HB; I IS BACK!

Yeah, sadly my other story has been taking all my attention, cos I lost the plot to it, and as I had this entire plot planned out, I decided to focus on that for a while. But I have returned, with my trusty plot bunnies to satisfy you guy's love for Twilight/Harry potter crossovers! And femHarry fics!

And a few pictures for this story are on my profile; half are in a joined one with my other HP/Twilight fic, so just check that too. Anyway enough of that and enjoy this chapter!

CHAPTER VI - PAST

"Thanks Juno!"

"That's Juno Potter!"

"Hey, Juno. Over here!"

I glared at anyone who looked at me, who talked to me and just stalked straight out onto the front grounds of Hogwarts, and I all but ran down the grassy slope. I'd had it. I'd had it! All of it. People thanking me, congratulating me. Praising me for killing Voldemort, only a week ago. If they knew what I'd done…If anyone knew what I had to do to ensure my survival. To ensure everyone's survival. They wouldn't be praising me. They would be hunting me down. Just like a monster. A weapon. That's all I was now. I stopped by the edge of the Lake, my face buried in my hands, my nails digging into my head.

I tore my hands off my face, and screamed. I screamed out to the Lake, as much as I could, as loud as I could. I put all the pain, everything. Pain, loss, grief, guilt. I put it all into my voice and screamed. I screamed until my throat was raw, I screamed until I thought my throat would bleed, I screamed until I could scream no more and only gulp, tears falling down my face. I fell to my knees, clutching my body, my shoulders racked with sobs, my chest burning with the grief.

I gasped and gulped, tears falling onto the dirt. But it wasn't enough. Screaming, crying almost dully like this, wasn't enough. It didn't help. Nothing helped. Nothing could ever help me.

"Juno?" I froze and spun round. Remus stood just behind me, his eyes slightly red from crying for his Dora, and a large blue and wiggling bundle clasped in his arms.

"Rem" I muttered, rubbing my eyes with the back of my hand.

"It's alright. I think only I saw you scream" he joked, and I forced out a laugh, pulling myself to my feet, pulling my hands through my untidy hair. It was then I truly got a look at the bundle. Teddy. It must have been. Remus had shown me the photo a few days before, a small chubby baby with blue hair. And in his arms were the same baby, now with blonde hair and blue eyes that looked at me almost lazily.

"Why is he here?" I asked, wondering why he would bring a baby to such a scene. Almost all of Hogwarts was destroyed, and the structure was barely stable. And the bodies lay everywhere.

"Andromeda is here to see...Dora" he choked out, and I instantly regretted my question. "She brought Teddy too. I just came to find you, to see if you wanted to meet your godson" I looked from Remus' grief filled amber eyes down to Teddy's smiling blue ones.

"How do I hold him?" I asked. Remus smiled and held him out to me. I gingerly took him, the small baby quite heavy in my arms. 'Just cup his head there with your arm, there you go'. I held him close to me like Remus suggested and manoeuvred him so he would be comfortable. Still nervous about holding such a delicate object, I glanced down at the baby. Teddy looked up at me almost warily, before his eyes crinkled with a smile, and he buried his head into my chest, just above my heart, and clasped the end of my hair.

"Ummm" I said to Remus, who was smiling at me. "How do I look?"

"Like your mother did when she first held you. Scared shitless" he replied. I laughed, a real one this time, and stroked Teddy's cheek with my free hand. The baby was almost half asleep but still managed to grasp my finger.

"Hi, Teddy" I whispered to the baby.

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10.56pm. I groaned, looking at the watch with dislike, before resuming my previous activity. I sat on one of the kitchens beige counters, in my pyjamas, staring darkly at the phone beside me.

"Ring, dammit, ring!" I muttered. Wait, what time is it back in England anyway? Dammit!

I groaned again, and slapped my head onto the cupboard behind me, wincing as I did so. I jumped as the light to the kitchen flicked on. Hermione walked in, a pink jersey pulled over her pyjamas and a frown on her face.

"What are you doing up?"

"Waiting for Remus to phone. I don't know the time difference so its better if he called us. Plus waking Teddy is a big no no," I explained. Hermione rolled her eyes, and went over to the cupboards. Our kitchen was pretty simple as was most of the house. It was small, and only had the necessary appliances, not anything that we didn't need, and beige cabinets and mottled grey counters. An identical mottled grey table lay in the centre, with four chairs around it. Most things in here we didn't use anyway. We had grown so used to using magic for almost everything that we still continued to use it for simple things like our cooking. Hermione waved one of the bottles of Butterbeers at me, and I nodded. She threw the bottle to me, and I gratefully opened it, and took a deep swig. Hermione scoffed, pulling herself, albeit difficultly, onto the counter beside me.

"You're worse than Ron," I laughed.

"Please, no one is as bad as Ron" I said. "He eats like a dying person. And then he spits it over everyone" I was silent for a second. "Why are you dating him again?"

Hermione shrugged, and a small smile appeared on her face. "I don't know," she admitted. "I always try to see the best in him, and when I do, I can't help but love it. He's stupid most times, acts like an idiot, loves Quidditch way too much, but…he's a good person. And I love him to bits"

I smiled at her, patting her on the shoulder. "Oh, Herm. Please don't get married and leave me," I added, quickly.

"I think you are thinking too fast for us"

"Please, Herm. You two have been best friends for seven years, and have been officially dating for two months, and have been sharing a room for most of that time," I said, and Hermione blushed bright red. "I mean, if it wasn't for me, you two would still be acting like idiots"

"So what are you? Our matchmaker?"

"Yes, I am. My perfect and caring words enabled you to finally act on your feelings"

Hermione frowned, placing her half finished Butterbeer on the counter. "So you saying to me, 'Get over yourself and kiss him already. We could be dead by tomorrow!' are loving and caring words of wisdom?"

I nodded, grinning. "You two got together, didn't you?" Hermione rolled her eyes and smiled. She hopped off the counter.

"I'm going to go back to bed. Night"

"Night" I called after her as she left the kitchen. "Don't wear him out for tomorrow"

"JUNO!" I laughed as I heard her almost stomp up the stairs, and just then the phone decided to ring. I dived on it and clasped it to my ear.

"Hello?"

"Hi, Rem" I said, smiling.

"Good to hear from you too, Juno. Hope I didn't wake you. How are you"?

"I'm ok. Schools hard. Stupid boy, I think was trying to make me look bad, but he may of just being trying to help me. I dunno," I said, shrugging. Remus laughed.

"Not gotten into any trouble then, yet? Not blown up any toilets? Exploded anything? Gotten into fights"

"Not yet" I sang. "No, I don't think I will. Hermione would kill me" I jumped off the counter, and deposited my empty bottle into the sink, and Hermione's one into the fridge. "The only really easy lesson is English, and that's only because all we do is read and write about what we've read. Ron is completely lost on almost all of them. And we can both do Gym. We had to play this game called Dodge ball, pretty much throw the ball at as many people as you can. Me and Ron were against each other, and sadly his team won, 'cause I got knocked out when I wasn't looking. But this boy on my team, Edward, got the guy back. Hard" I smirked at the memory, of the ball smashing right into the kid's stomach. "Anyway, what about you?"

Remus chuckled on the other line. "Things have been hectic here. Have had to go back and forth from the Ministry to Hogwarts, and I've had to go to the Burrow a few times. And on top of that, Teddy's sick"

"What?!" I yelped. "What is it? What does he have? Is he ok?"

"Juno, calm down" he said, soothingly, and I tried to control myself, though my mind was going crazy. "He's just got a fever and a small rash, he's going to be fine. All babies have it at some point"

"That doesn't mean I can't worry!"

"Of course, you are allowed to worry about him, Juno, just not too much. He's going to be fine, ok?"

"Ok" I muttered. "Just tell me if he gets worse or better, ok?"

"Of course" Remus laughed.

"What?"

"You sounded just like your mother," he said, happily, still laughing softly. "Once when me, James and Sirius were babysitting, you were sick. Apparently you were allergic to this new formula we got you, and Lily went insane when we had to tell her. She was supposed to be out seeing, I think it was Petunia, but she came home immediately"

"Mum was really worried about me?" I muttered, smiling.

"She always was, Juno. She never stopped worrying"

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Edward wasn't in. He wasn't in the next day. He wasn't in for the rest of the week.

It wasn't just him though. His entire family had gone, their table completely abandoned. Jessica noticed me glance there with a frown and explained that whenever it was sunny, Dr Cullen and his wife took them out for hikes and things.

It was strange for me, having no Edward to sit next to in Biology, no one to help me understand, and no one to copy off when he wasn't looking. Obviously his father being a doctor helped him immensely in Science. It was weird. I had only sat next to Edward twice, had a brief conversation in Biology and Gym, and I already seemed to miss him when he was gone.

Mmmmmm…

HERMIONE POV

Edward Cullen likes my sister. And I think my sister likes Edward Cullen.

Hermione smiled at this, and continued to eat her salad. The Cullen's weren't in for the rest of their first week at Forks High School, so Juno kept glancing at their empty table, a small crease appearing on her brow. She was thinking. Hermione could tell there was a possibility that Juno liked Edward. The way she reacted to him looking at her in the cafeteria, the way she was smiling at him in Gym, though at the beginning she had seemed hostile around him. And Hermione could tell Edward liked her. He glanced at her a lot, smiling as he did so. And he always seemed to be thinking.

When she thought about it, Hermione knew they would be a good couple. She could see them together. She could see Juno smile properly again the way she used, almost goofily but smiling nonetheless. She could see Edward making her smile. But Edward wasn't like the other boys of the school; he was unlike most boys she had met, not that she had spoken to him yet. The way he acted and held himself. And she got the strangest feeling that he wasn't human.

She could tell that Juno felt the same. Ron didn't say anything about him being human or not, he merely did not like him. She tried to ask him why, and he merely said 'Because'. Hermione knew why. It was because Edward liked Juno. Because Juno liked him.

And because there was always the slight possibility, that he would hurt her. Just like he did.

I wont let that happen again. Ever.

EDWARD POV

Edward really hated the sun. It made his skin shine like millions of diamonds. Made him stand out so much it became an annoyance. Made him stand out so much he couldn't leave the house or the forest.

He couldn't see Juno.

He remembered that he had only seen her the day before, but after Alice said it would be sunny until Saturday and that he wouldn't be able to see Juno at school, he became angry and smashed the wall, much to Esme's despair. The thought of not being able to see his mate actually hurt him. Carlisle explained to him that it would take time for him to get used to being away from her, but if he wanted her, he shouldn't smother her.

Edward knew he would have to slowly build up their relationship, and he would have to be careful around her. She was so uncomfortable around him, it could take forever. She was so delicate and fragile. And broken inside. He could see it in her eyes that she hurt. She put on a mask, all the time, and she never seemed to take it off. She only seemed truly happy when she talked to or about her siblings, or when she talked about Teddy. The little baby. The thought of Juno being so motherly made him care for her even more. The thought that she loved something as much as she did with Teddy made him know that she was a good person. A strong person.

His.

HB; yeah, last half was pretty much just inner monologue of a few characters and the first was how much she cared for Teddy and how she is almost a mother to him. Cos Edward wasn't there people thought this, but it will be back to actual story next chapter, which I will put on soon! Sorry if this is crap as well took me only an hour but I really wanted to put something up.

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