THANKS for reading!!!
