Chapter 6

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A/N: This part is really sad… I cried myself! OOCness + Shortness = My stories!

Chapter 6

"No..." I stood in shock. "NO!" I grabbed the paddles and continuously shocked her body. Her body bounced up and down from the shocks. The scared nurses went to find another doctor, to tell her that I was crazy.

I didn't know if I was crazy or not. I just wanted to save my lover. Even though we fought all the time. Even though she never showed me her love. I still wanted to save her. She still owed me a card. She couldn't die! I threw away the paddles and began to press on her heart. I pressed with all my strength, hoping it would revive her, but she didn't wake up. She didn't even say "It hurts". She just laid there with her eyes closed, punishing me with her silence. Dr. Jian angrily pushed me away. By that time, I couldn't see clearly anymore. I cried. I wailed. I bowled until no sounds could come out of my mouth.

"It's too late, Dr. Usui. She's already dead. I'm sorry." Dr. Jian patted me on the shoulder. They knew each other and ate together once. I introduced them.

"She can't die." I shook my head. "She can't die!" I struggled to run to her.

"Dr. Usui, control yourself! I understand what you're going through, but you're a doctor."

Yes, I'm a doctor, but I'm also a regular person. How can Dr. Jian understand how I feel? I've loved her for so many years that it's become a habit. How can I just throw away a habit? Besides, she still owed me a card. "I want her to live! I want her to live!" I ran to her again and tried to knock the life back into her body.
"Take him away!" That day, I lost my control and my professionalism.

And that day happened to be Valentine's Day.

Afterwards, I asked her co-workers why she left work early that day.

They told me that after I hung up the phone, she tried to call me several times but couldn't reach me. Worried, she drove to the hospital to find me and got hit by a large truck on the way.

When I heard this, I froze. My tantrum killed her. Just because of an unmailed card, she died. After that, I lost my privilege to be childish.

Like an abandoned cat, I couldn't even cry anymore. After her death, I couldn't cry anymore, regardless of how touching the plot or how tear-jerking the dialogue. They didn't affect me anymore.

A/N: That was sad… T_T… How's that? Please review!