Chap 6
London that night is both cold and dark, the empty roads and sidewalks are got lightened by the moon and lights, aside from it everything is dark.
Sebastian and Ciel are walking by the frozen river without any words come out from those two , the dark haired man then walk ahead Ciel and turned back facing the boy.
"I….um…" Sebastian dared himself to talk but he got himself stopped at the middle of the sentence, he has thought about what will he said to the boy, but he just can't say it out loud... he doesn't have the courage to say it… the man stared at Ciel with a gentle look, he clenched his hand and open his mouth intends to speak.
Ciel keeps waiting what Sebastian will say to him, but even until the man open his mouth... no words was spoken out. "Hey….can I… ask you something...?" Ciel then be the one who asked the other, Sebastian in the other hand closing his mouth and then nod.
The blue haired boy looks up at Sebastian "Do we ever met before?" he asked, he has been thinking to ask this but he just could not. He waits for them to be alone and now is the time... Ciel has been feeling a little bit of anxious since he met Sebastian and suddenly knew the man's name without anybody even tell him…. He just curious… or… more….
Sebastian was surprised hearing the question was got launched into him out of nowhere, he just stares at the boy without saying anything... not because he don't want to answer …. He just scared to answer… he scared… what will happen to Ciel… if….if he told the boy everything... what he will say?.. How his reaction would be? … Sebastian still does not know about it.
However, what is the point of hiding the truth? Sebastian just could say it and Ciel will remember everything…wait… remember...? 'But Ciel's memory… maybe it won't comes back to him anymore' suddenly Lisya's sentence back when he talked to her passed by his mind , and at that very moment he just don't know what to do except for lying.
"No… we never met" Sebastian finally answered. He then walked away.
Ciel felts he was got ignored and he then run to catch up with Sebastian, "you know… what you would do if you can back to the past...?" Ciel asked out of nowhere. He then just walks along Sebastian while waiting for the answer.
"I….I would do anything to save the person that I really loved" Sebastian said. Ciel startled hearing it but he just keeps on walking ahead of the man.
Suddenly, a figure of a teen appeared in front of Ciel and the boy was stepped back a few steps backwards, Sebastian locked his look at the figure... he... he is Hikaru!
Sebastian clenched his fist hardly still having his look at Hikaru, he does not know what the teen doing here, but the reason he will get might be concern about Ciel…. Sebastian calming himself so he does not get mad easily and attacked Hikaru in front of the boy, he scared if Ciel get mad at him and will not speak to him because he is attacking Ciel's butler all of a sudden.
"Hikaru... what are you doing he- ah!" Ciel was suddenly were pulled by Hikaru and had his mouth covered by Hikaru's hand, he could not speak or even move because Hikaru's other hand is holding Ciel close to him.
"Hi there….onii-sama" Hikaru's word is getting Sebastian angry and could not control himself...
Sebastian suddenly launch his hand to Hikaru's face, and Hikaru reflexes himself to avoid the attack while pulling Ciel along with him... their fight continue while dragging Ciel into it… Sebastian tries his best to punch Hikaru without giving any damages to Ciel, and the fight then was continue to the next level that is to launching each other's energy.
"STOP IT!" as soon as Ciel's mouth can open he stops the battle just with his high and commanding voice, he made the two to be staring at him.
"Stop it…. Don't hurt him…" the sentence made Sebastian stepped back a little, he just knew that Ciel is talking to him… he just can't control himself up just now... he just… didn't know what to do… he became a total demon to the boy….
"Don't hurt Sebastian…. Hikaru" Ciel said fully with tears... he finally remembers it all, everything… he remembers his past, who is his real butler, about everything and everyone… he also remember about the one who he really love.
Sebastian was surprised, Hikaru too... surprised of the thing just happen… Hikaru released Ciel and he suddenly appeared in front of Sebastian, stabbing a dagger right on the man's chest.
"No… SEBASTIAN...!" Ciel cries a lot more when he saw that, he run towards Sebastian.
Hikaru just putting a wry smile on his face and his body disappeared from his legs to his head but before he is fully disappearing, he turned at Ciel "Now... show us what you can do."
Ciel has no idea what Hikaru just said , he keeps on looking at Sebastian and the dagger that still in Sebastian's chest , he wants to pulled it out but if he does that then.. Blood would start to burst out from the man's chest.
Sebastian's hand is getting colder by every minutes , and Ciel can feels that happening because he is having Sebastian's hand cupping his cheek… sobs coming out from the boy.. He does not know what to do… now in his mind he just pray and pray, begging for god to not to take the man's life…
Ciel suddenly look at something shinning in front of him…. He stood up and reaches it…
….and then…
Ciel is hanging himself in the soon going to be London bridge , Sebastian is still counting from 0-10 and the screaming comes along with every number that come from Sebastian…
When the count was over , Ciel can be able to open his eyes.. his gaze stop at Sebastian that still one handed… he release his hand and close his eyes , ready to face his dead but a big hand catches the boy's arm… Ciel open his eyes and Sebastian is holding him…..
"if I can back to the past, I would do anything to save the person that I really loved" Sebastian said while pulling the boy up and hug him closely…
"Would you.. come back home… with me…? Well not as a butler…. But my partner.." Ciel said blushing on his own word.
"But you know… those servant of yours would get really surprised.." "let them be,,,"
Sebastian nod and take Ciel with his one hand… they got back home…. Safely…. And of course with their own surprises to the servants in there.