A/N: I'm really pleased with all the reviews I got from you guys! They really help me continue writing this story since I know there's someone out there who wants to know how this will end up.

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I'm sorry if I use meters instead inches since it's easier for me. (I remember that I've mentioned Rose's and Emmett's height in chapter 4.) It's easy to google for a converter :D

One last thing: I don't know if you've already noticed but the names of the chapters are actually names of musics. I forgot to mention it earlier but it's better to say it now than never!

Terrified - Kara DioGuardi

Emmett POV

The music was playing really loud and Quil Ateara was our DJ. The party was rocking our place and everything seemed to be fine. Except me.

I had half of the world's population in my house, literally. And that was the annoying part.

Rose had shown up. Despite the things between us weren't good, she was in her right since she had been invited by Alice. What really pissed me off was the fact that her boyfriend was there with her and to complete the frame, it seemed that all Miami's students had showed up to spend X-mas holidays with Rose and Jasper.

When they arrived to my house I became sort of confused 'cause I had no idea who they were since they were all driving expensive pimped cars that I'd never seen around.

I figured everything out when I saw Rose sitting in a black convertible along with a guy and tons of girls surrounding her.

"Hot chicks! Who are they?" Rickman asked.

"I suppose it's Rose and her Miami friends. " I tried to sound more excited than I actually felt.

"OMG, they're here!"

"You knew 'bout them Alice?"

"Yes. I managed to get Rose's boyfriend phone number and asked Josh to bring along her closest friends…I knew the Hales would love my surprise."

"Closest friends? You have any idea how many they are?" I was pretty sure they were almost ninety.

"Relax Teddy Bear…Party time!" Alice sang.

That moment, they were all in MY house enjoying MY party, dancing MY music and using MY dance floor. I didn't know why I felt that way since I usually get on really well with everybody. Perhaps it was the fact that I was the only one who didn't like them at all.

Or maybe…maybe it was the fact that I had never seen Rose like that. I guess she was really partying the way she did when she was in Miami. And the worst part was to see that she was happy surrounded by all of them, laughing, drinking…smoking.

It was as if they were all from a different world with different ways of being and different life-styles and priorities. And Rose was one of them.

All of that really messed me up… 'Or should I say «Rose messed me up the first day I saw her»?'

"Em, c'mon let's dance. Are you okay?" Jessica asked feeling my hesitation.

I took her to the dance floor and pulled her tiny body against mine and tried to feel the music, tried to connect with Jessica's overflowing river of feelings coming towards me but I felt that there was this huge steel wall between us.

"Sorry…but…I suppose I'm not feeling that good. I think I'm going to my bedroom and rest a little. I'll be back later…"

"Do you want me to go?"

I noticed the naughty expression on Jessica's face.

"No, it's just a headache. It'll take an aspirin and I'll be right back." I played it innocent.

Even so, Jessica kissed my lips and I forced myself to kiss her back. Now, I was starting to feel a little bit tired of Jessica's presence, always with me. Okay, it was normal since we were dating…but…there was a part of me that didn't want her anymore.

I felt bad 'cause I knew for sure that my love for her had extinguished long time ago and that I was only using her…Rose's rejection hurt me a lot and I sort of turned to Jessica to prove that I didn't care 'bout what happened.

"I'm such a dumbass…" I murmured while I entered my bedroom. I didn't like to do those things…It is bad hurting people that have nothing to do with your problems.

I let myself fall into bed, yawning lazily. I really wasn't in the mood for parties, which was kinda strange.

The music was still vibrating on my ears and I had to admit that it was really infuriating. I got up and walked towards my balcony so that I could watch the forest that rested peacefully on my backyard. It was my sort of «adviser», if I could call it so. It had always helped me calm down and make my decisions. It was where I found shelter, my inner peace. It protected me ever since I remember living in Forks.

Yet, this time there was something in the landscape that made me angry. Why now? I saw HER red BMW parked right next to MY place. How the f*** had it even got there? I thought I'd seen her rocking with her girl friends on a black convertible!

That was the last thing I needed. I didn't want to hear about her anymore that night. I didn't want to see Rosalie and her loud friends and their stupid cigarettes and dirty dancing so I turned furiously and entered my bedroom just in time to hear something hit against the corridor walls.

I didn't worry 'cause Alice was always careful with breakable things. Maybe it was someone that was already drunk and didn't know where he was.

As I sat down on my secretary and prepared to boot my computer, my bedroom's door suddenly opened.

I couldn't tell who they were 'cause I had my lights turned off and I also think they didn't notice my presence. However, a moon ray entered my bedroom and hit her hair, making it glow like the finest gold.

I felt my chest burn from the inside out and my heart seemed to have fallen down to my feet.. Rose had her legs around Josh's torso and was only wearing her underwear.

I felt the animal growing inside of me; the rage was dominating my body. I tried to control myself so I got on my feet, trying to breathe calmly.

She noticed me and stopped kissing him. Her gaze met mine and I perceived something in her expression but I couldn't tell what it was.

'Rose, you don't want to do this.' I thought to myself. Or perhaps she wanted. She was probably a pro on that, taking them all up straight to her panties.

Still, she had rejected me. Not that I wanted to jump on to her panties. I just…I had bonded with her the first day I saw her. It wasn't just because she was the hottest thing I'd ever seen on my life…it was something else that I couldn't tell what it was. Even though, she kept on disappointing me.

"…am so sorry. We didn't know you were here!" I heard her saying.

I didn't answer and threw her one of my shirts so that she didn't have to stand there on those «circumstances».

"Are you okay?"

That question had been the last water drop.

"YOU'RE ASKING IF I'M FINE? I'm mean, we invite you and your friends to come here, you prepare to do whatever you were preparing to do and even ask ME if I'm FINE?"

Josh-dude tried to punch me but didn't succeed. "You don't want to do that, believe me." I warned.

"Josh, can you please wait outside?"

He glanced fiercely and it made want to laugh. He really thought a chicken like him could beat me? Not even in his greatest dreams!

"Please…"

Josh guy left and I heard him punching the walls and swearing, calling me unpleasant names that only made me want to smash him even harder.

I was way too disturbed to face Rose so I headed on to balcony. I heard her putting my shirt on, breathing calmly.

"What's going on, Em?"

I didn't know what to answer. I exhaled loudly, as if it could soften the entire situation.

"You know…you've been acting kinda strange all night."

"Oh…you did notice what we were actually doing between the cigarettes, the «sniffing» and the weed..."

"FYI, I don't sniff, 'kay. I'm trying to quit smoking but it's kinda hard. You don't have to be so harsh. You have no reason to be mad at me. I mean, you don't talk to me, you avoid me! What's going on with you?"

She came closer to me and even under the smell of smoke and vodka I could still sense her sweet perfume.

"Em…?" Rose whispered, almost as if she wanted to calm the beast down. She touched my hand but I pulled it away from her. I couldn't stand to be so close to her.

"Don't think I'm gonna let you do the same thing you wanted to do with Josh. I'm sorry but I don't date whores." I heard my mouth saying, viperously.

That moment, I couldn't control my body. It was like he had gained life and was making his own decisions.

I waited to see what she was going to do but I heard nothing so I turned to face her, expecting her to punch me or scream or whatever girls do but the only thing I saw were tears like pearls running down her face and her beautiful piercing stare.

"I…I thought you knew me better than that."

"What? I see you in those…I don't know, entering my bedroom and you tell me that you thought I knew you better than that?"

She walked a couple of steps back and let her body fall on my bed. "I thought you understood what I wanted."

My heart skipped a beat; my mind told me to wait but my body was being attracted towards her, forcing me to sit by her side.

"I knew this was your bedroom and I knew you were here. And I knew Josh was going to try something with me tonight so I kind of took us here so that…you know…"

"Hum…I see. Now you can go back to the party AND perhaps Josh can help you dress up."

"What's wrong with you?"

"You expect me to buy that story? I'm sorry but I have a terrible headache and I need to rest. Btw, don't use the bedroom next to mine 'cause I really have to sleep."

Her violet eyes rolled and when she turned her face to me, I saw a new expression, a mask of resolution and anger, power and painful joy.

Rose got up silently, undressed the shirt I had borrowed her and threw it away. Her amazon body, her perfect skin seemed to be glowing and it amazed me.

"Maybe you want to burn the shirt or something else…I don't know if I have any strange disease or something…" her penetrating voice echoed in my head.

I found myself on my feet again grabbing Rose's arm as gently as I could. Her expression hadn't changed: she was still wearing her warrior mask. I tried to find her violet eyes, but all I saw were ice rocks coldly indestructible.

My heart was blazing, pumping way too loud…it was the only thing I could hear…I saw her lips move, but the image became unclear, fuzzy, like a distant memory…and then black.

~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~O~

Golden dots…violet spheres like violet lilies…like a deep ocean. I felt warm. Secure. Safe. But empty. Blank like a piece of paper. Like an unwritten diary that had been left somewhere, forgotten, ignored.

Nevertheless, I began to see something staining the endless white horizon. I was a little kid again, about three years old. The sun was painting the sky with astonishing colours, dying it purple, red and orange, finishing one of its Prima Donnas: the flawless sunset.

"Come on Emmett. We have to go now. Everyone is waiting for us! You know uncle Caius has a surprise for you…"

"No! Why can't we stay a little longer? I wanna play!"

I was determined to stay in the playground a little longer so I ignored Esme's hand and went back.

"Come one sister, let the boy fool around…" I heard uncle Aro behind me, holding my mother's arm.

The only thing I remember next was seeing the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen until then.

A sea of golden hair was waving gently, the most beautiful frame for the most beautiful portrait. Two violet eyes glance at me and I felt strange. her perfect skin, a sea of happiness surround her. The little girl smiled at me and then she disappeared forever.

"Never do that again Emmett!" Esme angrily told me while picking me up.

"Mummy…I saw an angel…!" I whispered breathless.

Rosalie POV

Emmett was acting like a total jerk. I really wanted to punch him but I chose to behave like a terribly angry lady.

I was tired of handling such infantilism so I walked away from him fiercely, with steady footsteps towards the door when I felt his hand grabbing my arm. What did he want now?

I'd heard enough from him that night and I was really close to my boiling point.

"What do you want now moron? Let me go and ask Josh to help me get undress…"

Emmett's eyes rolled back and his heavy muscled body fell on the floor, unconscious.

I didn't know what to do. I reached my cell phone and dialled Alice's number but she didn't answer. Perhaps she couldn't hear because of the noise. I tried Jasper but his phone was dead.

I thought of calling Esme or Carlisle but I didn't want them driving like nuts through the night…I also didn't want to leave Emmett alone.

'Great…I'm in a house full of people but it's exactly the same thing as if I were alone…'

I tried to pick Emmett up so that I could put him in his bed but he was too heavy. 'Damn sexy muscles…' Nevertheless I couldn't leave him there near the door thus I pushed his body towards the bed. Then, I grabbed my cell phone and dialed 911.

Emmett's POV

A piercing sound filled my ears. I didn't want to open my eyes but I could sense some brightness around.

My thoughts were unclear and my thinking made no sense to me. And that irritating noise wasn't helping at all.

I tried to remember what had happened to me but I couldn't remember. Still there was something that kept coming to me…the girl that I had seen fourteen years ago.

I forced my eyes to open. The gentle sunlight entered the hospital room…and there was Rose, sleeping on a small sofa. Her blond hair shinning by the sunlight covered her gentle cheeks, completing a mask of absolute peace. She was like the Sleeping Beauty…but a lot hotter. 'XD'

As I was trying to move when Esme, Alice and Carlisle entered the room quietly. Mum hugged me while Alice woke Rose up.

"Is everything okay, Dad?"

"Well, from what the Dr. Samuel informed you passed out last night. It's nothing serious. We think your body was just too tired because you've been exercising too much. Remember that you have to be more careful with your diet. As you know, an athlete like you needs more proteins, vitamins and carbohydrates than the rest of us son."

"You know, you should thank Rose…she was the one who called the E.R." Alice grinned.

Rose didn't say a thing. She looked tired and sleepy.

"Where's Edward?" I asked.

"Well…You know Bella...she tripped over something…"

"Always the same."

Everyone smiled but Rose. She excused and left the room. Alice gave me that «what have you done » look. "None of your business" I felt like saying but it would sound odd. Also I didn't want Mum asking me questions.

Rosalie and I had had a fight last night…again. I just loved her so much…I had tried to forget her, tried to focus on Jessica but she kept on coming towards me, messing with my mind and my body, making me irrational.

"Can we go home? What time is it?"

"Well…it's almost 6 p.m. You slept all day long son." Carlisle informed. "Your sister is going to get your clothes. Meanwhile…I'm going to take that I.V. out. You don't need this anymore."

"I'm starving…" I complained.

A/N: Thanks for reading this Chapter. Hope you liked it and review it.

A new chapter is coming next Thursday. Cya!