Another update? And it took me only one day? Wow :3 I'm proud of myself xDxD
But... hehe... Well there's way too much hurt/comfort in this chapter, just to inform you^^ But I kinda like the end of this chapter :3
And omg O.O Three reviews at once xD Whoooooop xD *fangirl scream* Thank chuuuuu :)
Disclaimer:
I don't own Big Time Rush... I wish I did. Only Alex is mine :)
Chapter 7: It Started All With A Coffee
After telling me that flashback, Carlos left and my heart was beating like 300 times per minute, I was close to fainting. But all of a sudden a thought popped up in my head. How could he ever love me? I mean, I always acted like a weird psycho when he was around. Alex, you need to realize that you're always hysterically overreacting in every situation!
Try to think rationally. Kendall is totally normal, hot, always calm, down-to-earth, independent - also a leader of a band. And you, Alex, you are the total opposite: You're paranoid, ugly, hysterically hyperactive, complicated, addicted to anyone you like... you're even smaller than him! Gosh... am I that nauseating?
I opened the door to my bathroom, stepped out of my clothes and turned the shower on. I looked over to the mirror, straight into my face. I was starting to freak out, how could I be disguisted by myself? I stepped into the shower, it was freezing cold, but I needed to calm down. My tears mixed with the icy water, feeling like a hot tub in my face. After a short while, I sat down even though I was shaking heavily, but luckily I snapped back into reality.
Gosh, why should I be an actor if I was disguisting? But now you see it – you were totally overreacting... You're always expecting the worst. You have enough friends, back at home and you even found plenty here at the Palm Woods. How about having dinner at that five-star restaurant behind the Palm Woods? Yup, you deserve that. Besides, your manager has to pay for that.
I knew that wasn't true, but I pretended as if. After stepping out of the shower I wrapped myself, still wet, in my blanket and went into the kitchen. I desperately longed for a cup of hot coffee with lots of creamy foamy foam-foam. My manager bought a brand new fancy-shmancy coffee machine called "Cal 2"
"Hello user, I am Cal. How may I assist you, Alex?"
"Make a cup of coffee?" What else could I want from a coffee machine? Who the hell invented that stupid thing?
The machine started to pour the hot black essence into a cup.
"Would you like foam?"
"Sure, Cal."
Cal also poured the foam onto the coffee.
"More foam, Alex?"
"No, thanks."
(Lol... little anecdote to Big Time Jobs xD)
With the coffee and the blankets I went into my room to dress for going out. I put on a pair of black jeans and a misty blue v-neck, then I grabbed my coffee and exited the apartment. I've decided to walk through the Palm Woods Park to get to the restaurant. It was already dusky outside, so I sped up my walk. All of a sudden I bumped into someone and spilled my whole coffee onto them and my shirt. My mood wasn't that great, so I immediatly got angry at them.
"Oh fuck off! Watch where you're walking, stupid little... Oh." It was Kendall. Wow, you're weird and pathetic, Alex. Now you made nearly every possible thing wrong. Oh, you didn't hit him, how 'bout doing that?
Kendall just laughed. "I'm sorry I spilled your coffee. Tastes good, though."
"Oh... Er... No... You don't have to be sorry. That was my fault, I was the one who didn't watch. Sorry 'bout shouting... I'm just a bit agitated." I looked away from him.
"No harm done.", I heard him smile, is that even possible? "You don't need to blush, Alex."
"If you haven't noticed, my face is getting red in every situation possible.", I told him. "It's nothing to worry about."
"Where are you going?", he asked.
"What do you want to know?" I got upset. "You don't even like me."
"Who said that?" Kendall really was surprised.
"You've been avoiding me all the time, haven't you noticed?", I looked straight into his eyes.
"No, honestly I didn't notice that." He gave me a confused look.
"Then you're like totally normal to me, but in the next moment you're ignoring me."
"Didn't do that on purpose."
I felt tears welling up in my eyes, I was fed up with that cat and mouse game, so I went past him, but he gripped onto my arm.
"Let go off me, Kendall! What's it now?" A single tear went down my face, but the sandy haired boy wiped it of with his thumb.
"Well... Actually I wanted to ask you out."
I couldn't believe what he just said to me and I felt my knees weaken. Only his grip on my arm prevented me from falling and I started to cry.
"Why are you mocking me like that?", I asked him but he only smiled at me. "Why the hell are you laughing at me?", I shouted at him and ran away. Luckily no one else was there. Suddenly I tripped and fell onto the hard surface. Why me?
I just lay there and cried. Not because it hurted physically, of course it did, but I was emotionally down and that's what hurt the most. The person I loved seemed to hate me that much. Right in that moment I just wanted to die.
I felt a hand on my back comforting me. "Are you okay, Alex?" He helped me back on my feet, but I slapped his hand away, so I was kneeling in front of him and wiped the tears and dirt away.
Suddenly Kendall bent his knees to put his lips onto mine. It wasn't a soft kiss, he put all his feelings into it and so did I. When licked my lower lip I willingly opened my mouth to grant him access and cupped his face with one of my hands. My tounge explored every inch of his hot mouth and I felt him putting his arms aournd my waist. I layed back onto the cold ground and pulled him with me so that he was sitting on top of me. After an eternity he pulled away, gasping for air.
"I wasn't kidding, Alex.", Kendall said and ran his fingers through my hair. "Hey babe, no need to cry."
"I'm just happy, Kendall."
"May I help you up? I don't think my mom would like seeing me in such a position." After he said that I noticed that I was grounding my crotch against his and heavily blushed. He grabbed my hand and put me back onto my feet.
"You look cute when blushing."
"Men don't look cute." I pouted. (1)
"Well, then you're sexy." He pecked me on the cheek and I smiled. "I asked you something, did you forget?"
He took my hand, but I raised an eyebrow. "What question?"
"About that date, you know?"
"Oh...", I giggled. "Of course I'd like to go on a date with you, Kendall Knight." I wrapped my hands around his torso, got up on my tiptoes and gave him a deep kiss. "I love you."
They're finally together! YEAH! No more crying xD (Maybe...)
Lol.. There was one review saying, that Kendall should stop being rude. He's not rude on purpose ;) Better now? *biggrin* Oh... and I skipped sending this chapter to have someone proofread it, I wanted to upload it xD
(1) Lol girls, please, never say to a guy that he's looking cute xD That's so gay... and even I say that xDxD
EDIT: I added some little stuff at the beginning of "Drink, Drank, Drunk" (They were fourteen when all that happened and some stuff at "random information"^^)