Hello again! Thanks for the reviews, hope everyone is still hanging in with me, finally the reveal! Hope it was up to par and that everyone enjoyed it, poor Chris! I had to throw Barbas in there, he is my FAVORITE demon, he's not gone yet though.

I do not owned Charmed no matter how much I wished or the characters.

Thanks again!

CHAPTER 7

"My son? What… have… I… done?" Piper managed through sobs while her sisters stood back allowing her time to process this new information. "I… tried… to … kill… him!"

"How? I don't understand, how did we not know?" Paige asked a shocked Phoebe.

"I don't know Paige, first things first though, we need to try and calm Piper down so we can go and find this new nephew of ours." Phoebe answered going over to her oldest sister. "Piper?" Silence. "Piper, honey?" No answer.

"Hold on let me do this." Paige walked over to face her stunned sister, grabbing her by the shoulders trying to shake her out of her daze, before finally slapping her in the face.

"What the hell Paige?" Piper snapped.

"Sorry sis, but you were beginning to lose it."

"Lose it… lose it, hell yeah I'm losing it, where the hell have you been? In case you missed it, I tried to kill my son, MY SON DAMN IT! I TRIED TO KILL MY SON!"

"Yes Piper, I saw but you're gonna have to snap out of it, we need to figure out what to do now that we know." Paige said firmly to her hysterical sister.

"What we need to do now is find my son and beg for his forgiveness. Chris!" Piper screamed her son's name.

"Piper, I don't think that'll work not after what happened last time." Phoebe sighed.

"Oh you mean as in the time when I tried to blow my son up?" Piper cried.

"We didn't know who he was, Piper, it's not your fault." As soon as the words came out Phoebe wished she could take them back.

Piper stared at her for what felt an eternity before finally speaking. "You know what Phoebbs, do you remember when me, you and Prue went to the past to stop mom from making that pact with Nicolas?"

"How could I forget, mom was pregnant with me, but what's that got to do with Chris?" Phoebe wondered.

"Grams thought we were warlocks and wanted to blow us up, whether they knew who we were or not, I can guarantee you if she had tried it would have hurt more than we care to admit. I can't imagine having someone you love trying to kill you!" Piper admitted hanging her head in shame.

"Sure you can Piper, Phoebe's tried to kill us, I've tried to kill you guys and even you, heck remember when I first found out I was family, you wanted me dead." Paige tried to reason.

"I did not want you dead Paige, I never wanted you dead, and besides we were taken over by evil, this is different. I tried to kill my son, me, I was not possessed at the time, it was just me. There is no way to rationalize it, I did it and I can only hope that Chris can find a way to forgive me." Piper said as the tears once again threatened to fall.

"Okay Piper fine, you tried to kill your son, I can't imagine how that's making you feel but we need to be focusing on finding him. If you have any hope in fixing your relationship, we have to bring him home safely." Phoebe explained.

"You're right, okay we know he's not going to answer our calls, Paige can you start scrying." Piper said her maternal instinct beginning to take over.

"On it." Paige answered.

"Phoebe, can you start on a summoning spell in case the scrying doesn't work?"

"Yeah Piper but what about Leo, shouldn't we call him?"

"No, not yet, if we need him later we will but Chris seems to have issues with him and on the off chance that he shows up, I don't wanna alienate him any further. Promise me that you two will leave when we tell Leo up to me, please!" She begged her sisters.

"Fine, fine we'll let you handle it, but Piper, I hate to bring this up now but you're gonna have to tell him sooner rather than later, I think his time might be running out." Paige said hoping her sister would catch her drift.

"Oh no, you're right Paige, what was it he said, it want matter much longer anyway, oh my God he's got to be conceived. Leo and I we're not together anymore, he helped break us up, why? How could he do that knowing he might not be born?" Piper was beside herself with guilt and grief for the son that would cease to exist if she didn't find a way to fix everything and fix it fast.

"I'm not important, that's what he said Piper remember?" Phoebe asked quickly.

"The most important thing is saving Wyatt, save him and you save the world. My son calls himself unimportant, somethings wrong with that and I intend to fix it." Piper said determinedly.

"So about calling Leo?" Phoebe asked again, she hated keeping secrets and wasn't sure she could do it.

"Not yet Phoebbs, I just need to think, how am I going to tell him we have another son, one that's come from the future to save our other son, one that helps break his parents up, it's Chris, the boy that you despise and oh yeah he needs to be conceived." Piper was visibly shaken.

"I don't know sweetie but you're gonna have to figure it out pretty quick, you need to concentrate on saving his existence and let us try and figure out a way to keep him safe from himself. I don't want to scare you but the way he was when he left, he thought he'd be better off dead." Phoebe said whispering the last part.

"What if Leo doesn't want to, you know he doesn't trust Chris, what if he would rather he fade away?" Piper cried in anguish.

"Honey, you know Leo would do nothing to jeopardize his children's lives, even the children he doesn't know yet." Paige said.

"Yeah I guess you're right, I, I just need a few minutes to think first."

"Sweetie, why don't you try and rest while we see about locating that son of yours."

"Paige, I can't even think about relaxing until my son is safe, I'll get the Book of Shadows and look for a spell that can take me to him."

"Okay." Both Phoebe and Paige answered heading off to do what they could to put their family back together.

As hard as she tried to find a spell that would help Chris, Piper's mind kept returning to the book that held so many answers about her son, the journal that she gave him or would give him on the day she died. Lying the family book aside she picked the smaller one up and flipped to the next passage and realized that this too was a letter to his mother, a letter to her.

Mom,

I'm sorry but it's been years since I've been here, but I was held prisoner for quiet some time by one of Wyatt's demons only to be passed from that one to another and so on before finally winding up with him. Mom it was hard but I did it, I managed to stay alive, I have to not for only his sake but for the sake of the entire world. The one good thing about being captured is when the demons aren't, well never mind that but you have time to think about anything that'll make you forget what's happening to you. I think I've come up with a way that might not save only Wy and the world but you and the aunts as well, I've come up with a spell that will take me to the past, I figure if I can find out what happened to him then, what put the evil seed in him to begin with then maybe I have a chance at stopping him from going down that path to begin with. I honestly think this will work mom, I just have to be careful, everything has to be perfect.

I'll go back to when the Titans tried to take over, to when Aunt Paige was turned to stone, I'll have to lie and do things that you wouldn't approve of. For one I'll have to get rid of Leo for a while, okay so that part won't hurt as much as seeing your past self knowing that I won't be able to be close to her, that I won't be able to tell her who I am, that wouldn't be fair. I may very well be wiping out my existence leaving her with yet another vision of a child that was to be in her future as Melinda was, I know how that hurt you and her, oh I hate time travel! Regardless I can't, I won't do that, I would rather pretend to be a stranger in the house that I grew up in than to cause your past self pain. If I succeed in this I may very well have to give up my life but if it saves you in the process then it's a risk I will take. You and the aunts made me who I am today, made me strong enough to not give in and join Wyatt in his quest for power, thank you for your love and support. Please tell Aunt Phoebe and Paige that I miss them but not to worry because I hope to see you all again soon, if I can find a way to save myself as well I will but if not the Charmed Ones must live. I love you all, your son Chris.

"Leo, Leo get your elder ass down here now!" Piper screamed toward the ceiling finally knowing what she had to do.

"Piper, sweetie are you okay?" Phoebe rushed over to her sister wondering what happened.

"No, I'm not alright and once I make sure baby Chris is conceived and big Chris is safe, I'm going to beg his forgiveness for being so horrible and then I'm going to ground him for life." Piper said hurriedly.

"What are you talking about?" Paige asked confused.

"Never mind, you two find my son, Leo damn it I said now!" Piper screamed again losing her patience with her ex husband.

"Piper, what's wrong?" Leo asked as he descended with baby Wyatt in his arms.

"Paige, orb Wyatt over to Shelia for me please, see if she'll keep him for a while and you, you come with me." She said grabbing Leo by the arm leading him out of the attic, she was going to save her baby, both versions of him starting with his baby self.