A/n: Im tired of this story -,-;; not gunna lie. so next chapter is the last. I'll hopefully be doing one shots for a while. I got no reviews for last chapter, just favs. and im happy you faved me or the story or started following my stuff but a review would have been nice. This chapter is short becuase my computer died, im sick and im really not in the mood right now so deal 3
It was pure surprise for me, the way I was beginning to react. If you knew me well-enough you would have thought I would just started screaming and freak out, My usual Hot-headed self would agree with this. But I guess it was all coming at me all at once. Finally having Nowaki so close, I felt like a huge burden had dropped from my shoulders.
"A-are you crying- Hiro-san" I wouldn't have really realized it myself unless he had told me anyways.
His hold on my grew a little stronger before I pushed him away. Backing away and rubbing my eyes with my fists, I took a deep breath. Finally letting the stress wash out of my body I looked up at Nowaki's empty eyes.
"Akihiko and I… were nothing." I pointed out firstly. Making sure to start this topic off right. Or so I thought. In my head I was running threw so many things I've learned over the years, perfect grammar, proper word fragments, and every word that escaped my mouth, was going to be perfect. I had one chance to say this properly, would I fuck it up?
"I want you to know, that…." I stopped, growling in irritation as my brain began shutting down. My stress levels rising. "I don't know what you assumed, why you left really or how Miyagi tracked you down. But I just… there's so many thing-" I could feel my emotions balling in my throat again as I looked up at the much taller boy now.
Nowaki cut me off quickly and pulling me into his chest. "I love you Hiro-san." he murmured into the top of my head. "I'm sorry for leaving, for not saying anything, will you forgive me?"
This was all going way too fast, I had no idea what was going on around me. Should I forgive him? Nothing was explained yet, too fast! too fast! My head was spinning. I leaned in towards Nowaki, letting my tears continue to stream.
I couldn't give him an answer, I just wanted to be held. He was here, finally. Where he should be. And to me that's all that mattered in this moment.
This lasted for a few minutes before I finally pulled away from Nowaki, reaching for my coffee which I had still needed to drink. Rubbing my eyes with my fist, I signed in exhaustion. Already the couch was looking comfy again.
"Hiro-san… you're not with Akihiko?" he was persistent, it's like he's too stupid sometimes to get that I just said something, and I missed it. I missed his stupid questions, his dumb face. That fucking retarded smile he had where half the time he looked like he was high. Yes that was my Nowaki.
"No.. He came over to check on me. I hadn't been replying to his messages since I was with Misaki." I began taking a sip of my coffee, with my stern look plastered back on my face.
"ah, i'm sorry that I-" Nowaki had sat back down when Miyagi began dancing back into the kitchen.
"My Shinobu is so nice! He's running to the store! So Kamijou-sensei, will you be staying long today?" Of course he would cut in, of course. This was getting quite predictable.
I looked down at Nowaki and then back at Miyagi, confused at what I should be saying. "pretty soon, I have some stuff to do back at home. And I have to make sure Akihiko didn't trash my apartment again."
"ah! Kamijou you're so cool! With that stern face of yours~! Nowaki will you be joining him?" Miyagi sat down beside the younger male who's face was dumbly grinning at me.
"I intend to, if i'm allowed."
"that was the plan."
"so then I'll be leaving soon aswell."
"Ah good, good!" miyagi snickered with delight. "my, you two are pretty cute. No wonder Kamijou loves you, so what are you like in bed. Just outta' curiosity I mean you must lift weights or somthin-" His ranting was becoming quite annoying and I could feel my heart pound violently in my chest.
"MIYAGI!" I hissed glaring over with death in my eyes. Shaking my head I shifted nervously. "I should leave soon, not to mention I've had to see you're ugly face more than I usually do and i'm sick of it."
"Hiro-san are you embarrassed?" Nowaki stood up and walked towards me, grabbing my hips, holding me close and I freaked out like a cat.
"STOP IT HE'S RIGHT THERE GET OFF OF ME YOU LOAF!" I hissed back at the not so young anymore adult. I didn't even have to look up to know he was smiling at me. "let's go, alright? Seesh. Thanks miyagi."
"no problem! Anytime~! Have lots of amazing sex tonight!" miyagi waved back at us, and I REALLY, REALLY wanted to throw a book but there was none in sight.
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