Chapter 2

The feeling of the chilling air rushed in scraping against the Brunette's skin, leaving deep lines in his skin. Both confused and terrified hiroki opened his eyes and looked around in this new place. The world was a different place, things weren't as they seemed. The feeling of de ja vu was disturbing as he continued to walk threw what used to be streets. Cars crashed together in a horrific collisions everywhere. No real bodies in the bars but shadows, people were shadows now? Blood ran down the streets, dripped off the trees, even the clouds were stained.

Absolutely terrified by this point, hiroki started running down the street, frantically trying to find SOMEONE that was still alive. Tripping over shadows and climbing over crashed cars, his brown tearing eyes set down at someone who was sobbing.

The person was curled up into a ball crying, babbling in some foreign language, slowly rocking back and forth. He reached down to touch the crying person's arm but as soon as he opened his mouth to say something and had his hand close enough, the body of this.. Boy twisted and morphed into face only holes in their face, screaming at the top of their lungs, so high pitched he felt his eyes and ears start to bleed-

Sitting up in bed and screaming his lungs out, hiroki placed his hands over his ears and curled himself into a ball. The nightmare had came back to haunt him that night as well, leaving him barely having time to sleep. Looking over to where Akihiko's body still laid, he found the older man staring up at him.

"Nightmare?" he mumbled huskily, sitting up and wrapping his arms around the crying man. He shook in the other's warm embrace, slowly forcing himself to calm down. It had only been the same dream. Nothing to get himself worked up about again for the 9th time that month.

Turning around and pressing his face into Usagi's shoulder, he laxed and wrapped his arms around the older man's neck . If he closed his eyes, he almost felt like Usagi was…Nowaki. His hand made it's way to Usagi's soft white locks, he smelt so good too.

Feeling the other's hands run up and down his back, caressing his skin… 'wait how did his hand get under my shirt?' Usagi's large hands continued to trail up and down his back, feeling his hot breath on his neck . This was all too much right now. His heart started beating harshly in his ribcage.

Usagi's breath began to come out in short sprits, panting like a dog in heat. Hiroki was barely touching him and he was acting like this? "Hiroki… You deserve better than him…" Usagi pulled away, looking down into Hiroki's crying brown eyes.

Hiroki just continued to stare up into Usagi's eyes as the older male gently pushed him down against the bed. "I've never left you." He continued to say to the younger male, running his hands down his chest and slowly prying off the brunette's shirt.

"Akihiko- stop." Hiroki finally snapped into reality and pushed the other away far enough so that he was sitting up again. "I… don't want this. What about Misaki? This isn't fair."

"Life isn't fair.. And Nowaki is a cruel bastard. He left you, you need someone here for you…" Usagi avoided talking about Misaki and pressed his lips firmly down against Hiroki's, his hand sweeping down to hiroki's crotch and palming it in slow caresses.

Akihiko was right, he did need someone here for him… he wanted to be held, loved again, felt like he was needed. And for the reason he hated himself so much right now, he wanted someone to depend on. So he leaned up into that hand and let Akihiko have his way with him right now, he would use common sense later.

A smile grew on Usagi's mouth as he leaned in again, pressing his lips to the other's chapped and pale pair. The kiss became heated and needy, both men beginning to grope the other , exploring what they could not do before.

"Hiro….ki" Usagi moaned out as hiroki began to knee the other's crotch, trying to get a good reaction out of other. For a moment he swore that Usagi was going to call him Hiro-san. Feeling the strong need to rid this horrible feeling he grabbed the older male's shirt and tore it off of his body, starting angrily at the belt next.

"Hiroki… settle… don't rush. " he placed his hands overtop of the other's, and pressing his crotch against the other's, rubbing both of their growing bulges together.

The brunette cried out in pleasure, forgetting how madly he had loved this feeling. Losing himself in pleasure, he bucked up against Akihiko and released a wantonly moan.

The older male instantly grabbed Hiroki by his hips and lifted him up, ripping his pants off as well as his own pair and the rest of his clothing.

The brunette wanted to say something like " oh who's rushing now?" but his smart-ass comments were came out as nothing but moans now. Akihiko's devilish hands began running down his chest, past his navel and began to toy with his puckered hole, suddenly just pressing the tip of his member

Becoming impatient, the younger male pressed himself back against the other's Oh-so-tempting organ and gasped in pleasure. How long had he missed this? It felt like forever! And now, he almost felt complete. He felt whole but at the same time… something felt like it was missing

A burst of pleasure filled him just as akihiko pressed himself fully into the other's warmth. "AHH!" without thinking, akihiko began pounding messily into the younger male, making the uke see stars.

Groping blindly in the dark, scratching down the other' back and bucking back into that beautiful feeling.

Feeling the pressure in his stomach building until they both couldn't take it anymore.

"NOWAKI!" hiroki screamed at the top of his lungs as he climaxed.

Usagi's face was filled with horror as he looked down at the brunette who had the same look on his face. He really didn't mean to say that. It should have been Akihiko's name…

"I… I…" Hiroki quickly stood up and ran a hand threw his hair…. "can I use you're shower… I have to go to work now."

The sound of a cell ringing broke the horrible awkward situation. "Sure." Usagi nodded and picked up his cell. "Oh Misaki…. Yes… mhmm.. Alright.. I'll be there in a hour. Yes… love you too…. Bye."

Hiroki trekked off towards the bathroom, not saying a thing and once he heard the front door shut and he had jumped into the shower, he began to cry.