Perspective: Toshiro Hitsugaya

As I ran from Ichigo my mind began to race, 'What's wrong with me? Why did I let it go that far? Why did it feel good? Is it because I'm a whore?'

I tried hard to block the thoughts out, but the harder I tried the worse it got.

I ran pass people bumping into some, and they all asked the same question, "Where is he hurrying off to?"

'Where are you hurrying off too Toshiro?' I ask myself, but I have no response.

Soon I got tiered and needed to rest, so I search for a place to hide. I finally found this shed that seemed to be in the middle of nowhere.

It sat there, hidden behind trees, all alone and abandoned.

I ran to it and went inside as quickly as I could.

The second I shut the door I collapsed onto my knees and a tear rolled down my cheek.

That tear soon turned into many, which turned into sobbing.

When I managed to get enough strength to move, I crawled deeper into the shed.

I curled up into the fetal position and tucked my head into my arms.

"Why so glum Shiro-chan?" I hear an unwanted voice say.

I glanced up for a second to see that Ichimaru was standing in the doorway, and I hadn't even noticed him approach the shed.

But I quickly looked back down and stared at the floor boards below me.

"Aw, please tell me," Ichimaru began as I hear the door shut and his footsteps walk further into the shed, "I can make all you worries go away, I promise."

"Leave me alone Ichimaru," I say through gritted teeth.

As I stare at the wooden floor boards, I hear his footsteps get closer and closer until they stop right next to me.

I turned my head just enough so I could see his feet.

Just then I get a strong want to sob as loud as I can and embrace Ichimaru, but I refuse to let those wants control me.

He crouches (or squat) down next to me, staying balanced on his toes, and put his hand out to grab my face and turn it towards him. But not a forceful, rough grab it was a soft gentle grab that made me think he cared for a second.

"Why is my little Toshi crying?" Ichimaru says as he wipes away a tear from my face with his thumb.

That soft voice he used caused me to look up at him, with big cry baby eyes, and say, "I don't know why I'm crying, maybe it's because I feel bad or maybe because I realized I'm a slut who thinks he wants certain things but really doesn't; and the choice he makes a bad choice and feels dirty for that choice."

I finished huffing for air, because I said it in one breath, and I was also mad at myself for what I said and spilling my guts out to this fox of a man.

I quickly change my view from Ichimaru's face to the floor again.

"Oh Shiro you're not a slut or a whore; who ever made you feel this way is," he says as he wraps he slender, but still muscular arms around my torso.

Then he pulled me and turned me so that my back would be against his stomach and I would be snug in his warm grip.

But my body refused to lean back, so he rested his chin on my shoulder and we sat curled together for a little while without any words.

Until I finally shifted forward, turn the top half of my body so I could face him, and say, "Thank you Gin."

Then I wrapped my arms loosely around him, so that my hands were sitting on his shoulder blades, curled my legs up enough so they were comfortable, and tucked my head under Ichimaru's chin.

When he want to talk I could feel the vibration of his voice box as he said, "You just called me Gin."

I smiled at that as he wrapped his arms around me.

"Don't get use to it," I say still snug in his arms.

He gave no response but I could feel the vibrations as he chuckled on the inside.

We sat there for a while, cuddled in each other's arms.

I wish we could just sit here like this forever but something was bound to ruin it.

"Toshiro," Ichimaru started.

'Uh oh, he used my first name regularly,' I tough to myself before saying, "Yes?"

He moved back some so we could see each other's faces, "How far did you go with him?"

"Wha? With who? I don't know what you're talking about," I lie as I avoided eye contact.

"I know you know what I'm talking about. How far did you go with Ichigo?" he asked again.

"Nothing happened we juts kissed, and then our tongues played with each other for a little bit, but I ran away before anything else happened." I say as I let go of Ichimaru and slide back a little.

"Did you want to go further?"

"What the hell kind of question is that? What do you mean?"

"Did you body want to see what it was like for the first time?"

"What?! I…I…Why are you asking me these questions?"I say as get up and walk towards the back of the shed

"Did you or did you not?" Ichimaru says as he stands and watches me.

"I…well yes I was curious but I didn't want to," I say as I back peddle until I hit a counter and get stopped.

"Well why didn't you," Ichimaru began as he took a step forward, "In the heat of the moment you just called it quits. Why is that exactly?" he finishes as he takes two more steps closer to me.

"I don't know," I manage to fumble out of my mouth as I wait scared to see what Ichimaru will say or do next.

He walks up next to me so that we were only inches away, and leaned into my ear to say, "Perhaps you were scared? Well be prepared to change your fear into fun."

As he finishes that sentence he licked the outer rim of my ear. It sent chills down my body.

My body frozen in fear as he moved to my cheek and licked up it.

"Ichimaru I don't want to do this with you so please stop," I say as I turn my face away from him.

He did not answer but instead he moved down to my neck and lay sloppy kissed on it.

"No means no," I say as I raise a hand ready to slap him, but before I could he grabbed my wrist and looked up.

"Except for when you spell it Y.E.S," he says with a devilish grin.

I am terrified at how bipolar his actions are. He went from being a tender, caring, loving man that I wanted to this devilish, sex addict who would get what he wanted even if it meant using force.

He leaned my body down onto the counter and put his hand under my shirt.

"No please stop I'm beggi-," I was cut off by his sly tongue slipping into my mouth.

I wanted to bight it so bad but my mind began to get hazy and my mouth gave in to the devils skilled tongue.

As we tongue kissed, his hand that slid under my shirt pinched my right nipple.

"Gah-," I was muffled by Ichimaru's snake like tongue.

As he twisted my nipple I clenched his shirt as tight as I could.

We separated for air, and as I gasped he pulled off my shirt.

I tried to protest still but was too weak to stop him, so I cursed to myself instead.

When our mouths recon-joined, he nibbled on my bottom lip before giving my one more taste of his tongue.

Then he moved down to my collar bone, and began to suck on it.

"Ahhhh," I moaned softly to the sweet sensation.

His tongue soon went on a journey lower, and lower until he was at my pant line. He played with his tongue down there causing my body to spread my legs wide, which he took that opportunity to move his hips closer.

He lifted his face and brought it back to mine. As his face inched closer my leaned up and close the gap between our moths.

As my tongue explored his moth this time, he began to grind his hips on mine which was beginning to make me aroused.

"Ahh…Ichima-ahhh…I don't think…we should b-," I begin as I separate our mouths but before I could finish he puts a finger to my mouth.

"That trick might have worked on Ichigo, but I'm not as much of a wimp so it ain't gonna work on me," he says as begins to undo my pants.

"He's not a wimp he's a…very nice guy," I say as I hold my pants up.

"Yeah well nice just doesn't cut it for me," Ichimaru says as he rips off me pants and tugs on my underwear.

"No stop it!" I say as I raise my hand and slap Gin across the face.

Scared of what will happen next, I watch him in fear as he turns to look at me.

For once Ichimaru's face is blank, no smile and his eyes are opened, and it's scary.

"So," Ichimaru begins in a cold voice, "This is how it's going to be."

Ichimaru begins to walk away, but not out of the shed. It seems like he's looking for something.

"What are you-," Before I could finish my question Ichimaru turned around with some cloth and ropes in his hands.

"Let's make this interesting, shall we Toshi," Ichimaru says as he walks closer with his devilish grin back and he's eyes closed again.

Just then I realized this is not going to end well, so my instinct was to get up and run.

Before I could get to the door I was stopped by Ichimaru grabbing my arm and yanking me to the ground.

"Now I can't have you escaping my little pet. At least not until I show you how to have real fun," Ichimaru says as he pins me to the ground.

"Wait no Ichimaru I don't wa- mmph mph MPH!!" I began but got cut off by the cloth Ichimaru raped around my mouth.

"As lovely as your screams are, I don't want any unwelcome visitors to be stopping by because noise disturbance," Ichimaru says as he turns me and begins to tie up me hands.

"Now behave like a good little boy and I promise you'll enjoy it," Ichimaru says as he slides of the last piece of clothing I have on.

Realizing I am helpless, the only thing I can do is let the discussing thing of a man take advantage of me.

As Ichimaru leans his head down to where my slight arousal is I shut my eyes.

A tear rolls down my check as I feel the sensation of this monstrous man's head bobbing up and down on my very reactive arousal.

"Mmahh," I moan to the trilling sensation.

Within minutes I feel a build up around my arousal, and a sudden warmth filled my whole body before I release in Ichimaru's devilish mouth.

"Ahh," I gasped at the exhausting release.

Finally I opened my eyes to see Ichimaru lift up his head and lick his white covered lips.

"Emm Toshi you taste absolutely wonderful. But you are mature so we'll have to work on you performance and how long you can hold on," Ichimaru says as he wipes his mouth and licks the cum that is on his wrist.

"Here why don't you see how good you taste," Ichimaru says as he leans closer to my face, pulls the cloth away from my mouth and starts to tongue kiss me so I could taste the cum in his mouth.

Since I am too exhausted to resist I accept his kiss.

Just as we began to separate Ichigo came running into the shed.

"What the hell is going on in here and Toshiro why don't you have clothes on!!" Ichigo yells as he stares at me and Ichimaru. Then I a quieter tone Ichigo says, "Toshiro…why?"

Yeah hope you enjoy this chp.

Gin is a total jackass in this chp right.

Oh well poor Hitaugaya, what will he do and what will he say?!

I don't know guess we'll have to find out in the next chp. T_T

Also if you have any idea's don't forget to tell me them, because if I like the idea I'll use it.

See you next chp bye!!! ^_^