Hi guys... just a simple fic... a birthday gift for myself...

I am a late bloomer (Gosh, I hate myself for this)...

I just woke up one day and heard Taylor Swift's song on the radio...

(I mean... DUUHH! I heard this song like, a gazillion times now...)

I instantly fell in love with the lyrics... it felt so desperate and I loved it!

I immediately saw Sasuke and Itachi... the rest is history!

So here is the result of my immediate inspiration...

Happy Birthday to me!

You Belong With Me

Sasuke Uchiha : Confessions

Hey, It's you... you came back. I thought I scared you off. It's really nice talking to you again... I really appreciate you listening to me... Where were you? It's been days since we last talked. Let me give you an update on what happened to me. I just found out from one of Itachi's friends that my brother broke up with his girlfriend. I don't know if I should be happy about it or what... He doesn't look troubled at all. He stayed home the whole weekend. Too bad, I had some school activities during that day. But I think it was better that way.

Itachi have been acting strangely for the past few days. I don't know why... maybe I'm just too paranoid... he changed... a bit. He would look at me as if I was something or someone so special... his eyes... those fuckin' beautiful eyes would bore right into me, making me feel that he was somewhat undressing me... his stares would go right through my core... the things he was making me feel by just simply looking at me was undeniably intense... I would tend to just look away and blush furiously. I wish he didn't notice that. I can't explain it to him if he would ask me.

You see, I am trying my best to ignore Itachi... he tried to talk to me again the other day... I just gave him a nod... that was safe. I really have nothing to say to him. What must I do? Grab him and yell 'I love you' in-front of him at the top of my lungs? Really genius. I observed Itachi silently for a couple of days. He looked relaxed... in a way. He seemed to love his new freedom. He even started spending more time at home, which was very unusual for him to do. And he even started talking to me... we are not in a conversational bond... and it seemed like he was trying to bring it to that.

I am walking for home right now... final exams are done... that is good... I can start looking for a new place to stay. I just don't know why... but I really feel different today. I feel so uncomfortable... it feels like something big is about to happen and I just dont know what. I wasn't nervous during the exams. I've been acing exams since like, forever. There is this tight knot deep inside me that's making me uneasy. I think I am just stressed out. As you can guess, I still think about him... yes, him... who else? Ha-ha... really funny. Some friend you are... just kidding...

Finally, I can see our apartment at the end of the street. I think Itachi isn't home... it's Friday afternoon and I am sure he is out, hunting for a new conquest. I told my self over and over to stop meddling with my brother's affairs. I can't seem to do that. The more I try to confine it, the more eager it becomes. My daydreaming has gotten worse... way worse... I can't believe myself... I am going crazy. I definitely need to go see a doctor or something. Damn these urges... damn this hormones... I can't believe I am now physically fantasizing about Itachi... really way... off... hand!

Well here I am... the house is dark. Itachi is out... Good... at least I can be alone for a bit. I feel so warm, I think I better take a shower. We can still talk, I mean... you can still hear me even if I shower. I'm in our room now... Itachi's soiled clothes are all over his bed. I better get those and put them in the basket... I think I will do the laundry tomorrow, then I would start packing. Yeah, that's what I would do. So when I leave, I will have everything ready. I better hurry... I am sweating from head to toe... the weather is too warm... I think it will rain soon, I see rainclouds ahead... it haven't rained since last week.

Damn, the cold water feels so good... Hmn... I am out of shampoo... I forgot to get some at the store earlier. This is what I get from thinking too much... too much of Itachi... well I can always use his shampoo... though I personally don't really like his shampoo... it smells too fruity... too sweet... I like my mentholated brand way better. But I have no choice... I gotta wash my hair you know. I just hope he wouldn't mind. Hmn... it lathers pretty good... just too fruity... I better rinse off... I might get nauseous... I really don't like sweet-smelling stuff.

Now, what do I get for using Itachi's shampoo? A wild and lustful imagination... I can't count how many times I have jacked-off thinking of Itachi. I told myself I mustn't do this anymore... blame it to my hormones, I just can't stop. It feels sinfully good... that I love it so much. How awfully clear my imagination is... how vivid my daydreaming goes... I can picture out Itachi's perfect torso and flawless skin... his lustrous hair spread out and framing his beautiful... attractive face. Stop! Stop! I can't go on like this... I'm getting too aroused now, shit. I must remove this smell off me.

Finally, I rinsed the shampoo off. Fuck... I still smell like Itachi... Shit! Here I go again... Kami... help me... I'm so sorry... I can't help it. Fuck, this feels so good. I wonder how it would feel to have Itachi suck me off... I wonder what he would taste like... Kami, I'm fucking hard right now... the cold water isn't working at all... my imagination is winning. Yes... touch me Itachi... please... Yes... there... just like that... Oh, God... faster... please... Itachi take me... Oh sweet Lord, I never thought it would feel this good... I love you Itachi... "Oh, fuck...Itachi..." Hey wait, did I just say that out loud?

I hope it wasn't that loud... well, I'm alone... I'm safe. I better rinse off... I must be in the bathroom for an hour now. I need to prepare dinner, Itachi will be arriving soon... and he will be hungry. Where is my soap? Oh, great! Great timing... why do you have to fall in the toilet bowl now? I just have to borrow Itachi's soap as well... I need to go the grocery store and get me a good supply. I need to get some other things as well... we are out of sugar and coffee... I really must hurry. I think I can go to the grocery and come back before dinner time.

~tbc~

... am I wicked?

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hugs and kisses to you guys...