Thanks to everyone that reviewed! A few things first, I do not owned Charmed or any of the characters involved; the plot is the only thing that is mine. Secondly I will be doing a lot of journal writings, because I think they will help explain Chris' feelings as to all he's had to endure. Thirdly, they will be more like letters to mom, which in the end will be what helps Piper understand her youngest son. Lastly there will not be a lot of Chris until after the reveal, but he will pop up from time to time until then. Again thanks!

Chapter 4

Mom

A lot of time has passed since my last entry and at that time if someone had told me that it could get worse I'd have laughed in their face but now, well lets just say I'll believe just about anything.

My quest to save Wyatt has turned into a mission to save the world from him. Evil has completely taken over, he and his demons have free reign to do whatever they desire. I have never seen so much death and despair, people separated from their loved ones, starvation and disease run rampant. Torture of the innocent is the new form of entertainment that he has taken to broadcasting on large movie screens set up in town squares across the globe. He once told me that it was a scare tactic that reminds the world of his power, of what would happen if he was disobeyed. You can imagine his surprise when I looked him straight in the eyes and told him he was no different than any other dictator that had tried to rule the world and that like the countless others he too would be defeated. That was the first of many scars, the one I wear proudly to remind me of what I'm fighting for. When I started the resistance it was to win back my best friend, to save him from himself, to make up for the fact that I couldn't save you but now it's become so much more.

Somedays I want nothing more than to go back in time to when I was your baby, to curl up beside you and feel the safety of your arms wrapped around me. Somedays I want to hand it all to the aunts and let them take over so I can run and hide, but I would be sending them on a suicide mission. I know that I am the only one that can do it, the only one strong enough to take on Wyatt, the only one that he won't kill just because he can. As evil as he is, as many chances that he's had to kill me, he just can't do it. He's made it a law that anytime I'm caught I am not to be killed, tortured to the brink of death yes but brought to him alive. He says it's because I'm the only one that has enough power to help him succeed in what he calls his destiny and that one day I will break and join him but I think it's for the same reasons I can't kill him. The bond we share is to strong to be severed, that deep down he still sees me as his best friend, as the one that was always there when everyone else was to busy treating him as the golden boy to notice that he only wanted to be normal. Growing up we were inseparable, orbing to ballgames, playing pranks on the teachers, the trouble we got into but of course you know that better than anyone. When he started going off on his own, orbing to the bars in the underworld, I knew something was wrong, I just wished I'd known how bad it was. Not until he had you murdered did I realize how dark he had become, or how lost he was to us all. I am afraid to say it but I and the resistance are the last ones standing that have any chance of making the world safe again.

The elders were all either killed or in hiding, since he is part Whitelighter he had no trouble orbing up there, neither did he have a problem taking as many of them out single handily as he could. He said they were too concerned with the good vs. evil routine and that they would never understand it was all about the power and who had the most and well that was him, they had to be eliminated. Leo had fallen from grace when the elders accused his precious son of having you killed, he of course refused to believe that his boy could do that until he grew tired and had him eliminated as well. Wyatt's face with that sick smile was the last thing Leo saw before joining the countless others his golden boy had sent on their final journey.

Of course with the Charmed One's power eliminated, the sisters found themselves in hiding, working with the resistance as a last ditch attempt to control the boy that they had all loved and put so much faith in. The manor is now a museum, believe it or not, tours are given daily, to remind everyone of the power that he was born into, the power that was rightfully his.

I still miss you everyday; somedays are harder than others but having so much to do keeps me from dwelling on the fact that you're gone, from wondering what my life would be like if you were here. You were always one of the strongest witches I knew, I wished you were here so I could thank you for teaching me all you could as I came into my powers, and it has come in handy more often than not. Most of all though I'd thank you for being the most courageous person I know, for caring about others more than yourself and for always teaching me to take the high road, and that no matter what you never turn your back on family and friends.

I love you, Chris

"So Chris and Wyatt grew up together?" Paige sighed as if all her energy had been sapped out of her.

"Sounds like it." Phoebe cried as her heart was breaking for what the young Whitelighter had been through but mostly for what her nephew would become and for the lives that were lost.

"There is no way my son would kill his father, there's just no way, I can't believe it."

"Piper, I don't want to believe it either but…" Paige tried before her older sister held her hand up cutting her off.

"No Paige, I can't believe it, I won't, God I hate Chris, why did he have to come here? How can he make up such evil things about my baby, if I see him again, I will blow his ass back to whatever evil land he came from. I can't do it anymore, you guys can continue reading these lies if you want, I'm going back to the book, I will find a way to stop Chris from whatever plan he has for my baby."

"You know what Piper, you do what you have to but I'm not as sure as you are that he's lying, and if this is what the future really looks like then I'm going to do everything in my power to fix it." Paige countered, almost screaming at her older sister.

"Yeah Piper, I gotta agree with Paige on this one, maybe I should try and get another premonition, see if I can find out once and for all whether Chris is telling the truth."

"You two do what you have to, I'll be over here."

"You wanna take a break Phoebe or keep going?"

"Hang on, let's read this one more, it's kinda short."

"Okay."

Mom,

You'll never guess what's happened, but I've fallen in love, yeah I know I'm only 16 but in the world that we live in if you find someone then you hold on as hard as you can cause you just never know when it'll be over. Families are a thing of the past, people are always disappearing and couples are opting more and more against having children as they don't want them having to constantly fear for their lives or even the lives of their parents.

Damnit, I wanted this to be a happy entry, I want to tell you about her, her name is Bianca and she's the most beautiful girl in the world. She's a Phoenix witch, yeah I know what you'd say if you were here, they're assassins for hire but mom she's different. I'm afraid how I met her was not so happy, word came down that Wyatt was holding a group of innocents in the underworld; his demons were teaching them a lesson. They had broken into one of his supply houses, raiding it for food when one of the younger ones were scanned by a probe, naturally only seconds later his army was there taking control of the situation. Anyways he was planning on broadcasting their deaths live for the world to see so anyone that had the same thought would think twice before stealing from his Excellency. One of my spies contacted me with information on where this group of misfits were being kept and we formed a rescue plan, we succeeded but not without casualties. We brought the wounded back to one of the safe houses and nursed them back to health, once they were better they were given the choice to join us or if they so desired we would return them to their previous lives. We make no one stay that doesn't want to, we still believe in free will. Bianca decided that she would stay on and we hit it off immediately, she quickly became part of my most trusted friends.

The more time I spend with her I know that she is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, I think I'm gonna ask her to marry me. She is just amazing mom; she knows what I'm thinking sometimes even before I know it.

I gotta get back; I just wanted to share some good news with you. Oh yeah I've come up with a new spell to summon you, I'm gonna give it a try the next chance I get, I really think it'll work this time.

I love you, Chris

Okay this was kind of background chapter so the girls could get to know a little about Chris and Wyatt and why neither will kill the other. I plan on the next chapter being a little darker, I also think it's about time to take a peak and see what Chris has been up to. Please read and review, even if you don't like it let me know, I can take constructive criticism. Oh yeah thanks again!